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Written about Friday 2006-02-10
Written: (6860 days ago)

Have you ever loved someone so much
You'd give an arm for
Not the expression
No, literally give an arm for
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma
Turns right around to bite you
And everything you stand for turns on you despite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain

. . .

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Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6861 days ago)

I need to change. And that's fast.

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Written about Sunday 2006-02-05
Written: (6865 days ago)

You are the definition of Perfection.

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Written about Thursday 2006-02-02
Written: (6868 days ago)

I'm not as strong as you want me to be.

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Here I stand alone,
With this weight upon my [heart],
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back,
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you
[change.]

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Written about Thursday 2006-02-02
Written: (6868 days ago)

PARTS OF A MESSED UP LIFE.

"I want you
I want you back. Back just like
you were
Before the break up. I want
you back like that.
You fighted for us.
And now. Now
it feels like you gave up.
Just like that.

I want you.
I want you.
I want you.
I broke you."

It's okay. You broke me, but it's
okay. You expect me to be back on
track. Like nothing happend. It's
okay. You know it's okay. Come on
baby, just for once. Just hold on
and be strong. That's what I need
darling. I've been your rock many
times. Now it's your turn. If you
want us you need to do it. Please
sweetheart. Be the one. Will you?

Please don't be so silly.
Baby, it's okay. Alright.

I do love you.

I just don't know for how long.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-02-01
Written: (6869 days ago)

Common Baby, Let Me Shower You With My Love.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-02-01
Written: (6869 days ago)

Swimming in The Sea of Emotions.

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Written about Saturday 2006-01-28
Written: (6873 days ago)

Some words are like shelter from words that are war.
And what words can I offer, when too much already has been said?

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Written about Saturday 2006-01-28
Written: (6873 days ago)

Cause it's not just what you choose to tell me.
It's not just what you choose to withhold.
And it's not just what looks good on paper.
It's how the story feels while it's being told.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (6874 days ago)

He's still it.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (6874 days ago)

One thing is just for sure;
No one is ever getting into my heart again.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (6874 days ago)

The World Has Got A New Ocean.

I made it. It's the biggest
you'll ever see. I named
it after you. Why? Because
you made me do it.

I'm Not Proud.

You're not acting anymore.

Now I'll cry you a River.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (6874 days ago)

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW????

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Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (6874 days ago)

You did it again. You told me you love me,
even today. And now what?
I did so much for you. All you do is push me
down.
Don't you understand I need you?

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Written about Thursday 2006-01-26
Written: (6875 days ago)

Babe I love you. Why don't you care?

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Written about Thursday 2006-01-26
Written: (6875 days ago)

Damn Mally, where are you? :'(

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Written about Thursday 2006-01-26
Written: (6875 days ago)

Words I Wish Was Left Unsaid.

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