hey everyone,
i'm back ^^, altough i'm not doing great ><. thanks for all youre help! ^^ i'm glad to know that you guy's are there for me in this hard time ^^. my mom and i are doing a lil better now. but there's some sensation in the house that is just soooo scary ><. i'm soooo glad i still have my friends, specially [Hellcatje89]. i want to thank her to most for being there for me when i had no place to go. *hugs miysis very tight* i hope i don't make you all worried bout me, please don't i'll be okay. a bit scared but okay.
i love you all *hugs everyone tight*
oh btw thanks soo much morgaine! [Merle]
much love Shinobu

[Hellcatje89] talking here.......again -_-''

Shinobu's alright now.....she home with her mom.She wanted to talk to her mom but her mom ignored here again.So she went to her room.She missed some stuff but she found it again under her mothers bed.I called her and she was alright she was the happy happy shinobu again ^^ i was really glad cause i was really stressed out.I'm kinda very very sick cause i worried to much about here that i ignored myself ^^'' so now i'm sick.Well i don't care as long as shinobu's feeling alright.She still is gonna talk to her dad or else i'm gonna kill here.Cause her dad has to know but she promised me she would tell.She was very worried about you people.Yes you people from Elftown^^ but she's really okey now ^^ i hope your all glad to hear this.Shinobu doesn't know i'm writing this now but i think it's okey.If you see a message on my Elftown house that i'm dead or something like that shinobu did it ^^''I think she's coming on elftown today i dunno for sure cause i didn't talk to her today i want to but she doesn't pick up her fone *stressing out* well i gotta wait till she calls me or comes on msn.But i know she's alrigt now cause she promised she would call if something would happen.So people please i beg you stop worrying cause she's alright now and i'm not lying.If you have questions and shinobu's not on ET then mail me i'll answer those for ya.Well gotta go.*hugs and kisses from shinobu to you all*
Greetings from Miysis

PS. shinoby please don't kill me for what this that i put in your diary^^''*begs*

[Hellcatje89] talking here.
shinobu isn't here right now but she asked me to do this so don't be mad at me!

Oke shinobu was trown outta her house case she was there with her boyfriend when her mom came in to check on her.And she told shinobu to get outta the house.AShe tryed to get some stuff but her mom woulnd't allow that.then she tried to get her bike and again her mother took the bike and said to shinobu that she must leave the house.She left the house and went to Valkenberg as i told her too do to sit with her friend sow she wasn't alone.I was at work BTW so i couldn't leave.Then at six o'clock she went to my place and she talked to my mom.My mom knows what shinobu's going trough cause i happened to my mom too.She called some familly to pick her up and they came ^^ now she's with her grandmother and uncle.And everything's alright now.She gonna talk to her dad and then go back to her mom.Maybe she's gonna stay with her dad^^ i kinda hope so cause then she would be more happier ^^

kisses Miysis

Dreams- Gabrielle

they can come true, yeah
they can come true
Move a step closer you know that I want you
I can tell by your eyes that you want me too
Just a question of time I knew we'd be together
And that you'd be mine I want you here forever

Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel
I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want and baby it's you
I can't deny my feelings because they are true

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

I've seen you sometimes on your own and in crowds
I knew I had to have you my hopes didn't let me down
Now you're by my side and I feel so good
I've nothing to hide don't feel that I ever could

Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel
I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want, and baby it's you
Can't deny my feelings because they are true

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

I'm not making plans for tomorrow let's live for tonight
I know I want you baby so hold me so tight
Put your arms around me you make me feel so safe
Then you whisper in my ear that you're here to stay

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong

i am sooooo happy! *dances around*
not only did i have 2 more manga's i also mett the writer of my favorite books!
she's soooo awsome!
i got her autograph to! she wass really nice ^^.
she's also going to visit the site of my comic!!! *happydance*
YAYAYAYAYYAY!!!
i really couldn't be more happy then this!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL! *hugs*

http://mangaworkshop.net/art/
yeah or else i would forget the site ^^;;

i went today to see him, he died.
i saw him lying in his coffen, he looked like he wass asleep
he looked peacefully, but
it still hurts me...
i cried without a sound.
rest in peace, my friend
i miss you...
thanks for youre understanding, all of you.
i'm very greatfully.
Shinobu

GREAT!
why do i even bother to live
i've made Miysis mad at me
but i wass only back on msn for an second
someone i know my entire life died, i wass depressed from that
then when miysis gave me advice from how to handle it i thought kay why not?
she's only trying to help me
i've read her diary
i feel awfull
quess it's true
i really do have an bad memory
i don't know what to do now
i know i'm really sorry for what i've done,and only an appoligize doesn't make it okay
this is really bad, it's like i'm falling down an huge black hole and i can't get out of it
damn i'm starting to shiver while it's not even cold in the room. i think i can't sleep tonight
again
only crying, shivering and well other stuff to
in thimes like this i just want to slow things down, make the time stop
but i can't, i'll have to deal with these problems.
i feel like i'm gonna break down
if i only could turn back time, i would stay on the chair and answer immidietly miysis, but i can't
i didn't even told her that i wass gone again
i'm really depressed now
if only i answerd
if i only did
Miysis youre my best friend in the whole world
i'm really sorry for what i've done
really sorry

hey everyone
the day's that are coming are going to be though for me
someone i know my entire life is in the hospital
it's not going well
i'm feeling sad, but i'll try to be happy
if he's dead i won't be on i think
i barely can eat *not that i eat a lot T_T*
but just to let you know what's going on if youre worried bout me