I watch silently from the darkest corners of your mind, unknown to you that I am there, slowly eating away at your memories, replacing yours with mine. Maybe I am the plague you think I am, maybe I am merely a creation of your fantasy. Or then again I could be taking back what is rightly mine, what you stole from me so many years ago. You will not know until it is too late for you, dear father.
I look out over the unwashed crowds of filthy vermin as they wave their arms and yell to each other. What is the use of their pitiful lives? To infest the planet? Or are they merely puppets in some unknown person’s plan for the world? Are they being led by something? Maybe they are waiting to be led, just like the dogs they are. Look at them, forever fighting amongst themselves like a pack of wolves fight over a morsel of food.
They are animals. Animals who need a Master.
I am here for that very reason. To lead the animals.
I sit alone, watching children play
Watch them smile, run, chase
The look so happy, but me?
I’m alone
Always have been, forever shall be
I stay here, huddled from the cold
Staying alive is my one only goal
But I fear not death, for it seems my only friend
Life only causes me pain and sorrow
In one swift moment death takes it all away
I am the Master of Deception, do not try and hide from me
It is impossible, I can smell your fear, hear your fast breaths
See you as you run, run away from me, frightened beyond belief
Why do you run? Why do you hide? I shall find you wherever you go
Give up, stand your ground. There is no need to hide from me
I shall make it come quickly, painlessly if you so wish
But the more you run, the slower and more painful I shall make it
Try and fight me, I don’t care, you’re going to lose either way
Run, try and run away from me, I don’t care, I’m going to find you anywhere
Cry, scream, yell at me, I don’t care, no amount of that will save you
Just don’t say you love me, for I will care. Any amount of that will save you
Come play dying
It won’t take long, just come over to me
Reveal your displeasure in what I do
I won’t care, I don’t mind
I find it amusing you find such things sickening
Don’t make me laugh, don’t call me a disease
As I am the very disease you pretend to be
If I cut your throat, will you be able to keep walking?
Are you strong enough to stand on your own?
I fear no, you are too weak
Too weak to stand on your own
Too weak to defeat me, far too weak
No amount of soldiers can kill me
I am one thing you are not, that my friend
Shall remain my secret, so come play dying
Hmmmmm..... I'm gonna post my poems and stuff up here.... coz I can.... so NYAH!!!
YAWN! Bored Bored BORED!!!! Did I mention... BORED!!!!!!?
Na nA NA na! Updated Loth page!!! YAY!!! Man, boring diary of mine!
Grrrrr.... mod's rejected my BEST pics ever! They were'nt fantasy enough... fair enough they were horses, but they all were MEANT to be fantasy horsespirits! WHY????
No-one's been commenting on my Elfwood pages... that's all I have to say... wow... my life muse be boring...
todays a boring kinda day... hey...someone talk to me!! leave me a message! sign my guesbook!!! PLEASE!!!!!!! *runs off and hides in waiting for people*
Haha! I am awake!! I added poems on my main page today... I love my poetry! Short, boring message...
*yawn* Why am I awake? No, really, why the hell am I awake? Hmmm.... hungry... sleepy... eyes... closing... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Updated my Loth page today, yay! Wow, so bored!
Got attacked by a possum today, hence the Animal Attack! Mood... grrrrrrrrrrrrr
SOMEONE FILL OUT MY GUESTBOOK!!!!!
*WAAAH!* had a power outtage last night for 7 1/2 HOURS! I MISSED BUFFY grrrrr Stupid power company!
YAY!!! My Lothlorien page is updated! I've really gotta learn to colour... or get some real nice person who can colour to do it for me... :P
Bed now...
*Yawn* Waiting to update my Elfwood page... waiting waiting waiting... bored... bored... bored... Nyah! ;P
LAST BUFFY TOMORROW NIGHT! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*Yawn* Waiting to update my Elfwood page... waiting waiting waiting... bored... bored... bored... Nyah! ;P
My Pop is 80!! Having a get together for him tomorrow (Sat) Yay! Man... I am sooooooooooo bored!!!
Another day... another day... updating my Loth site today... grrr last Buffy soon.... Noooo!!!!!! I said it... THE... LAST... BUFFY!! I know, I'll go save Spike!!
*runs off to find Sunnydale and saves Spike*