February 17

It's Friday!!! I love Friday's. All of my homework is done for the weekend!!! And I hope this weekend is fun. I am starting to be able to enjoy food again. Today my roommates helped me take out some fruit. I have two bananas and lots of cherries that were smuggled out in the bottom of a few ice cream cones. I think I am going to make a banana and cherry drink. I wanted strawberries, but I just couldn't smuggle them out, there was too much juice and I didn't have my mug. Ihave no idea what it will taste like, but it will be fun.

I wonder if I have changed the way people thought I would, when I came to college. I know I was really innocent coming in, and now I am a whole lot less innocent, but I don't regret anything I have done, and I know most people have done more than I have. I just know I didn't want to be the person everyone thought I would turn into. And I know I have done a few things even my friends couldn't imagine me doing.

How come people underestimate how intelligent someone else is. I feel like people think I am dumb. I am not dumb, but I sometimes don't understand what you are saying unless it is plain and simple. Well only when it comes to relationship/flirting stuff, but when it is book stuff I pretty much understand whatever that person is saying. But sometimes people will write something somewhat cryptic and think that I don't understand, but I do.
 

February 16

Today is Melissa's Birthday. She is my wonderful sister and she is turning 18. She is getting old. Swords today was boring, they played chess. I napped. I used my blender for the first time today. I just mixed some ice, cranberry juice and a few apples. It tasted like cranberry falvored apple sauce. Not great, but definatly fun.

Things have been difficult, with certain person. But my friends see and try to help. I thank them, but this person doesn't see what is happening so things don't work out as planned.

February 15

I got to come back today. I love being back in the dorm. I feel so cozy here. I had to get my braces tightened today, and I feel it already. So, please be nice to me...

I don't know what to do. There is this guy who likes me, but I have a boyfriend, so I don't like him back except as a friend. So, things are complicated. I want to keep him as a friend, but I don't want things to be akward. And I told my boyfriend(big mistake) and it is taking everything to keep him from sending the guy a message or threat or worse. HELP!!

February 14

Today, has been interesting. I had to come home. I have an orthodontist appointment tomarrow. And yes that is how I always spell tomarrow. Well, thankfully Tracy my good friend at Truman decided to come home with me, and share the four and an half hour drive.