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[Dr. Pie]'s diary

714759 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-13
Written: (6919 days ago)

Okay so you just don't care. You're
making it this way. It's your fault,
I know it and I think you do too.
But I don't blame you, I don't blame
you at all. I don't want to. Especially
not if it'll make you feel as bad as
I do. I don't want you in pain, I wish
you nothing but pure happiness. I want
you to feel so wonderful.
Because I know I can't anymore.

I will take it all on my shoulders,
I'll say that it's all because of me.
That all is my fault. It'll be the
weirdest time of my life, you know
that don't you? To be so close, to
feel so right but still so wrong.
How should I act?
I can't just hold it all back.

Even if you don't feel anything
anymore that doesn't mean I'm like
you. [I will never be like you.]

I don't have time to give up.

714738 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-13
Written: (6919 days ago)

Maybe I'm Wrong.

714716 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-13
Written: (6919 days ago)

How come I regret all I've done?
Why can't it just be right?

714260 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-12-12
Written: (6920 days ago)

Cold as Ice,
Heart of Steel

714259 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-12-12
Written: (6920 days ago)

I guess Not huh?

714257 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-12-12
Written: (6920 days ago)

Can You See It When
You Look Into My
Eyes?
[<3]

714255 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-12-12
Written: (6920 days ago)

One more day without a Meaning.
It's only getting worse.
We'll see how long I can take it,
wont we?
Sooner Or Later.

713700 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6921 days ago)

I'm not okay.
I want to die.

713688 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6921 days ago)

Next in thread:

I atleast know how it
feels to be alone.
To have no one to turn to.
And It Hurts.

713678 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6922 days ago)

All my teardrops turned to Rain.

Wtf is this Shit?

713648 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6922 days ago)

GOD I can't take it. Why do I need you so?

713647 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6922 days ago)

Why do you build me up, buttercup, baby
Just to let me down and mess me around
And then worst of all, you never call, baby
When you say you will, but I love you still
I need you more than anyone, darling
You know that I have from the start

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6922 days ago)

Before I Really Thought
Dreams Could Come True.
But,
You Took My Dreams With
You When You Left.

Darling, I Want
It Back.
Please.

713634 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6922 days ago)

I whisper your name into the Sky, it's like You hear me. But you don't care.
Of course you Don't.

I ask myself Why?
Why Baby?
Why?

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-11
Written: (6922 days ago)

Hate It. Can't Take It. Hate Myself.
But Oh, I'm Okay...
Yeah Right.

713134 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-12-10
Written: (6923 days ago)

I officially Hate my so-called Life

713091 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-12-10
Written: (6923 days ago)

You don't seem to know.
Seem to care.
I don't know you
Anymore.

It can't have changed this fast. Or is it even fast?
How long has it been going on? I don't know. I guess
I've been blind. Blind for how you feel, what you
think about. But you never tell me, always keeping me
outside. Outside of the world inside your mind.

Show Me The Way
Into Your Heaven,
Please.

You showed me what it was to cry.

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Written about Saturday 2005-12-10
Written: (6923 days ago)

I'm torn.

Nothing I can do can change it,
I guess.

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Written about Friday 2005-12-09
Written: (6923 days ago)

I don't know where this road is leading.
The world keeps on spinning but I don't
know where it's taking me. I've got no
clue.

I know you are always there but..
You know, I think I'm asking too much
of you, too much of the Whole World.
I'm worth all you do.
Anyway, I want to say [Thank You] for
all you do. For being here for me.
I appreciate it so much. More than you
know. You are an angel!

You Know Who You Are <33 And
I Love You xxx
You Are A True Best Friend.

[But I do miss you. So much!]

712821 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-12-09
Written: (6923 days ago)

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Fuck I could need someone right Now.
But no one is there and no one will be.

711720 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-12-07
Written: (6925 days ago)

WILD thing duuduu boom bambam
You make my heart sing duuduu boom bambam
You make everything duuduu boom bam
Grooovy duuduu boom bambam
WILD thing duuduu boom bambam

Wild Thing, I Think I Love You
[I already know I do <33]
I Want To Know For Sure
Come On, Hold Me Tight.
[You did, I know it. I'm secure]

[I Love You]

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