You did it again. You told me you love me,
even today. And now what?
I did so much for you. All you do is push me
down.
Don't you understand I need you?

Babe I love you. Why don't you care?

Damn Mally, where are you? :'(

Words I Wish Was Left Unsaid.

The words of horror. The words of pain. You thought they
would be left unsaid. But now you are facing your biggest
fear. No one beside you. No one care. No one hears. Your
inside is screaming, helpless. Useless. To deaf ears.
Damn why doesn't anyone hear?

Your heart is breaking down. And not even the boy, who told
you just some hours ago. "I love you, don't cheat. Don't
ever leave me. US FOREVER!" Where did that boy go?

All the boy is saying now is that he gave her months,
he gave her weeks. But not anymore. He say he can't stand
it. But how much does he fight? When you would compare.
How much did he give, how much did he get? How much did he
do.

She gave her all, her whole world too. She stood there
through good, she stood there through bad. Never left his
side. And what does she get? What does he know? Nothing
matters, he thinks he knows for sure.

For loving him unconditionally, what does she get?
He calls her a Moron.

Love is wonderful, isn't it? Love is broken hearts
and a huge black hole. Love is pain, awful pain. Love
is tears. Tears that turn into a sea. A whole fucking
sea.

FUCKING SHIT.

School Sucks.

1 - What did you want to be when you were younger? A "Horse-rider".
2 - What's your favorite type of music? Almost all.
3 - What do you spend most your time doing? Weird things.
4 - Would you rather stay at home or go out? Home.
5 - What is your favorite 'fast food' restaurant? Um. I don't have one.
6 - What is your favorite restaurant? Same as last.
7 - Are you a farmer? Nwaaah.
8 - If you could marry anyone who would it be? Mr Lovely.
9 - How much do you think about the oppisite sex? Pretty much all the time.
10 - What's your favorite toothpaste? Colgate something.
11 - What kind of grades do you make? Thumbs up.
12 - If you could go anywhere where would you go? Eh. Everywhere.
13 - How many people do you live with? Four.
14 - What is your favorite sport? Sleeping. Nah, soccer.
15 - How many kids do you want? 2
16 - What would you name them? Um..
17 - What color lipgloss/lipstick do you usually wear? None.
18 - Coke or Pepsi? 7up. :)
19 - What's the last thing you bought from a Pharmacy? You.
20 - Have you ever been in a wreck? No.
21 - When do you usually go to bed? Like, 1:00.
22 - Whats the worst thing you ever did? Innocent. (A)
23 - Do you attend church? A bit. Hehe.
24 - How many friends do you have? Sooome.
25 - What's your greatest accomplishment? No comments.
26 - What do you plan to be when you're older? Old.
27 - What's your favorite PJ's? Don't know? :/
28 - What's your favorite thing to do? Sing.
29 - What color hair do you have? Blond.
30 - Do you sing well? Not really no.
31 - Have you ever been in love? I am. <3
32 - Would you eat a cochroach for $500? :/
33 - Are you afraid of the dark? Sometimes. (A)
34 - Are you bored? Um.. Yeah a bit.
35 - Where's the last place you've been? Been here for a loooong time.
36 - Do you wear a lot of black? Kind of.
37 - Do you get along with your parents? Sometimes.
38 - Would you consider yourself 'popular'? Never.
39 - Do you live in the country, burbs, or city? Country.
40 - Most painful experience? Many ones.
41 - Most happy experience? :$ <3 Meeting Mr Lovely.
42 - Have you ever been stalked? Nah.
43 - Have you ever egged a house? Nope.
44 - Do you go hunting (deer,duck,etc)? Nah.
45 - Do you support PETA? What's thaaat?
46 - Do people think you're crazy? Yeah.
47 - How many people on your buddylist? 1. :D <33
48 - NHL or NFL: NHL
49 - Do you ever scream into a pillow? Sometimes.
50 - Have you ever drowned a fish? No.
51 - How many songs do you know all the words to? ALOT!
52 - Do you listen to The Beatles? Nah.
53 - Do you listen to Eminem? Sometimes.
54 - Do you know anyone who thinks they're Eminem? No.
55 - Do you read books often? Nwaaah.
56 - Do you strive to fit in? Nope.
57 - Fave gum? All kindas. (A)
58 - Do you snore? No.
59 - Are you afraid of thunderstorms? Yes.
60 - Do you care what you look like? No.
61 - Is your hair color fake? Nope.
62 - Whacha wearing? Clothes.
63 - When's the last time you talk to anyone? At the moment.
64 - Do you 'fall in love' easily? Nah.
65 - What's your best physical feature? Eyes.
66 - What attracts you most to the oppisite sex? Eyes. Smile.
67 - Are you picky about who you date? No comments.
68 - What's your favorite cologne? Um.
69 - What's your favorite perfume? Don't know.
70 - Do you like roller coasters? Sometimes.
71 - Have you ever flown in a airplane? Yup.
72 - Do you have 'big' feet? Nwaaah.
73 - Have you ever went bungee jumping? No.
74 - Ever been to Paris? Never.
75 - Do you believe in Vampires? According to Anna I'm one. Because of my eyes. :/
76 - If you could become a Vampire, would you? Nah.
77 - Would you call yourself normal? Nah, I don't think so.
78 - Have you ever gone skinny dipping? :)
79 - Have you ever stolen anything? Never.
80 - Do you eat seafood? Nwaaah.
81 - Have you ever been drunk or high or both? Nothing.
82 - Ever drove while drunk? No.
83 - Do you drink a lot or at all? Ehm. A bit.
84 - Have you ever lit yourself on fire? Nope.
85 - How many people do you trust with your life? One.
86 - Are you considered intelligent? Um.. No.
87 - Are you considered a nerd? A bit.
88 - Do you talk on the phone a lot? Kind of.
89 - How often do you take a shower? Pretty.
90 - What kind of bodywash do you use? Different.
91 - What's your favorite candy bar? Bounty.
92 - Ever got a dentention? Yup.
93 - Ever been suspended? Nope.
94 - Better: Punk or Prep? Punk.
95 - Ever blew a beverage out your nose? Guess.
96 - Do you like jaw breakers? Um.
97 - What color is your room? Blue.
98 - What do you say a lot? Well.
99 - What's your best personality trait? No idea.
100 - What's your worst personality trait? Everything.
101 - Do you have any medical problems? Yeeah.
102 - Are you listening to anything? The sound of the computer.
103 - What's the last movie you've watched in Theatres? Narnia. Haha.
104 - Who is your favorite friend? I don't make lists.
105 - Who do you get along with the best? I'm the best.
106 - Who do you fight with a lot? Him.
107 - Who is your funniest friend? Don't know.
108 - Do you talk too much? I'm doing okay.
109 - Ever fell asleep in class? Hehe. Yes.
110 - Sneakers or open-toed shoes? Sneakers.
111 - Can you do a cartwheel? Nope.
112 - Ever been camping? Lots.
113 - Shorts or jeans? Jeans.
114 - Double dates or just the two of you? Just us.
115 - Do you go to camp? Never.
116 - When's the last time your parents spanked you? Recently.
117 - Can you rhyme well? Nwaaah.
118 - Have you ever belonged to a gang? No.
119 - Know people who belong to a gang? Yeah.
120 - Do you smoke ciggarettes? No.
121 - Indoors out outdoors? Indoors.
122 - Have you ever gotten beaten up? Yeah.
123 - Do you know how to cook? I do.
124 - Do you know how to do laundry? Yeah.
125 - When you get a pizza, how many slices do you eat? Depends.
126 - How tall are you? Taaaallie.
127 - Do you consider yourself too fat/skinny? Im, middle.
128 - Do you watch the superbowl? No.
129 - What's your least favorite color? Don't know.
130 - Have you ever faked being sick? (A)
131 - Ever done something illegal? No.
132 - What's the longest you've stayed up? I'm a sleepyhead.
133 - Are you afraid of dying? Yes.
134 - What's your biggest regret? Too many to tell all.
135 - Ever picked up a hitch hiker? No.
136 - Is your name on any bathroom walls? Don't know.
137 - Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? Yes.
138 - What annoys you most? "She"
139 - Fave 'scary' movie? Don't know.
140 - Fave 'action' movie? dunno: Don't know
141 - Fave 'romantic' movie? Ehm. Many :$
142 - Do you have an accent? Probably.
143 - Who is your role model? I don't have one.
144 - Do you like surprises? Good ones yes. :)
145 - What's the ideal age to die? Old.
146 - Do you like to dance? Sure. :)
147 - Ever took ballet? ;)
148 - Bold or pastel colors? All.
149 - Do you still wear Tommy Hilfiger? Nope.
150 - What brand do you wear most? Many.
151 - What do you normally watch on TV? ER. <3
152 - Do you have any 'special' talents? I can do all you can't.
153 - What's your favorite sport? Soccer.
154 - Can you swim? Yup.
155 - Can you play a musical instrument? Some. :)
156 - What star sign are you? Libra.
157 - Do you prefer public schools or private? I've never been to a private school.
158 - Do you care what people think? Nah.
159 - Have you ever shot a gun? Yup.
160 - What's your biggest fear? :$
161 - How many hours of sleep do you normally get? Like, 4.
162 - Regular ice or crushed ice? All kinds.
163 - Blue ink or black ink? Blue.
164 - Are your clothes mostly loose or tight fit? Both.
165 - Have any peircings? My ears.
166 - Gold or silver? Silver.
167 - What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use? Different.
168 - Do you blow dry your hair? No.
169 - What do you sleep in? My bed.
170 - What's the last book you've read? Don't know.
171 - Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera? :/
172 - Spiderman or Dare Devil? Spiderman.
173 - Have you ever broken a bone? No.
174 - Shower or Bath? Shower.
175 - Do you have any cavities? :/
176 - Have you ever wore braces? No.
177 - What do you live in? House.
178 - Would you choose true love or to be rich? True Love <3
179 - Do you have Cable? :/
180 - Do you play any computer games? Muhaha. Yes, indeed.
181 - How long did it take you to finish this? Half hour or so.

Woah.

Bubbles in a box.

It happend again.

Why have people stopped
dropping their money on
the Ground?

I'm in big need of some
Money, Man!

We function. We suit. Each other.

Eh, uuhm. Ah well. I like talking to myself.
It's so... Interesting. It gives me so much.
But no one understand what I'm talking about,
like that is very unusual.

Bye.

Sigh. Um yeah. So. I've nothing to say.
Like someone cares. Ah well. Bye bye.