What just happend...I've been hit in my face on purpose by my own dad...
yup, let me tell you what happend:
I had to go from him to this yearmarket, i didn't wanted to go. so we got a discussion about it. I HAD to go. but lately i can't breeve well because of the crowd and the heat. but anyway, my dad called me spoiled brat, bitch, stupid whining bitch, and so on. so i didn't take that from him so i said: gee how would it come that i'm so spoiled? then we went out of the door. i walked to the car cause i asumed we would go with the car. so he said: NO! Get away from the car you! we're going by foot!!!
Me: okay, but it's sooo hot. i don't want to please can i just stay home?
Dad: NO!!!! Just come with me you fucking bitch!
Me: hey! even mom never yells at me and calls me by names!
*we where like 5 meter further*
Dad: *has turned around and wanted to slap me on my left cheek but i ducked in time tho... his other hand slapped me on my right cheek very hard!*
Me: *confused, sad and feeling really weird* I'm calling mom! *grabbed my phone and searching for her number* Dad: *gives the sign to me to hand over my mobile*
Me: *steps backwards shaking my head then running away while the phone is calling* *my mom answers*
Mom: yes hello mieke here
Me: *crying* Mom! dad just hit me in my face!
Mom: WHAT?! come home! come home now!
Me: yes i'll see you soon *hangs up and turns around to go back in the house...door is closed.* Damn! I'm going to grandma! *then i ran away but i had to go trough the yearmarket! i went behind the things they sold stuff but then...then i jumped but when i landed on my feet. my weak enkle got down again, twice!! (it still is thick after 3 hours and it hurts ;-;) auch! *stands up and continu's to walk tho the pain is killing me and i shouldn't even stand on it* *then i started crying while walking i called a friend (who was VERY pissed btw) while still walking to my grandma's house* *hanged up and started running!* (that was so foolish!! it hurted soooo bad! i had the feeling i could fall down and cry my guts out any minute) *then i was almost there i was walking again but when i was almost there i started running again* *i ran into the door crying really hard*'
Grandma: What's the matter sweetie?!
Me: Dad...Dad hit me in my face!
Grandma: *hugs me* aww there there
*then i told her what happend, not long after my uncle came in i told him to. tho i felt so much better ^^ my uncle so rocks! he cheered me up and i made fun with him ^^. Then i called me dad if he could pick me up cause i have no chance walking home again without hurting myself more. he said yes and picked me up then i had dinner (didnt ate much) oh yeh mom also called me back, i told her what happend. mom kept repeating : hands off: i think she hates my dad even more now ><. Even tho my mom can be mean sometimes...at least she doesn't hit me! so she asked if i would eat at home (moms house ^^") and come back earlier. i said okay. then i left with my dad and now i am sitting here writing it down.
Okay...tell me what you think ^^
I'm okay btw ^^ just bit shocked by what happend. i need someone now ;-;
*hugs*
love cha!
Shinobu

sorry that i haven't been on ><, but y'know..vacation ^^".
anyway, everythings ok here...tho i miss my sis ;_; she's on vacation for a whole week ><. Miss cha [Hellcatje89]! ghehehe ^^ but i'm good ^_^. my pc on my room is finnaly installed! oh yes people, want to know about my daily life? i've got a journalwebsite ^^ wanna know the adres? just ask me ^^. well cha bye bye ^^

I've Got nothing to say...Just to all let you know why i cry...someone died okay.
And i...i...
i just need some time alone

I want food...Mom come back ><
I'm hungry ;_;
i bet that if i eat she comes back ><

Am i outside...didn't took me long to get back inside...>> oh well. i'll just draw behind the pc...Ugh >< Turns out that i don;t like the sun that much at the moment ^^ + the dog kept bugging me >< oh well whatcha gonna do about it?
^^"
I'll just go draw here...yup.
Talk to me!

I'm soo tired *sigh* *coughes and nearly chokes again*
i think i'm going to lay down outside cause i'm to tired to talk i think...i'm sorry to be sooo lazy XD
Well cya all soon. 

Miysis called me this morning *while i was sleeping >>* and asked me if i wanted to join her and paul to go swimming! i said yes ^^ they picked up me then we picked up Joris and then we went to Galder...wich was like 25 minutes away XD in the heat on the bike ><
Oh well ^^ I had a lot of fun ^^ i toughed the bottem somewhere in the lake! YAAY!!! Tho it has the effect on me now that if i breeve in to hard i can hardly breeve out XD then i cough. I saw someone from the class 4K1 !!!!EEp XD He saw me in me bikini!!! ACK!! >< Oh well >> Miysis said that he didn't was from our school so i went over to him and asked him XD he smiled and said yes ^_^. See i was right after all! when we left he waved at me!! XD Oh well i'll see him proberbly when school begins again >>. ^^"
That's all for now ^^ I think my shoulders are burned XD and my face a bit to >> oh well ^^". At least i had fun :D
Cya all soon!

whaaa! my uncle is on holiday so i can't borrow his webcam ><. the stupid thing wich i use to see pictures from my camera doesn't work -_- and! my dad insits i go to this fancy party tomorrow...in a dress! and i have to go to the hair salon to make my hair look really fancy >>
wow....yeh...i hope i can buy some manga from my allowence and from my money for my gradelist tomorrow -_-"
oh...and my computer (my own at my room) still isn't installed yet! DAD PLEASE DO THAT FOR ONCE!~IT'S BEEN MORE THEN A MONTH!!

I waited XD tho i am sooo tired and i know i got to pick up [Hellcatje89] really early...but now my mom is nagging my head of telling me i should go to bed!
mom calm down! it's only 6 more minutes till it's 1 o 'clock in the middle of the night!
and i know that i've only slept like 7 hours last night -_-"
*her mom keeps yapping*
-_-"
Me "yeh yeh yeh"
Mom: "it's getting to late for you! who is the one who has to work tomorrow?!"
Me: " you"
Mom: "then why don't you go to bed?!"
Me: "cause i don't have to work?"
Mom: *mad now* "GO TO BED!"
Me : "yeh yeh, i'll go -_-""
Me again: *mubling very soft " you're the one who is working on something right now while you have to get up early. I don't have to get up that early + i can sleep in tha park ^^" so why don't you go to bed"
Mom: " go now!"
Me: "YEH! just a minute!"

~~ A lil bit later...10 minutes ~~

Me: *is still here*
Mom: "LAST TIME!"
Me: *not moving*
Mom: *twitch* "WAKE UP! And go to bed!!!"
Me: "w-wha?" *see's her mom's evil face and flames around her* *sweatdrop* "Yeh i'll go"

I LOVE PRETEAR!!!
.>
gheheheh ^-^"
*sings*
and..i love pie!
yes!
and i love you!!!!
-BIG HUG!-
i bought Mint today ^^ don't worry i didn't steal the pic i just scanned her.

It's My Moms Birthday!!
HORAY!!
Even tho how much i want to be on ET i can't ^^"
there are a LOT of quests and i need to help ^^"
sooo my appoligy by this one ^^"
*looks around*
Anyone pie?
PIE!

i had fun today ^^ ....and AGAIN i was in the parc XD. oh well >>. i shall be there tomorrow for s sec XD cause tomorrow it's my moms Birthday!!!
i got her presents wich i think she will like a lot :D.
i have to get the cake tomorrow so when i have it i shall visit the parc people for a very lil while ^^"
tho i have to be carefull when Menno will be around >> i think he would like the pie XD....now i think of it...who of them doesn't?!
meh i'll figure that problem out tomorrow ^^".
anyway i drew Naruto above my bed on my wall! he looks sooooo awsome!! i'm going to draw Sasuke next to him i think ^^...Naruto say's "Ne! Onegai let me SLEEP!" it's for to let people know i LIKE my naps ^^"and sleep...mostly cause i just love my dreams XD
anyway i'm off to bed now ^^ goodnight everyone :D
much love and care,
Shinobu

YAAAAAAAAY!!!
*she is watching Stephen Kings Kingdom Hospital*
YAYAYAY!!!
who wants to protect me?!

oh yeh...

I'M OVER TO THE 9TH GRADE!!!!
OH YEH!
^___^
I FUCKING PASSED!!

meh i forgot to put that on >>

everyone at the parc who takes my pic say's that i'm kawaii!!!
*twitch*
I'M NOT!!
...just to let y'guy's know ^^"
oh and don't you dare to put my pic on! yeh i mean you [punk-ass]
^^

yeh ^^
as you can see my mood, it was okay ^^. they pulled out the tooth...it wasn't that bad cause they gave me something to not feel the most pain ^^. and that was true ^__^ but then a part of my tooth stayed in my mouth! *twitch* and he had to get it out with violence >> *sob* i did felt a part of that. but it came out ^^. mostly i am afraid and i start shaking...but i didn't this time. miysis was with me tho she was in the other room, that made me feel so much safer ^^ and i thought of you guy's helping me not shaking or fearing ^^.
the rest of the day was i in the parc ^__^
i had fun ^_^ i really did ^__^

yeh never mind yesterday XD
i'm happy again ^O^
i just was a bit worried bout my best friend >>"
but everythings OK now ^^
exept....
THAT I HAVE TO GO TO THE DENTIST AT 13:20!!
i don't wanna!!!
*shivers*
to tell you the truth...i'm really scared of the machines...i really am*shivers* last time (3 times in fact) i started shaking in the chair -_-"
whaaaa i don't wanna gooo!!! *hides*
damn g2g ^^
noooo not to the dentist...yet >>
it's 11:04 now. i promised miysis i would come in time XD
and i will!
you'll see ^^
plus i still have to get payed from my newbours for babysitting last friday >>
cha-bye bye ^^

i need a friend right now...
that's all i'm saying and asking...

it's so cold...
i stayed in the windowshelf *or what ever* for like half hour...even when it started to rain *you must know that the window it self was open*
the rain came down on my hand and knees and arms...i just sat there..not even moving...
it was soo cold...
i'm really cold right now...
...

If you need me you can't reach me...
if you need me you can't find me...
trough all of this..
...
yeh i'm upstairs so i can't see the messages XD

how i love to clean...
not anymore for now -_-
and now i'm forced!
i got to clean up my bed again >>
when i just did my cats litterybox...okay maybe an hour or 2 ago ^^" but i also did laundry and i uploaded new pics at deviantart...oh wait that;s not cleaning.
anyway i'll be right back...maybe not..you really don't want to see how i clean up my bed XD *she goes under the blankets to make it straight XD*
anyway i'll do my best to be right back ^^