well how am i? let's start w/ not knowing where u and your bf stand, homework pileing up w/ the stress of your parents, and panic attacks from the past coming after u thinking they were gone and what does that equal? me

ok...skewl....BORED!!!!! arg, the people at my lunch table keep bugging me when I really don't feel like talking so I thought I would come in here so I wouldn't lose my insanity. lol, um not much to say. If I talk to you a lot you would know that I don't like my town so here's a funny story! I was in my room and I heard my sister yelling at my mom and I was like "what? Im getting kicked out?" and she laughs and said yes. after a while I hear 1 and i asked if that's how many days I had to get out and she said I had to be out that night so I packed some stuff and put on a lot of clothes and looked her in the face and told her that she'd see me in the papers and walked out the door. funny thing about this is that I was able to walk 2 blocks and I turned around and came back to which she had locked me out lol. My mom opened the door and i told her that i forgot something but my sister was almost crying and was begining me to stay. thats about the most exsiting thing to happen to me for a while. tee hee

so ok this is a diary.....I need this cuz i never remember to write on a real one.

At this moment I'm waiting for a friend to call...arg. and becoming bored. nothing new.

a couple of days ago my friends and i went to this church lock in and me and one of them stayed up talking as we found out the other snorred (we laughed our asses off.) and the next day they came to my house and my mom flipped out when she came in to the living room to find me sleeping and 2 guys watch Monty Python. Then we convinced her to drive us to the mall and on our way she fenderbenderd somebody. When we got there we shopped then sat down for like an hour and a half. then when i got home i slept like A LOT, woke up and puked (why? I have no idea) then went back to sleep. Woke up to my best frined calling me and that was my weekend so far.

1 MORE DAY TILL I'M 16!!!!!! yay go me!