okies peeps, buhbai im off to take a test across town, get some bloodwork and go to a play.


happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me. happy birthday to... meeeeee, happy birthday to me!

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling place.

And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!

(she walks in beauty, lord byron)

sooo im home.. and my birthday is in 5 days.. but im about to leave to go to a party for a friend for a lil while

im having kind of a weird week with things.. oooo and another bloodwork and nuroglogist appointment really soon (like on monday soon) im kind of worried about that (even though i should be used to it)
but im mostly worried about a person who is having trouble and dosent talk to me

welp.. im off to take another vicoden and shower bb in a lil while (wooooooo i love that stuff)

ill be back tomorrow im off to stay the night with my lil babe and bubba, everyone have a goodnight bye

<3

may not seem like anything to you but for someone who has never seen it...

OMG!!!!!! its snowing!!...

leaveing buhbai

And when I shall die take him and cut him up in little stars\\**¤•, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in ♥//love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.

>>//XI have no thought at all about my own reward.
I really didn't come here of my own accord.
Just don't say I'm ... damned for all time.|x\\

boo, burbur, ashleah, leah, sleah, brat, hey you, pumpkin, pumpkinhead, ashy...see >.< these are just the names cheeswiz is called by her mother >.< 

No matter what a stripper tells you
There's no sex in the Champagne Room.. NONE!
Oh there's CHAMPAGNE in the Champagne Room
But you don't want champagne.. you want sex
And there's NO sex.. in the Champagne Room

so today i saw nick and i jumped him while he tackle hugged me... then jillian licked my cheek and irvine is sooo emo now... im gonna go hang out with them this weekend *dances then wipes off cheek* so yeah^^ i had fun i guess.. oo we found these crushes but they were to tall for me so nick had to lift me up so i could jump onto the crushes lol.. anyways hes taller then me now :'( and has surfer hair *falls over laughing* 

i burned a heart into my wrist because.... there it can never break and i dont wear it on my sleeve...

Your soul to mine

our powers combine.

The third fullfills,

our strength divine.

A harmony of spirit,

that will never erase,

three as one...

things fall into place.

two random poems a friend wrote ....




I love you easily, forever too,
When I'm happy, the cause is you.
When true love comes, do not delay,
Take hold before it goes away.
Because to me love is a prize,
And I can see it in your eyes,
I love you dear, I love you true,
And all my love, I give to you.



As time comes
As time goes
My love for you
Still seems to grow
With each new day
I love and care more
Thank you for letting me in
For opening that door
My love for you
Isn't easy to measure
But with my heart
It's you that I treasure
With you at my side
Life seems so right
Wishing as days go by
I was holding you every night
Our relationship is special
It's very important to me
By my actions and words
That I hope you see
I know Im not perfect
I have never claimed to be
But I hope that is okay
I do try hard for you and me
As the seasons come and go
And all this time goes by
I wish for one thing only
That it will always be you and I

from the book The Last Templar by Raymond Khoury pg 291

"That to know oneself, at the deepest level, was also to know God--that is, by looking within oneself to find the sources of joy, sorrow, love, and hate, one would find God."

(sorry i just liked it so :P)

damn fucking andrea >.< im goin to kick her ass, ok so heres how it goes... she brakes up with sheanna (the scamp..) cause sheanna had cheated again (for the like billionth time) asks me out i say no, so she goes out with she (a gurl who yes that is her actual name).. brakes up with her goes out with another gurl named ashley for like 3 days then brakes up with her to ask shake out, which i thought was kewl cause shake had been crushing on her for like 3 years.. then she finds out that sheanna is having some problems so she starts ignoring shake... then she finds out the sheanna is preggers so she brakes up with shake then goes straight so that maybe god will forgive her for being a lezy and a meth head... so now shake is sad and worried cause we all know that andrea cant quit (she has tried before, many times it didnt work) and we find out that sheanna miscarried and still andrea says it is her fault ... and shake is saying its her fault for letting andrea go... and now its a ball of uber fucked up ness and shake is popping pills (yay! -_-)

this is gay..... so do it! XD

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/251674228

for me for me for me awwww i feel so special X) *giggles* my shakeness wrote it for me ..it made me feel better >.> damn cold

I dont know what I would have done If I had never met you.
If I had never met you I might have not been here.
You have made such a difference in my life and have showed me truely how much Im needed here.
Even though we have had our troubles as friends, they all have mostly been patched up.

When I met you, I knew we were gonna be friends forever.
Friends that told each other stories and talked about personal stuff.
I have known you now since 3rd grade and I couldnt belive I had met such a wonderful person as you!
You have made me smile, smile larger than ever.
And the words and advice you have told me, has made me soo much better.
If not for you, I wouldnt know what I would have done.
Thank You for all your words and advice.
Your like a sister to me, a sister I never had,
Even though at the same time your the one I have loved.

You mean so much to me,
And I kno I say it all the time,
But that just means how much I love you,
and how much of an impact you have made in my life.
I talk about you all the time,
And I think my family and friends have gotten tired of hearing me brag. lol.

You are one of the many great friends I have.
Manuel, Andrea, and You are my Best Friends!
I tell you guys everything, or almost everything. lol
And you just listen to me ramble and try to help me.
If I have a problem, I always know who to talk to.
YOU.

Thank You....

~Danielle Ash
9/23/2006-11:08:41 PM