BARGH!

WTF!

I feel so unapreciated lately. It's like no one wants to be with me and people don't really like me.

It's obvious that when Im around certain people who claim to be good friends of mine, that they can happpily have fun wihtout me, even though they ring me and ask if I'm coming out to get blaked with them.

Those certain people had better had not been using me for my gange and shit.

Sorry paranoia is kicking in again, but half of the time I'm not paranoid. Just extremely clued up.

It's all going right for everyone else at the moment.

I'm skint and depressed.

My mum's a twat. Friend's are being wierd and too much coursework to do.

Not to mention all the shit that has happened to me over the past 2/3 years.

It's all getting me down and I know I shouldn't give a fuck, life goes on and all that jazz, but sometimes it gets on top of you too much.

SO FUCK EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING THAT'S GETTING ME DOWN. That's the reason I love gange- I can just smoke my problems away.

And one last thing. Don't ever ever tell me it's bad for me, coz ur just some pussy who hasn't ever tried it and believing all the lies the pigs want you to think. It doesn't give you cancer. fags do and they're legal. What kind of fucking goverment do we have that they feed people with lies about weed, and then the fucking pigs who are theives themselves!
WELL FUCK YOU ALL!
YOU DON'T FUCKING MATTER I CAN LIVE FINE WITHOUT YOU! ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN MENTIONED. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

too tired.

pissed off coz staceys being a moody cow yet again. don't get me wrong- she's going thru shit 2day but that doesnt mean she has to treat me like shit as always. blatanlty ppl r gonna take her side, but i just thought the way i was treated is uncalled 4. I am only trying to help, but as always I just seem to make things worse with stace.
"I know I'm probably the person you would least wanna talk to, but just to let you know, I'm here if you wanna talk 2 me." she said she agrees and then told me to fuck off. I know what it's like to have someone in ur family in hospital with something serious (infact I'm not even sure how serious the situatuion is with stace, it might be big, it might be small), and i'm not as close with my family memeber as she is with hers. but still. anyone else think that gives a good reason to bark at me? I bet if I said I know what you are going thru, b/coz of my uncle... she would probably say "Piss off helen, your uncle doesn't matter." or something bitchy like that coz precious stacey has the worst life possible. pfft she has a happy family, her parents are still together, she doesnt get beaten, shes not deprived,she gets spoilt by her parents, she doesn't have a difficult home life either! this isn't necessarily my life, but still. I just think stacey should treat those she's close to a bit better- and I can say another thing. where the fuck does stace and "the ste" get off with laughing at me. Ste, get a real name and fuck off with ur stupid indie arsewipe shit. He's scared of me coz i said hi in an msn convo. OO. is he worried his reputation will get spoilt by some one who hates the young knives? dickhead. stace and the ste can fuck right off. I'm sick of her. and the amount of times Ive been loyal to her. The worst thing ive done 2 her is pretended to rodger her. And she says she can't trust anyone now. fuck off drama queen. she always treats me like shit. is she even worth talking to? no. but since i'm so nice I will carry one getting slagged off by that cunt. jesus christ im whining on like stace r partners! lol were not.

 
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