i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love!!! yep! i think he's the one. i really hope he is, i love him so much and he fills me with the feeling that i'm loved, cared about, and a whole lot of other things that i can't even begin to explain...and even tho we're not going out, i don't want to see anyone but him. i hope that i can go see him soon...cause he lives all the way in Moody, which is like 3 hours away...he even says he loves me!! yep, so now i'm in the bestest mood ever just cause i'm thinkin about him...*daydreams*....

well today i was talking to this awsome guy. he is too good to be true...he's dreamy, sweet, funny, nice, caring, fun to be with, he calls me, he even said he likes me, you would thing with all of these qualities that he would be ugly or something, but he's not! he's gorgeous!!! well anyways, he called me, and i wasn't home. so i called him back and he didn't answer, but he called me back after 10pm. we talked until his phone died, then he called me from his home phone a few minutes later at like 2am. then we talked until i got introuble for being on the phone. we ended up talking for like 6 hours. i think that i'm falling in love with him, which is scary for me. I don't want to get hurt again...but i feel so weird, i've never felt this strongly about a person before...i really do think that i love him...