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[Dr. Pie]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-01-08
Written: (6894 days ago)

I will be the Sun in Your life.

With every breathe
With all my soul
I give my word
I give it all.
Put your faith in me.

For you.
I promise I will.

There is nothing I wont do.

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Written about Saturday 2006-01-07
Written: (6894 days ago)

He looks Bright on it. All I see is dark.
I guess I start to get a bit annoying.
Already. I hate that about myself.
But hey, it has only been a while.
It's not even long.
Can't be wrong to be sad.

Already the second
night all alone
in my bed. Do you
remember the last
night we had? It
was beautiful.

[We're..?]

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Written about Saturday 2006-01-07
Written: (6894 days ago)

It's hard. Really freaking
Hard. And my Tummy
hurts. Ouch.

It feels Crappy.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-06
Written: (6895 days ago)

I wish the world was Smaller.
[<3]

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Written about Friday 2006-01-06
Written: (6895 days ago)

"You're never alone"

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Written about Friday 2006-01-06
Written: (6895 days ago)

Someone Take This Stone Off My Chest.

Sometimes I wonder if I could do something
that would make you stay. <3

It's so hard to breathe.
Evertything feels so unreal.
I know you've been here,
you left your marks. But
it feels so far away.
Maybe it's because we are
now apart.
Again.
And I couldn't stop
it.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-06
Written: (6895 days ago)

Yesterday; Sleeping in his arms. [<3]
Today; Alone in a Cold Bed.
Staring out into The Big Nothing.

Emptyness.
Don't be so Broken.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-06
Written: (6895 days ago)

I WANT HIM BACK HERE!!!
Come On God. Turn Back The Fucking Time.

Can Someone Bring My Baby Home?
He Belongs Here, Thank You.

Have any cure for a heartache?
A BigTime Missing? A need?

DAMN!

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Written about Thursday 2005-12-22
Written: (6911 days ago)

IT'S TOMORROOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!

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Written about Wednesday 2005-12-21
Written: (6911 days ago)

I Even Tell You I Need You.
What Difference Does It Make?

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Written about Wednesday 2005-12-21
Written: (6911 days ago)

Smile Though Your [H]eart Is Breaking.

It's not long. Let's
see if we can Hold On.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-12-20
Written: (6912 days ago)

Next in thread:

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck. FUCK.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-12-20
Written: (6912 days ago)

Control Yourself, Will Ya?
Sorry, I can't.

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Written about Monday 2005-12-19
Written: (6913 days ago)

Because you had a bad day.

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Written about Monday 2005-12-19
Written: (6913 days ago)

YEAH! I fixed the LAST Christmas
present for this year. I think.
It was about time. I'm always so
late. Well well. It's only
once a year. Wonderful time.
This will be the [Best Christmas
Ever <33333]

When I saw you I could not Breathe.
It was something special. Unreal.
Will that happen again? Can it?
I hope so.

[Mally <3] is better than You'll ever be.
Listen to Me, I'm your Expert.

IT'S ON FRIDAY GUUUUYYYS!!!!

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-18
Written: (6914 days ago)

[I Love Mally. She's My Best Friend.]

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-18
Written: (6914 days ago)

Do You Want To Marry Me?

m e [<3] y o u

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-18
Written: (6915 days ago)

For Better and for Worse.

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Written about Saturday 2005-12-17
Written: (6915 days ago)

I'm doubting the love I have for you.
I just don't feel it anymore. Maybe
it's no longer there. I feel awful.
I know I shouldn't feel this way, I
know these words shouldn't be written.
Not here in this diary, not anywhere
at all. Not by me.

Everytime I say I love you, you know
I do a lot. Am I only trying to convince
myself of it? That I do love you. Or is
it what I'm feeling in my heart? I don't
know anymore. Maybe this happend because
of all around you and me. Because of all
the Confusion. Because you obviously
seem to be doubting too. It's been so
long since you showed me anything. Showed
me that some of your feelings still are
alive. Playing in your heart.

Maybe what is hard it to let go. But when
we have, maybe all is easy. Maybe all
feels more right than this. Maybe it's
what we need. Maybe we aren't ment to be.
But why does it feel that way? Like we
are ment to be but still not. Like it's
right but still not. It drives me Crazy.

When the situation seem to get better,
why does these feelings come? Why not
when it was bad? A
smile one your face. This is what I want,
isn't it?

I don't want to feel this way. Feels like
I'm cheating on you, without doing anything.
It doesn't feel good. I need to see that
love Darling, before my feelings die away.
Like a Rose.
[A Rose Without Any Powers To Life.]

But I think I do love you.

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