[__Freddie]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2007-07-07
Written: (6147 days ago)

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Written about Wednesday 2007-07-04
Written: (6150 days ago)

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Written about Wednesday 2007-07-04
Written: (6150 days ago)

Pick a band/singer and answer only using that band/singer's song titles.

Chosen band/singer: MCR
1. [Are you a male or a female:] Mama
2. [Describe yourself:] Im not Ok (I promise)
3. [How do some people feel about you:] I don’t love you 
4. [How do you feel about yourself:] Cancer
5. [Describe your family:] Vampires will never hurt you.
6. [Where would you rather be:] Sleep
7. [Describe what you want to be:] Teenagers
8. [Describe how you live:] This is the best day Ever
9. [Describe how you love:] To the End
10. [Describe what you hate:] Cubicles.

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Written about Saturday 2007-06-09
Written: (6175 days ago)
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Stolen from PANDA-CHAN!

1. Where will you be in a hour?
In my House…
2. Who will be your next kiss?
…I have no idea…
3. Is there something purple within 10 feet of you?
Yeah. Like, 30 center meters away.
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No. Only Stockings.
5. When was the last time you went out of state?
…Erm…I have no idea 0.o
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No. I was asked to go last night though >< but I couldn’t go TT.TT
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Soda.
8. What are you wearing right now?
Clothes? Oh Right! Underwear, Bra, Pink ‘Guess’ Shirt, Black ‘school girl’ dress, black stockings and my ‘Love Fred’ shoes.
9 What was your last purchase?
A McFlurry from MacDonald’s yesterday x3
10. What's the last thing you wrote down?
On Paper? A little comic I made. On the computer? The answers to this…
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My dad after I accidentally called him while trying to call my mum >.<
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Nope. 
14. What's the last sporting event you watched?
…Soccer maybe, since dad was watching it.
16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
In Texas. At Cathy’s Place. Next to Cathy ><

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
Nothing.
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
My Face? x3
19. What's your favorite soup?
The one Im not eating.
20. Do you miss anyone?
Yeah
21. Last play you saw?
cant remember ><
22. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Sleep, eat, do homework ect.
23. Ever got to go camping?
Never 0.0 (I’d hate it)
24. What do you want right now?
My Pizza >.> Or Cathy.
25. Were you an honor roll student in Elementary school?
*cracks up laughing* Please!! A dummy like me??
26. What Do You Know About Your Future?
I’ll be a STAR! *dramatic pose*
28. Where are your best friends located?
Texas, random places in queensland -.-‘

29. Do you have a tan?
Nooo. I never tan. I Burn, Peel, and become Pale again ^^’
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
100248510152024 and 3 months.
31. Last person who made you cry?
I’d rather not say…
32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
No.
33. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
‘Course
34. How do you like your soda?
Cold. Not Shaken…not stirred.
35. Last time you took a shower?
1994
36. What is one thing you're afraid of?
People I love dying.
37. What is your mood right now?
Sleepy.
38. Are you someone's best friend?
I hope so ._.
39. Do you have a crush on someone??

40. What are you doing right now?
This test >.>

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Written about Tuesday 2007-06-05
Written: (6179 days ago)
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In English todays-


Ms Case- So? does anyone know why teenagers perseve each other in a more negitive way?
Fred- Bullying!! *bursts into tears and covers my face with my hands*


Yup. Bullying...thats why the world in infected with worms...

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Written about Saturday 2007-06-02
Written: (6182 days ago)

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Written about Thursday 2007-05-24
Written: (6191 days ago)

Same old Story. Boy Meets Girl. Girl falls in love with Boy. Boy falls in love with other Girl. Other Girl falls in love with Girl....what were we talking about again??

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Written about Thursday 2007-05-24
Written: (6191 days ago)

Mandeste Enraedy

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Written about Wednesday 2007-05-23
Written: (6192 days ago)

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Written about Monday 2007-05-21
Written: (6194 days ago)

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Written about Wednesday 2007-05-16
Written: (6199 days ago)

Hee hee hee...STOLEN! off Panda-Chan...! *evil laugh at the evilness of my plan*

1) Grab the book nearest book to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
‘well as in ready money. He was’
2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Ok!
3) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Futurama
4) Without looking, guess what time it is.
10:30-ish
5) Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
10:45!! I was so close ><
6) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Myself breathing…my room is freakishly queit….
7) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I was walking home. About an hour ago.
8) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Chio and my MSN convo.
9) What are you wearing?
Well, Underwear for a starters, long grey pants, and a black singlet with sparkly pinkish grey flowers.
10) Did you dream last night?
Yeah. Stupid giant un-dead boar.
11) When did you last laugh?
Yesterday…probably in the morning.
12) What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Posters mainly.
13) Seen anything weird lately?
Depends what you think ‘weird’ is.
14) What do you think of this quiz?
its random…and awesome! Awesomely random…
15) What was the last film you saw?
Pursuit of Happyness.
16) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Too many things to list *dreamy eyes*
17) Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I have six toes!!
18) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Get rid of all the guns. Make stronger laws against violence.
19) Do you like to dance?
Yeah
20) George Bush:
Is a Bastard.
21) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
erm…I don’t know…
22) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jack! I love that name ><
23) Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes. It’d be awesome.
24) What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Wow…what a life that was…Congrats!

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Written about Sunday 2007-05-06
Written: (6209 days ago)

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Written about Thursday 2007-05-03
Written: (6212 days ago)

Layer 1 :]
-- [Name:] Desirea
-- [Nickname:] Des, Fred, Kirsty
-- [Birthdate:] 27/12/92
-- [Birthplace:] A hospital I’m guessing…
-- [Original hair color:] Blonde.
-- [Hair color currently:] Kind of a brownish…redish…purplish colour.
-- [Height:] short ^-^
-- [Righty or lefty:] Righty
Layer 2 :]
-- [Your heritage:] Italian && Australian
-- [The shoes you wore today:] my everyday shoes?
-- [Your weakness:] Cute things, candy, cake, soda, music ect.
-- [Your fears:] Evil Ghosts…
-- [Your perfect pizza:] Cheesy…
-- [Goal you'd like to achieve:] Be famous ^-^
Layer 3 :]
-- [Your thoughts first waking up:] Damn I have weird dreams…
-- [Your most overused phrase:] ‘Kyaa!’ ‘*random giggling*’ ‘Oh my god!’
-- [Your best physical feature:] erm…eyes?
-- [Your bedtime:] 9:30 TT.TT
-- [Your most missed memory:] um...I don’t know 0.o
Layer 4 :]
-- [Soda:] Most all.
-- [Fast food joint:] KFC, McDonalds (for the McFlurries), Hungry Jacks. 
-- [Single or group dates:] Group
-- [Adidas or Nike:] erm…both…?
-- [Chocolate or vanilla:] chocolate…no wait! Both!
-- [Cappuccino or coffee:] I don’t drink either…(hot frinks make me sick)
Layer 5 :]
-- [Smoke:] Nopes
-- [Cuss:] Like a sailor!
-- [Sing:] Badly ^-^
-- [Take a shower every day:] If no one else is using it.
-- [Do you think you've been in love] um…I’m not sure.
-- [Want to go to college:] Of course!
-- [Like high school:] of course not ><
-- [Want to get married:] I think I wouldn’t do well in marriage…
-- [Believe in yourself:] not a chance x3
-- [Get motion sickness:] yes.
-- [Think you're attractive:] on the contrary!
-- [Think you're a health freak:] not really >.>
-- [Get along with your parents:] Yeah
-- [Like thunderstorms:] Yes!
-- [Play an instrument:] erm…I can play a song on the piano…
Layer 6 :]
In the past 6 months...
-- [Drank alcohol:] No
-- [Smoked:] I don’t smoke…
-- [Done a drug:] Where would I get drugs?
-- [Had sex:] Nope ><
-- [Made out:] With who?
-- [Gone on a date] No one to take me TT.TT
-- [Gone to the mall] Yes.
-- [Eaten sushi:] No…sadly…
-- [Gone skating:] nope.
-- [Made homemade cookies:] I cant bake…
-- [Gone skinny-dipping:] no x3
-- [Dyed your hair:] um…Yes, I think I did.
-- [Stolen anything:] I’ve never stolen things.
Layer 7 :]
Ever...
-- [Played a game that required removal of clothing:] lol!
-- [Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:] I don’t drink ^-^
-- [Been caught doing something?] Talking to James. About dreams
-- [Been called a tease:] no…
-- [Gotten beaten up:] I try and stay out of fights…the fake of how frail and weak I am ._.
-- [Shoplifted:] again, don’t steal
-- [Changed who you were to fit in:] nope.
Layer 8 :]
-- [Age you hope to be married:] 100020120010 ½.
-- [How you want to die:] Laughing, and watching the sunset fade with someone I truly love.
-- [Where do you want to go to college:] Any where that has the best options for my future.
-- [What do you want to be when you grow up:] Author, Director, Actress, Professional Photographer.
-- [What country would you most like to visit:] Japan of course!
Layer 9 :]
In the preferred sex...
-- [Best eye color:] Doesn’t really matter.
-- [Best hair color:] Darkish?
-- [Short or long hair:] kind of longish.
-- [Best height:] a little taller than me.
-- [Best articles of clothing:] I don’t mind ^-^
-- [Best first date location:] Movies.
-- [Best first kiss location:] Doesn’t matter where.
Layer 10 :]
-- [Number of drugs taken illegally:] 100020…no wait…none >.>
-- [Number of people I could trust with my life:] Um…1 I guess.
-- [Number of CDs that I own:] eh. A few?
-- [Number of piercings:] Two…(ears) but I think they’ve closed up now.
-- [Number of tattoes:] none.
-- [Number of scars on my body:] none..
-- [Number of things in my past that I regret:] a few…^-^’

_♥_



1. How tall are you barefoot? Still short…
2. eye color? Brown
3. Do you own a gun? That’s illegal!
*le gasp!*

4. Rehab? No…
5. Do you get nervous before “meeting the parents”? I get nervous before meeting most everyone ^-^’
6. What do you think of your friends? They’re just a whole bunch of crazy!
7. What’s your favorite Christmas song? I hate them all!!
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? I have milk with my cereal?
9. Do you do push-ups? Ha!! Of course I don’t!! x3
11. Are you vegetarian? No way! Meat is good, tasty murder!
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Blackmail! I mean…I don’t have one ><
14. Do you own a knife? My kitchen does…
15. Do you have A.D.D.? most likely!
16. Date Of Birth? 27/12/92
17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: that I’m sleepy, the talent show, and about Amzy stealing people’s hair.
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought. A chocolate sundae, a cupcake, and a think more cupcakes.
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink: Sunkist, Water, Fruit Cup Juice, Lemonade, Milk...thats all I can think of! >< 
20. What time did you wake up today? 7:25am.
21. Current hair? Annoying.
22. Current worry? School.
23. Current hate? School.
24. Favorite place to be? Movies with friends.
25. Least favorite place to be? School ><
26. Where would you like to go? Japan!
27. Do you own slippers? No…
28. What do you think you’ll be in 10 yrs? FAMOUS!!! X3
29. Do you burn or tan? Burn.
30. Last thing you ate? Spaghetti bolognaise 
31. Would you be a pirate? Hell Yeah!
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink? Um, a bit of wine ages ago.
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? I don’t sing in showers >.>
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Snakes at the bottom of my bed, and ghosts.
36. Last thing that made you laugh? Earl, that I just finished watching.
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? …um…I have no clue.
38. Worst injury you’ve ever had? I had carpet burn all down my face once…that kinda sucked.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house? 2.
41. Who is your loudest friend? Erm…nearly all my friends are loud.
42. Who is your most silent friend? James.
43. Does someone have a crush on you? I have no clue…
44. Do you wish on stars? Kinda.
45. What is your favorite book? The Pagan Chronicles.
46. What is your favorite candy? Erm…wonka redskins are awesome.
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding? A lot of songs ><
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? A lot of things too.
49. What were you doing 12AM last night? …sleeping…?

50. Do you love someone? Not quite sure…

SAD SECTION
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out? Yeah.
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Yes…
04. Do you cry when you get an injury? Not usually. Only when someone hits my nose really hard…cause that super hurts!

HAPPY SECTION
01. Are you a happy person? I’d like to think so
02. What can always make you happy? Um…music…and friends.
03. Do you wish you were happier? I don’t know.

04. Is being happy overrated? Of course not!

05. Can music make you happy? Yes.


LOVE SECTION
01. How many times have you had your heart broken? Um…once I think.
02. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you? Yeah.
03. Have you ever told someone you loved them?


HATE SECTION
01. Who do you actually hate? People in my school fer sure.

02. Have you ever made a hit list? No…
04. Are you a mean bully? I’m not a bully.
05. Do you like George Bush? I like him as much as I like cancer.


SELF ESTEEM SECTION
01. Are you good looking? Not a bit TT.TT
02. Do you wish you were someone else? No.


EVER (underlined=no, Ex=yes)
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[_] jumped a ramp on a bike.
[x] been used.
[_] been fired.
[_] fired a real gun.
[_] been arrested (or handcuffed by police).
[_] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World.
[_] AKA the Human beat box.
[_] gone on a blind date.
[_] had a crush on a teacher.
[_] celebrated Mardi.
[_] been to Europe.
[x] been to Australia-Oh my gosh, I live there!!
[_] been to Hawaii.
[_] played 'Clue'.
[x] had a sleepover.
[_] gone ice skating.
[_] had your tonsils out.
[_] have/had a TRUCK.
[_] driven a car.
[_] totaled a car.

CURRENTLY WEARING
01. clothes? School skirt, red top, and socks with hello kitty on them.
02. Shorts? No. Skirt.
03. Shoes? Nope, I took them off.
04. Underwear? Of course!
05. Necklace? Yups!
6. Bracelet? Nope >.>

HAVE YOU EVER
01. Hugged someone? I do all the time!
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up? Nope. Only the internet.
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour? For more than a week more likely.
04. Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? Nooo x3


LASTS
01. Last person you talked to in person? My dad.
02. Person you last talked to online? James. Just then ^-^
03. Person you last talked to on the phone? Um...Amzy.

04. Person you talked to on text? I don’t.
05. Person who made you laugh? Um…my dad again.
06. Person you messaged on myspace? James? no! Matt…I commented on his photo if that counts.
07. Last time you had a shower/bath? 1972.

OTHER
02. What kind of shampoo do you use? I have no idea what its called, but it smells like peaches.
03. Do you get along with your parents? Yeah…
04. Do you have mental breakdowns? My life is a mental breakdown x3
CURRENT
01. Current Mood: Indifferent.

03. Current hair: annoying. But I love my curls.

04. Current thing i should be doing: Homework. Assignments.

05. Current Windows open? ET, Youtube, A lyric site, and msn.

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Written about Friday 2007-04-27
Written: (6218 days ago)

if i could just slip
slip right off this planet
slip right through the cracks
would you care?
and would you shed a tear?
as my absence fills the holes
bullet holes in the walls
and if a were to leave
leave all of this behind
never look back at the heartache
the feeling of never belonging
The fear
the pain
the scars and the pills in the open drawers
that you take o slip away
if only for the moment
would i be just another shadow on the wall?
the scuffs in your floorboards or the pages in your book
and my wrists have pinstripes
and my eyes have diamonds
and im still locked in a world with no door
no way out
and i wonder how it ever got to this
and imagine me slipping away
i might as well be invisible
the eyes that roll off me
as if i were the mere air we breath
not a letter be uttered
of my name, they no not
no matter how bright the lights
always just another worn out shadow
a whispered feeling across the wind
never to be seen
remembered
or forgotten ever again
and let my tears fall like rain
and the roses that bloom
will be the prettiest of them all
and yet underfoot they will be left
by the feet of another
whos name rings like the bells from the highest tower
and no one sees these roses
or the tears that made them grow
for see not the person who cried them
but letting the rivers flow
flow with the sorrow of my lost past
and only a drop shall remain
and in that drop will be my soul
my memories and thoughts
and we'll let go this drop
into the sea below
and forever forgotten, lost and alone
I shall be.

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Written about Sunday 2007-04-08
Written: (6237 days ago)

She the girl that looks into the mirror each morning
and relises she smashed it the night before
never eating
never sleeping
and half way out the door
always running away from something
something shes missing
trying to find
swinging at blind misses
reciceving hearts
kisses and the brusies
and will you show?
show theres more to life
more than the screaming
relise your dreaming
and wake up to my voice
follow through the shadows
and dear, just grab my hand.
and is she still serching
chasing down ever sight
glimpses of new lives
star that shine brighter
always out of reach.
but shes always running
running away from a life she hates
the husband debates
feeling faint
fall back on me
grab my hand, i wont let go
but just stop running
for a second
just catch your breath
and look back at the mess you made
will you run again?
or turn back?
and what if they catch you?
just burn the bridges
cut the ropes and smoke the rooms
blind the enemy
to be free at any cost
the shackles fall off
hearts left lost
and im waiting for something other than this
the tumors
the blood stains leading a trail
lock all doors
and close all windows
leave through the back and no one will see
no one will see but me
and thats just the way it should be
so take my hand.
and we'll be free.

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