[/IIx.XMoN stErX.xII\]'s diary
Written about Tuesday 2007-01-16
Written: (6520 days ago)
ROFLROFL, k it started on nexopia, like this
To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 5:45 am
Subject: No Subject
hey hows it goin? youre pretty hot :shocked: give good bjs?
To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:10 am
Subject: Re: No Subject
I guess so, but i dont think youd be into what im into, maybe but i doubt it.
To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:15 am
Subject: Re (2): No Subject
ooh what are u into?
To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:19 am
Subject: Re (3): No Subject
Well for starters what id really like to do is squat over your face, and watch as my hot and sour feces drip from my buttocks into the back of your throat. Then, watch you gag in rapture under my steaming excrement.
To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:20 am
Subject: Re (4): No Subject
hmm thats pretty intense...
To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:22 am
Subject: Re (5): No Subject
So are you down? I'm also into pleasuring a mans anus.
To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:24 am
Subject: Re (6): No Subject
ooh cant say ive ever tried that..how good is the head?
To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:30 am
Subject: Re (7): No Subject
OMG you have to try it, its exquisite. I'm not really into sucking dick, its too common.
To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:31 am
Subject: Re (8): No Subject
hahaha
got msn?
To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:33 am
Subject: Re (9): No Subject
yeah doesn't everyone? whats yours?
To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:34 am
Subject: Re (10): No Subject
lol
cliff_few*****
THEN continues onto msn (first part of convo got left out, but it was nothing that special)
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
sorry bout that
Cliff........ says:
its ok
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
msn was acting up, but what?
Cliff........ says:
what sorta stuff u like to do?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh, hmm lotsa stuff i guess, nothing in particualr
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you?
Cliff........ says:
yeea im up for prety much anything
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
wonderful
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so what kinda porn do you watch?\
Cliff........ says:
ahah
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
sereously
Cliff........ says:
hmm ill watch almost anything but gay...
Cliff........ says:
u
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh come on, what do you "specialize" in
Cliff........ says:
lol
Cliff........ says:
girl on girl or hardcore
Cliff........ says:
u
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well, bestiality is always good, but guy on guy is pretty hot too
Cliff........ says:
seriously?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yeah sereously
Cliff........ says:
cool i guess
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so would you like, ever suck a dick?
Cliff........ says:
no
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh come on sereously? what about a 3 some, you fuck me, he fucks you?
Cliff........ says:
hmm im straight
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so? that doesnt matter, sex is sex
Cliff........ says:
lol
Cliff........ says:
tru
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so would you?
Cliff........ says:
doubt it
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
damn that woulda been fun
Cliff........ says:
lol
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
just pull a brokeback
Cliff........ says:
ahahahhaha
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so harcore hey,
Cliff........ says:
u are
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol i was talking about the porn
Cliff........ says:
oh
Cliff........ says:
yea
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
rofl this is fun
Cliff........ says:
haha it is
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh yeah, its always a good time with me, if you know what i mean
Cliff........ says:
lol i dont
Cliff........ says:
tell
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh im not the telling kinda girl
Cliff........ says:
aww thats no fun
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yeah well, im sure you can survive
Cliff........ says:
haha probably
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so..
Cliff........ says:
any other questions?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm not right now, you
Cliff........ says:
hmm whast the kinkiest/crazi
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
Picture this, 5 guys and a dog, and i think there was a bucket involved
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you?
Cliff........ says:
wow
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
your turn
Cliff........ says:
nothign exciting just a 3some w/ handcuffs n shit
Cliff........ says:
u beat me
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh handcuffs
Cliff........ says:
ahah
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol i suppose
Cliff........ says:
so do u have any nudes?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you think 15 mins makes a diff?
Cliff........ says:
i dno..does it?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
someones eager
Cliff........ says:
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol nope
Cliff........ says:
aww
Cliff........ says:
no fun
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh well, fun for me
Cliff........ says:
haha yeeah
Cliff........ says:
ever fuck in public?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
does an elevator count?
Cliff........ says:
lol sure
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
then yes
Cliff........ says:
lol
Cliff........ says:
that mustve been a quickie
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yeah well it was a good one
Cliff........ says:
ahaha i bet
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
adrenalin, good times
Cliff........ says:
hahah yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
brb
Cliff........ says:
k
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
mmmback
Cliff........ says:
sup
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
penisd
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
penis..* woops lol
Cliff........ says:
ahah
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so you smoke up?
Cliff........ says:
not much anymore
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
thats a shame
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
do anything ele, or do you just drink?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
else*
Cliff........ says:
lol pretty much just drink
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
thought so
Cliff........ says:
done e here n there
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well thats a good thing
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
no one should go without doing e atleast once
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
for sure
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so..
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so whats your ultimate sex fantasy
Cliff........ says:
hmm good question
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well, are you gunna tell me
Cliff........ says:
im thnking
Cliff........ says:
tell me urs while i figure mine out haha
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
nope, i asked first
Cliff........ says:
ahah
Cliff........ says:
hm ok
being w/ super hot women all around getting me off one way or another and themselves, sex for hours then blowing my load all over them while they lick it off of eachother
Cliff........ says:
thats all i can think of right now..kinda lame
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol, typical male fantasy
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
ur turn
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well, im not really fond of being tied up, im more of a dominant, so pretty much wips and chains and some extra instuments of sexual torture, guys and girls,
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol sorry im into the guy on guy right now, my gay male friend lent me some xcore vampire boy love books
Cliff........ says:
ahahaha ooooh
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you into blood?
Cliff........ says:
cant say i am
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
would you ever?
Cliff........ says:
im not sure
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well its def fun
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
wut sorta blood play?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm, anything really, dont do it to often, not many people are into it
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
Cliff........ says:
but i think imma head to bed
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
alright, have a good time
Cliff........ says:
lol ill try...got anything for me to dream about?
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmmmm, why dont you use your imagination, try something different
Cliff........ says:
aww
Cliff........ says:
be much more fun w/ some material
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
aww well, your a man, you can do these things on your own
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
alrite..later
/x.XMonsterX.x\ The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
bye
"But it would seem I'm not quite the monster you're thinking of. But... it's what he desired. If a human so desires, I can give him immortality... time-everlasti
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My House is a Safe Zone.
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1. A pivotal event often leads to the development of vampirism (blood drinking). This usually occurs in childhood, and the experience of bleeding or the taste of blood is found to be ‘exciting'. After puberty, this excitement associated with blood is experiences as sexual arousal.
2. The progression of Renfield's syndrome follows a typical course in many cases:
Autovampirism is generally developed first, usually in childhood, by initially self-inducing scrapes or cuts in the skin to produce blood, which is then ingested, to later learning how to open major blood vessels (veins, arteries) in order to drink a steady stream of warm blood more directly. The blood may then be ingested at the time of the opening, or may be saved in jars or other containers for later imbibing or for other reasons. Masturbation often accompanies autovampiristi
Zoophagia (literally the eating of living creatures, but more specifically the drinking of their blood) may develop prior to autovampirism in some cases, but usually is next to develop. Persons with Renfield's syndrome may themselves catch and eat or drink the blood of living creatures such as insects, cats, dogs, or birds. The blood of other species may be obtained at places such as slaughterhouse
Vampirism in its true form is the next stage to develop - procuring and drinking the blood of living human beings. This may be done by stealing blood from hospitals, laboratories, and so forth, or by attempting to drink the blood directly from others. Usually this involves some sort of consensual sexual activity, but in lust-murder type cases and in other nonlethal violent crimes, the sexual activity and vampirism may not be consensual.
3. The compulsion to drink blood almost always has a strong sexual component associated with it.
4. Blood will sometimes take on an almost mystical significance as a sexualized symbol of life or power, and, as such, an experience of well being or empowerment will be reported by those with Renfield's syndrome following such activities.
5. Persons with Renfield's syndrome are primarily male.
6. The defining characteristic of Renfield's syndrome is the blood-drinking compulsion. Other related activities such as necrophilia and necrophagia that do not have as their goal the drinking of blood are not to be considered aspects of this disorder''.
USER FRIENDLY - MARILYN MANSON
Use me when you want to come
I've bled just to have your touch
When I'm in you I want to die
User friendly fucking dopestar obscene
Will you die when you're high
You'd never die just for me
She says,
"I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you
'til somebody better comes along."
Use me like I was a whore
Relationships are such a bore
Deleted the ones that you've fucked
User friendly fucking dopestar obscene
Will you die when you're high
You'd never die just for me
She says,
"I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you
'til somebody better comes along."
THIS SUMMER
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Comp
LAST SUMMER
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Excitement-See
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Morality |||||||||||| 34%
Altruism ||||||||| 30%
Cooperation |||||||||||| 34%
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k well..i missed a DT and so i had an inschool suspencion on wednesday..i forgot to go so he gave me thursday,frida
first of all my personality disorder test results
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Verry High
Obsessive-Comp
Killing you now tool and disturbed
Suicide is a hard thing because its like you dont want to hurt the people u leave behind so if i ever consider it about a month before im gonna be the biggest bitch ever and make everyone hate me so then they wont care...i guess
Alrighty then the members of Slipknot are now in Stone Sour......KNOW THAT..thx Tyler S...UPDATE, Tyler is such a skeeze, UNTRUE..ish oh man so confusing
Terry Goodkind-Sword of truth and Robert Jordan-Wheel of time R.A.Salvitore- Icewind Dale trillogy,Dark Elf trillogy, Legacy of the Drow,Paths of Darkness, Hunters Blade Series, the Cleric Quintet, Barbara Hambly- Dragons Bane
remeber enter the shadow..have to join schob said so lol
k i remebered something i thought of that day when i went to thake and was up k here it is....the ppl who are insomniacs and hear voises and like scitzos and all those pl who hear and see things..mental illnesses ..well they're not really crazy there the normal ones but we are convinced otherwise we have lost the ABILITLY to see and hear the voices and the images ...its too bad because they are fun to talk to
k remember chatalot and funimation
ahhh new new new i dyed my hair yay well i guess i half dyed it..the top is really red and the rest is a burgundy red meh thats cause i dyed it black a while go and so ta i know stupid meh well well thast all
i am afraid of death but not just for myself but for other people it is scary imaging people dead and gona ...non exsistant ... k well i gotta write that in my brain wtyl
SHIT i deleted my thought k here it is...well i was hinkin maybe like life is the gods, all of them ever, game. were the pawns the pieces,if someone obeys the rules or joines that religion(s) they get a point and when the ppl sin u get minus points...i think jesus might have cheeted or something maybe it was a punishment for cheeting or maybe he was loosing to bad meh ya never know
hey ya well i was drawing and i was all like okay im gonna draw a reeeely sick skrawne person and i ended up drawing jesus ona cross and thats wierd cause im not even of that religion im wiccan so wow that was sooo wierd and im soo tired so bye bye now*yawn*