[♥sex .lies//an d --scotch tape]'s diary
All My Girls From A Broken Home
your not alone
She could feel the darkness seeping in at the edge of her vision and the straps that bound her body tight as her squirming lost some of its momentem and she tiered at last. The sound of loud music drowning out the sound of her tears, and the last words she screamed to herself in the cold empty room...
"Finish what you started..."
By:
Me
Who Knows
or to high to be
but either way
i'm really confused >_<
and bled
and [laughed ]
and got high
and died alittle inside
...
that last part was a joke
I was sad
but i keep making jokes
and i am mad casue my friend bitched at me and called me
anorexic
but i'm being hyper anyway
e gawd
[ eND ]
This Place
A silence is the most revealing choice of words
although this picture is in my page of pictures...
i felt the need to get input on it...
is that odd to you?
who cares..
anyhow
what do you see when you look at this picture?
mainly in my eyes...
I'm Sure I'll Bleed Sencerly
so you make the simplist mistake
when i've lost everything
i'm sure i will see more clearly
like i did something wrong...
"love is forever" he told me
he sung that same old song
was all i said
he called me mean
and bitched me out...
i've been very tiered lately
like my enthusiasm is only half lived
then seeps out through some invisible [.. .break] in my skin
oh well
life goes on
and then some
Fall Away
I put the cut back in cutie
and a head ache as well
men are so pushy
when theres that many things going through your head
its [.. .tYPICAL] to
fall off the wagon
right?
but
what the hell
i needed to do something
no sleep
no eating
and at 2:15am you can't go anywere
so i vented
then went to bed
i shall sit on my throne
and exist with perfect scars
cut on my royal wrist
A Memo
from emilys nightmare journal
I told you you should stop biting your nails...
Maybe thats one of the things that got you so mad
No, you were just mad,
you do that alot...
"whatever" i said and turned to leave
you didn't like that,
you wern't the center of the world then, and you h[a]Te[d] me for it.
The fact that i didn't care scared you to death,
because when people stop feeling sorry for you annd your
stupid sob stories you relize
what a [.. .fAKE ] you really are.
You can't depend on these "friendships" of your hunny,
its all just 'feel sorry for me' then it ends:
I was the first to walk out on your imagination,
leaving you to rot in your
Drama//Drama filled life.
as put by a friend:
So, basically another outlook upon the realities of your life. You transform them so that they are no longer a view of reality but a deformed windown into your life.
"if i jumped off a bridge would you dive in after me"
I said:
"if i said yes i'd be lieing =)"
My Diary
were miracles never cease
I'm not selfish but don't expect me to die for someone i don't know:
I'd kill myself athousand times for someone i love,
and sure i feel bad if some person i don't know dies becuase i didn't try to save them
but i'll learn to accept it and move on
so should you
Yeah Thats Right
i'll steal your face right off
rant
rant
and sob stories that take to long to read
lots of pictures of all the people they [L]o[v]e one day and h[a]te the next
in black and white or [color ]
its all the same to me:
lots of slashes in your name doesn't make you cool
and saying lifes a bitch just makes you a
drama queen
so sick of smeared eyeliner to make you look sad
conforming to the unconformity is just as bad.
not to get down on just the freaks
the people who hate them are dolled up geeks
so thats my rant for today
i hope you got what i had to say
[ EnD ]
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
My diary was sad and empty...
I [fix-ded] it