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[Dr. Pie]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-02-25
Written: (6845 days ago)

Please be gentle, I'm still learning.
Don't blame me it all on me.
You should have known better than to lean on me.
In the first place.

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Written about Friday 2006-02-24
Written: (6846 days ago)

[♡]
We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong
Searchin' our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield

You're beggin' me to go, and makin' me stay
Why do you hurt me so bad?
It would help me to know do I stand in your way
Or am I the best thing you've had?
Believe me, believe me, I can't tell you why
But I'm trapped by your love, and I'm chained to your side

We're losing control will you turn me away
Or touch me deep inside?
And if all this gets old, will it still feel the same?
There's no way this will die
But if we get much closer, I could lose control
And if your heart surrenders, you'll need me to hold

We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong
Searchin' our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield.
[♡]

Wrrrraaaaar.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-02-22
Written: (6848 days ago)

Will you explain the Mystery of Men to me, please?

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Written about Monday 2006-02-20
Written: (6850 days ago)

Those three words,
they just slipped
out over his lips;

"I love you"

A mistake, just for
once.
The same words would
never slip out over
his lips ever again.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-02-14
Written: (6856 days ago)

</3 HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. </3

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Written about Friday 2006-02-10
Written: (6860 days ago)

Isolation.

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Written about Friday 2006-02-10
Written: (6860 days ago)

K-K-KEEP IT REAL.

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Written about Friday 2006-02-10
Written: (6860 days ago)

And when I'm gone,
Just carry on
Don't mourn,
Rejoice
Everytime you hear the
sound of my voice
Just know that,
I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And I didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back.
<3

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Written about Friday 2006-02-10
Written: (6860 days ago)

Have you ever loved someone so much
You'd give an arm for
Not the expression
No, literally give an arm for
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma
Turns right around to bite you
And everything you stand for turns on you despite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain

. . .

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Written about Thursday 2006-02-09
Written: (6861 days ago)

I need to change. And that's fast.

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Written about Sunday 2006-02-05
Written: (6865 days ago)

You are the definition of Perfection.

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Written about Thursday 2006-02-02
Written: (6868 days ago)

I'm not as strong as you want me to be.

</3

Here I stand alone,
With this weight upon my [heart],
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back,
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you
[change.]

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Written about Thursday 2006-02-02
Written: (6868 days ago)

PARTS OF A MESSED UP LIFE.

"I want you
I want you back. Back just like
you were
Before the break up. I want
you back like that.
You fighted for us.
And now. Now
it feels like you gave up.
Just like that.

I want you.
I want you.
I want you.
I broke you."

It's okay. You broke me, but it's
okay. You expect me to be back on
track. Like nothing happend. It's
okay. You know it's okay. Come on
baby, just for once. Just hold on
and be strong. That's what I need
darling. I've been your rock many
times. Now it's your turn. If you
want us you need to do it. Please
sweetheart. Be the one. Will you?

Please don't be so silly.
Baby, it's okay. Alright.

I do love you.

I just don't know for how long.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-02-01
Written: (6869 days ago)

Common Baby, Let Me Shower You With My Love.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-02-01
Written: (6869 days ago)

Swimming in The Sea of Emotions.

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Written about Saturday 2006-01-28
Written: (6873 days ago)

Some words are like shelter from words that are war.
And what words can I offer, when too much already has been said?

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