well, white water rafting was so much fun:D I am embarassed to admit this but here it goes.....I was the only person to get thrown out of the raft/ fall out/ go flying out..well whatever you can call it.....I was freezing cold...The bad thing was the guides got it on tape...twice and they made a movie and it was included in it..Oh and did I mention it happend twice?......

I miss Shane so much<3 I love you!

"I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood


So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…


And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.


I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong


Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…


And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.


As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here


Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love


And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.


And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me."

Oh my gosh!!!I love Shane sooooooooo much forever and ever and ever times infinity with all my heart!!!I love you Shane!!!

I missed Shanwe so much....I really like him...I can't stop thinking about him.......Oh my God!

Oh my gosh.....I met this really hot guy on here.....He is so hot....He is amazing to talk to. He is super sweet....I think I am starting to fall for him...I haven't ever felt this way before....EVER!!