through out my life i have come to many conclusions but nothing like this, i have realized over my summer ive changed, the new me kindda sickens me, i wish i could go back to the old me, how i was a few months ago when i didnt think ppl were annoyed by me i guess, i was more layed back and now im just an up tight mess, i feel as if im slowly loosing grasp and theres not much i can do. i shall just let go and become whoever and just hope that it turns out ok so im not trying to be emo it was just something to think about i guess

ok u guys my pics and everything is down cuz my parents know about ET and i would be even more screwed over if they saw the pics, if i delete myself i have a reason but i will add u if and when i have a new account ^_^ ttyl to all!