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[Dr. Pie]'s diary

719384 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-12-21
Written: (6911 days ago)

I Even Tell You I Need You.
What Difference Does It Make?

719378 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-12-21
Written: (6911 days ago)

Smile Though Your [H]eart Is Breaking.

It's not long. Let's
see if we can Hold On.

718773 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-20
Written: (6912 days ago)

Next in thread:

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck. FUCK.

718669 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-20
Written: (6912 days ago)

Control Yourself, Will Ya?
Sorry, I can't.

718105 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-12-19
Written: (6913 days ago)

Because you had a bad day.

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Written about Monday 2005-12-19
Written: (6913 days ago)

YEAH! I fixed the LAST Christmas
present for this year. I think.
It was about time. I'm always so
late. Well well. It's only
once a year. Wonderful time.
This will be the [Best Christmas
Ever <33333]

When I saw you I could not Breathe.
It was something special. Unreal.
Will that happen again? Can it?
I hope so.

[Mally <3] is better than You'll ever be.
Listen to Me, I'm your Expert.

IT'S ON FRIDAY GUUUUYYYS!!!!

717487 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-18
Written: (6914 days ago)

[I Love Mally. She's My Best Friend.]

717383 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-18
Written: (6915 days ago)

Do You Want To Marry Me?

m e [<3] y o u

717350 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-12-18
Written: (6915 days ago)

For Better and for Worse.

717084 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-12-17
Written: (6915 days ago)

I'm doubting the love I have for you.
I just don't feel it anymore. Maybe
it's no longer there. I feel awful.
I know I shouldn't feel this way, I
know these words shouldn't be written.
Not here in this diary, not anywhere
at all. Not by me.

Everytime I say I love you, you know
I do a lot. Am I only trying to convince
myself of it? That I do love you. Or is
it what I'm feeling in my heart? I don't
know anymore. Maybe this happend because
of all around you and me. Because of all
the Confusion. Because you obviously
seem to be doubting too. It's been so
long since you showed me anything. Showed
me that some of your feelings still are
alive. Playing in your heart.

Maybe what is hard it to let go. But when
we have, maybe all is easy. Maybe all
feels more right than this. Maybe it's
what we need. Maybe we aren't ment to be.
But why does it feel that way? Like we
are ment to be but still not. Like it's
right but still not. It drives me Crazy.

When the situation seem to get better,
why does these feelings come? Why not
when it was bad? A
smile one your face. This is what I want,
isn't it?

I don't want to feel this way. Feels like
I'm cheating on you, without doing anything.
It doesn't feel good. I need to see that
love Darling, before my feelings die away.
Like a Rose.
[A Rose Without Any Powers To Life.]

But I think I do love you.

716950 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-12-17
Written: (6915 days ago)

I've been to town today,
Tha Big Town.
All the [ Christmas ] presents
are done.
I'm so Proud.

Where is the Christmas Tree?
And the Snow?

716564 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-12-16
Written: (6916 days ago)

. One Week .

716513 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-12-16
Written: (6916 days ago)

The Dark Sky Is Getting Blue.
But Bad Weather Is Always
Close, It Stops The Sun From
Shining And The Laugher.
It Stops The Laugher.

716461 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-12-16
Written: (6916 days ago)

He Called Me Angel
<33333

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Written about Friday 2005-12-16
Written: (6916 days ago)

Standing Here All Alone

I totally looked like the biggest
dork/nerd/jerk/dumbass/air head/moron/retard.
Looser.
And every other Nice name of Stupid persons
you can come up with. Today.

It's been raining for
an eternity now.

And I had a Mathtest.

I can see Your reflection
In the sky. And In the Pools
of frozen Ice that I crushed.

I got back my essay. I hate it.

Even when You
reach for it.
You can never
touch it.
[+ My Star. +]
Don't turn off my
Light.

He doesn't care.

It's All About Us.
Egoistic.

I'm a nerd who never Study. All I am is
empty with a Big Echo inside. I'm not worth
anything. It's written in my mind, It's
written in my Heart. Something you can never
take away, never change. No matter how hard
you try to change me. You will loose.

+ . conspicuous . +

Why don't you try harder? You really disappoint
me, you know. Or no, you don't know.

716364 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-12-16
Written: (6917 days ago)

We've been Bad for so long. I don't know what's happening.

All around the world
someone is feeling
Lonley.

715871 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-12-15
Written: (6917 days ago)

If you fall I will catch you,
I will be waiting.
t i m e . a f t e r . t i m e.

[You know that right?]

715834 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-12-15
Written: (6917 days ago)

. + Let Your Beauty Come Alive + .

What would you do if I died?
Heeeeeeey WhatEver.

715292 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-12-14
Written: (6918 days ago)

Once Again I'm A Arrogant Bitch

715265 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-12-14
Written: (6918 days ago)

God I'm NERVOUS!

.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous.nervous
.nervous.

So I Finally Understand.

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