[Hellcatje89] talking here.
shinobu isn't here right now but she asked me to do this so don't be mad at me!

Oke shinobu was trown outta her house case she was there with her boyfriend when her mom came in to check on her.And she told shinobu to get outta the house.AShe tryed to get some stuff but her mom woulnd't allow that.then she tried to get her bike and again her mother took the bike and said to shinobu that she must leave the house.She left the house and went to Valkenberg as i told her too do to sit with her friend sow she wasn't alone.I was at work BTW so i couldn't leave.Then at six o'clock she went to my place and she talked to my mom.My mom knows what shinobu's going trough cause i happened to my mom too.She called some familly to pick her up and they came ^^ now she's with her grandmother and uncle.And everything's alright now.She gonna talk to her dad and then go back to her mom.Maybe she's gonna stay with her dad^^ i kinda hope so cause then she would be more happier ^^

kisses Miysis

Dreams- Gabrielle

they can come true, yeah
they can come true
Move a step closer you know that I want you
I can tell by your eyes that you want me too
Just a question of time I knew we'd be together
And that you'd be mine I want you here forever

Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel
I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want and baby it's you
I can't deny my feelings because they are true

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

I've seen you sometimes on your own and in crowds
I knew I had to have you my hopes didn't let me down
Now you're by my side and I feel so good
I've nothing to hide don't feel that I ever could

Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel
I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want, and baby it's you
Can't deny my feelings because they are true

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

I'm not making plans for tomorrow let's live for tonight
I know I want you baby so hold me so tight
Put your arms around me you make me feel so safe
Then you whisper in my ear that you're here to stay

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

i am sooooo happy! *dances around*
not only did i have 2 more manga's i also mett the writer of my favorite books!
she's soooo awsome!
i got her autograph to! she wass really nice ^^.
she's also going to visit the site of my comic!!! *happydance*
YAYAYAYAYYAY!!!
i really couldn't be more happy then this!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL! *hugs*

http://mangaworkshop.net/art/
yeah or else i would forget the site ^^;;

i went today to see him, he died.
i saw him lying in his coffen, he looked like he wass asleep
he looked peacefully, but
it still hurts me...
i cried without a sound.
rest in peace, my friend
i miss you...
thanks for youre understanding, all of you.
i'm very greatfully.
Shinobu

GREAT!
why do i even bother to live
i've made Miysis mad at me
but i wass only back on msn for an second
someone i know my entire life died, i wass depressed from that
then when miysis gave me advice from how to handle it i thought kay why not?
she's only trying to help me
i've read her diary
i feel awfull
quess it's true
i really do have an bad memory
i don't know what to do now
i know i'm really sorry for what i've done,and only an appoligize doesn't make it okay
this is really bad, it's like i'm falling down an huge black hole and i can't get out of it
damn i'm starting to shiver while it's not even cold in the room. i think i can't sleep tonight
again
only crying, shivering and well other stuff to
in thimes like this i just want to slow things down, make the time stop
but i can't, i'll have to deal with these problems.
i feel like i'm gonna break down
if i only could turn back time, i would stay on the chair and answer immidietly miysis, but i can't
i didn't even told her that i wass gone again
i'm really depressed now
if only i answerd
if i only did
Miysis youre my best friend in the whole world
i'm really sorry for what i've done
really sorry

hey everyone
the day's that are coming are going to be though for me
someone i know my entire life is in the hospital
it's not going well
i'm feeling sad, but i'll try to be happy
if he's dead i won't be on i think
i barely can eat *not that i eat a lot T_T*
but just to let you know what's going on if youre worried bout me

i'm feeling a lot better now thanks to all off you ^^ *bows*
i'm very greatfull for youre kindness all of you ^^ *Shinobu bows*
don't worry anymore bout me. i'll be fine
thanks to all of you ^^
youre just all to much for me ^^ *Sheds a tear*
i didn't knew my friends did cared for me that much ^^
*huggles everyone*

i can't believe this...
not only has he hurt my feelings, he also hurted my sister!
i trusted him...
i fell in love with him.
but now...
i'm afraid that i can't even look at him
i'm gettin sick. i've got an headache, i'm feeling like i can trow up any moment now and i feel soow dizzy ow and i can't breeve well
and now this, everything is going sow well
my day started well, saw my friends, sported, went to the supermarket and saw some friends of my there to, helped my mom finnished a drawing, listenend to my fav anime music...
but now
even my best friends don't have time for me...
well the most don't...
just a phew ask me what happenend, just a phew are worried bout me
i don't care bout that! but i want to have a good friend near me now
i really can use one now, but there all busy...
all are they don't have time for me.
i just don't know what to do now anymore...
i can't think clearly. i don't care
i don't care
just leave me alone
just
leave
me
alone...