God I'm NERVOUS!

I can always pretend everything is okay, like it use to be.
Atleast it works until I get home.

I just don't understand why - it's so hard to understand. It doesn't make sence anymore,
where did this come from anyway?

But still it doesn't matter, we still have to go through it. We still have to be in pain.
Until you take it away.. Sometime.

Okay so you just don't care. You're
making it this way. It's your fault,
I know it and I think you do too.
But I don't blame you, I don't blame
you at all. I don't want to. Especially
not if it'll make you feel as bad as
I do. I don't want you in pain, I wish
you nothing but pure happiness. I want
you to feel so wonderful.
Because I know I can't anymore.

I will take it all on my shoulders,
I'll say that it's all because of me.
That all is my fault. It'll be the
weirdest time of my life, you know
that don't you? To be so close, to
feel so right but still so wrong.
How should I act?
I can't just hold it all back.

Even if you don't feel anything
anymore that doesn't mean I'm like
you. [I will never be like you.]

How come I regret all I've done?
Why can't it just be right?

I guess Not huh?

One more day without a Meaning.
It's only getting worse.
We'll see how long I can take it,
wont we?
Sooner Or Later.

I atleast know how it
feels to be alone.
To have no one to turn to.
And It Hurts.

All my teardrops turned to Rain.

GOD I can't take it. Why do I need you so?

Before I Really Thought
Dreams Could Come True.
But,
You Took My Dreams With
You When You Left.

Hate It. Can't Take It. Hate Myself.
But Oh, I'm Okay...
Yeah Right.