i am sooooo happy! *dances around*
not only did i have 2 more manga's i also mett the writer of my favorite books!
she's soooo awsome!
i got her autograph to! she wass really nice ^^.
she's also going to visit the site of my comic!!! *happydance*
YAYAYAYAYYAY!!!
i really couldn't be more happy then this!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL! *hugs*

http://mangaworkshop.net/art/
yeah or else i would forget the site ^^;;

i went today to see him, he died.
i saw him lying in his coffen, he looked like he wass asleep
he looked peacefully, but
it still hurts me...
i cried without a sound.
rest in peace, my friend
i miss you...
thanks for youre understanding, all of you.
i'm very greatfully.
Shinobu

GREAT!
why do i even bother to live
i've made Miysis mad at me
but i wass only back on msn for an second
someone i know my entire life died, i wass depressed from that
then when miysis gave me advice from how to handle it i thought kay why not?
she's only trying to help me
i've read her diary
i feel awfull
quess it's true
i really do have an bad memory
i don't know what to do now
i know i'm really sorry for what i've done,and only an appoligize doesn't make it okay
this is really bad, it's like i'm falling down an huge black hole and i can't get out of it
damn i'm starting to shiver while it's not even cold in the room. i think i can't sleep tonight
again
only crying, shivering and well other stuff to
in thimes like this i just want to slow things down, make the time stop
but i can't, i'll have to deal with these problems.
i feel like i'm gonna break down
if i only could turn back time, i would stay on the chair and answer immidietly miysis, but i can't
i didn't even told her that i wass gone again
i'm really depressed now
if only i answerd
if i only did
Miysis youre my best friend in the whole world
i'm really sorry for what i've done
really sorry

hey everyone
the day's that are coming are going to be though for me
someone i know my entire life is in the hospital
it's not going well
i'm feeling sad, but i'll try to be happy
if he's dead i won't be on i think
i barely can eat *not that i eat a lot T_T*
but just to let you know what's going on if youre worried bout me

i'm feeling a lot better now thanks to all off you ^^ *bows*
i'm very greatfull for youre kindness all of you ^^ *Shinobu bows*
don't worry anymore bout me. i'll be fine
thanks to all of you ^^
youre just all to much for me ^^ *Sheds a tear*
i didn't knew my friends did cared for me that much ^^
*huggles everyone*

i can't believe this...
not only has he hurt my feelings, he also hurted my sister!
i trusted him...
i fell in love with him.
but now...
i'm afraid that i can't even look at him
i'm gettin sick. i've got an headache, i'm feeling like i can trow up any moment now and i feel soow dizzy ow and i can't breeve well
and now this, everything is going sow well
my day started well, saw my friends, sported, went to the supermarket and saw some friends of my there to, helped my mom finnished a drawing, listenend to my fav anime music...
but now
even my best friends don't have time for me...
well the most don't...
just a phew ask me what happenend, just a phew are worried bout me
i don't care bout that! but i want to have a good friend near me now
i really can use one now, but there all busy...
all are they don't have time for me.
i just don't know what to do now anymore...
i can't think clearly. i don't care
i don't care
just leave me alone
just
leave
me
alone...

as i watch the sun going down, i feel sad
knowing you aren't here...
knowing youre somewhere else.
my dear friend, you have no idea what you mean to me...
how much i care for you.
and that's okay, cause we still can talk...
still make fun with each other, still lauch together...
still help eachother in hard times.
as i listing to this music, as i see the first stars at the sky...
i'm wishing that that one day will come...
that we will meet.
i'm holding that wish in my heart...
and hoping you'll do the same.
my dear sweet friend...

This is just SICK!!
my mom is SICK!!
if i get a number on school below 5.5 it's bye bye 2 all of you *sob sob*
i doesn't matter if it's a class what i'm weak in is
THIS IS HARD
let's make a list from classes where i'm not that good in at:
BIOLOGY: *cry cry*
ECONOMICS: lucky if i get a 6
MATH: that hangs if i get it or if i dun get it

10= highest
9=very good
8=good
7=it's ok
6=could be better
5=failed but you can put youre grade up easely
4=oky don't fail next time
3= did you learned or what?
2= yeesh
1= yeah this is the lowest you can get -_-

if i become under the 5.5 then i have a failure if i get a failure then internet is gone
so i'm not gonna be here as much as first cause i'm gonna study hard 2 keep all my friends
i'll see some at school but the most of you live far away and that's why i dun want 2 lose you all or see you very lil
well let's just hope that the studieng will work and internet can stay on the com ^^
fingers crossed people!!
much love Shinobu