You love me
I love you
You hate me
I love you
You want me
I want you
You push me away
I stay close
You love me
You hate me
You want me
You push me away
I never stop loving you
I never stop wanting you
And I’ll never stop needing you
Never again will your breath touch my face
Nor your hands caress my cheeks
Never again will your eyes burn like stars
Nor your voice carry on the breeze
Never again will we embrace on cold, dark nights
Nor your beating heart lay me to sleep, peaceful slumber
You now sleep eternal rest
Six feet under, now laid in death
At peace, my sweet, my love, my heart
I will love you forever, even when…
I am six feet under, laid in death
Joining you in eternal rest
Her eyes shone brightly like those of a corpse
Her rotted flesh falling from her bones
Her mother will never know
She’s not going to come home
No matter how long she waits
How much she begs, prays, cries
She’s not going to come home
Every time you’re near
I feel so far away
Whenever they begin to scream
I want to run and hide
Daylight scalds me
Night time embraces me
I get lost in your eyes
Fall asleep in your arms
Your heartbeat replaces mine
Every day without you
Crawls at snails pace
Every dream I have
I see your beautiful face
Your touch heals me
Your embrace makes me whole
Makes me feel alive
I want to be a part of you
And you to be a part of me
Take my hand and put your trust in me
And I will lead you…
If you would dance with me
Around you, my shell shatters and breaks
My soul it screams and shouts
My heart fails to beat, the blood in my veins is motionless
But my mind runs rampant, my eyes bleed endless tears
I hate you
I hate you and everything you do to me, everything you make me believe
All of it is a lie, I see that now
I finally see through your purity, your smile, your embrace, all of you
You used me
I loved you, trusted you, gave you my heart
You gave it to someone else, all the time lying to my face
Saying you loved me, you pretended to be happy around me
Why didn’t you tell me the truth?
It’s too late now, my wounds cannot be healed
I watch silently from the darkest corners of your mind, unknown to you that I am there, slowly eating away at your memories, replacing yours with mine. Maybe I am the plague you think I am, maybe I am merely a creation of your fantasy. Or then again I could be taking back what is rightly mine, what you stole from me so many years ago. You will not know until it is too late for you, dear father.
I look out over the unwashed crowds of filthy vermin as they wave their arms and yell to each other. What is the use of their pitiful lives? To infest the planet? Or are they merely puppets in some unknown person’s plan for the world? Are they being led by something? Maybe they are waiting to be led, just like the dogs they are. Look at them, forever fighting amongst themselves like a pack of wolves fight over a morsel of food.
They are animals. Animals who need a Master.
I am here for that very reason. To lead the animals.
I sit alone, watching children play
Watch them smile, run, chase
The look so happy, but me?
I’m alone
Always have been, forever shall be
I stay here, huddled from the cold
Staying alive is my one only goal
But I fear not death, for it seems my only friend
Life only causes me pain and sorrow
In one swift moment death takes it all away
I am the Master of Deception, do not try and hide from me
It is impossible, I can smell your fear, hear your fast breaths
See you as you run, run away from me, frightened beyond belief
Why do you run? Why do you hide? I shall find you wherever you go
Give up, stand your ground. There is no need to hide from me
I shall make it come quickly, painlessly if you so wish
But the more you run, the slower and more painful I shall make it
Try and fight me, I don’t care, you’re going to lose either way
Run, try and run away from me, I don’t care, I’m going to find you anywhere
Cry, scream, yell at me, I don’t care, no amount of that will save you
Just don’t say you love me, for I will care. Any amount of that will save you
Come play dying
It won’t take long, just come over to me
Reveal your displeasure in what I do
I won’t care, I don’t mind
I find it amusing you find such things sickening
Don’t make me laugh, don’t call me a disease
As I am the very disease you pretend to be
If I cut your throat, will you be able to keep walking?
Are you strong enough to stand on your own?
I fear no, you are too weak
Too weak to stand on your own
Too weak to defeat me, far too weak
No amount of soldiers can kill me
I am one thing you are not, that my friend
Shall remain my secret, so come play dying
Hmmmmm..... I'm gonna post my poems and stuff up here.... coz I can.... so NYAH!!!
YAWN! Bored Bored BORED!!!! Did I mention... BORED!!!!!!?
Na nA NA na! Updated Loth page!!! YAY!!! Man, boring diary of mine!
Grrrrr.... mod's rejected my BEST pics ever! They were'nt fantasy enough... fair enough they were horses, but they all were MEANT to be fantasy horsespirits! WHY????
No-one's been commenting on my Elfwood pages... that's all I have to say... wow... my life muse be boring...
todays a boring kinda day... hey...someone talk to me!! leave me a message! sign my guesbook!!! PLEASE!!!!!!! *runs off and hides in waiting for people*
Haha! I am awake!! I added poems on my main page today... I love my poetry! Short, boring message...
*yawn* Why am I awake? No, really, why the hell am I awake? Hmmm.... hungry... sleepy... eyes... closing... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Updated my Loth page today, yay! Wow, so bored!
Got attacked by a possum today, hence the Animal Attack! Mood... grrrrrrrrrrrrr
SOMEONE FILL OUT MY GUESTBOOK!!!!!
*WAAAH!* had a power outtage last night for 7 1/2 HOURS! I MISSED BUFFY grrrrr Stupid power company!