Everybody [Loves] The Beautiful Mally - [Drive Faster Boy.]

The End.

Today isn't a good day.

I woke up but didn't wanna move. I had been up late
just to wait. Okay. So that's where
it started. Then I called him just to see if he was
all right. He was.
Second thing. I showerd this morning, felt so good.
To be all clean again. When my hair still was wet I
wanted to do something with it - I never succeed. So
I weren't so surprised today. I looked totally UGLY
all day. So today was my Ugly day. Or, today was the
start of my Ugly year is more like it.

I slipped around whereever I went today. Very funny.

- - -

Lesson in English. Finding the Dictionary-CD's in
the Englishbooks for the first time even though we
had them for more than 5 months.

*Sue is holding up her CD which is in 3 pieces*
Sue: Ah look mine's in pieces. Are your cd still
unbroken?
Me: Um. I've two CD's.
*Quiet*
Sue: Aaaare they still unbroken?
Me: Oooh yeah. Yep. They are.
Sue: Okay.
*Pause*
Me: Ever using yours?

- - -

Take some carrots. It'll make you warm again.

- - -

Everything seems to go down, I make everyone mad.
But well, I can't be down too. I need to cheer up.
Or no I don't, I'm happy.
I've a pear. :)
It's half eaten but I'm happy. I have it.

I waited up until 4 in the morning.
That hurts baby. Really hurts.

Soft, heavenly Eyes.

Why is she making my life a living Hell?
Why is it so wrong to love you?
And why does everyone care so Darn Fucking much?

It's like they don't live a life of their Own,
so they have to care about Mine.

Sure, we're different. [We're Unique.]
Why does that have to be So Wrong?

I will be the Sun in Your life.

With every breathe
With all my soul
I give my word
I give it all.
Put your faith in me.

For you.
I promise I will.

He looks Bright on it. All I see is dark.
I guess I start to get a bit annoying.
Already. I hate that about myself.
But hey, it has only been a while.
It's not even long.
Can't be wrong to be sad.

I wish the world was Smaller.
[<3]