Ich suche im Himmel
Fuer den Mond
Sie sucht hoffnung
Aber ist nie verschont
Der Himmel ist lehr
Hoffnungsloss und kahl
Ich suche immer weiter
Im leerem All

A silent scream can shatter walls
It echoes -silently- through empty halls
I have no beginning
I have no end
I have no enemies
I have no friends
All who know me know despair
And when I linger
You tear your hair
I am the horrors of the night
I am cruelty I am spite
I am wicked I am hate
Do not try to escape me
Its already to late
You feel my sorrow and agony
But never ever any sympathy
Wandering lost in my world
You hudddle in fright
Around your self curled
Hidden secrets beneath a grave
A long lost present you never gave
The darkness comes not from without
You hear your own voice give the shout
Your malice comes from within
Its yout own evil that makes your head spin
You know who's guilty and who's wrong
You know whose voice raised that morbid song
Do not try to break free
Because you know
that you are me

Want to see something funny?

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php

Hmmm a diary
does this get any wierder?
I ask you, who writes a public diary
Hmmm....who am i asking?
There is no one there.....
I need a head ache pill
If I weren't allergic to them
Drat

News flash for the uninterested world:
I am depressed

And if you care:
Shame on you!
go worry about peopple with real problems!
Who are dying without a choice! etc. etc. etc.