Okay i got back from the docter, i got medicines along. If they don't work i'll have to come back since.. er... please ask me. It's nothing really bad but it's just that i'd rather tell you in person.

Finally Justice!!!
I get to go to the docter ^^. Tomorrowmorning at 09:00 X3. So i get to skip Math ^^. Yay ^^. Anyway i will find out how bad my throatinfection is >_>. I mean tomorrow it will be a week! O_o;;;. Heheh XD. That can't be good. Even drinking tea all day long (With honey) didn't help, it makes me lose weight i think, but i don't know how much i lost >_<. I won't know till or tomorrow or friday XD. Also i eat very little. Not because i force myself, no it isn't like that. I just can't eat normal, it hurts to much >_<. And i'm full easily -_-. Yesterday i ate only an orange (small one) and the half (or less) of my dinner and 4 bites of my dessert (wich is still in the fridge XD). and today about the same. Exept for i got an watericecream ^^. That worked against my throat for a little bit. But now it hurts a lot again -_-. Also tonight didn't finnished dinner. Just not able to eat normally. blegh, i want to get rid of this as quick as posible. wish me luck! Must sleep now ^^ Bye bye
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Shinobu ^^

Everything is Ok now ^_^. (not with the bulliying but with the problem i had with a friend of me. *has deleted that entre so you can't read back*) But i'm still asking you all to pray for me XD. Oh my throatinfection is still here -.-. It's so annoying. And i get sick of tea X3. Well that's pretty obvious since i drank like.... at least 15 cups a day.

Hey! *is happy again*
From now on i can say with full proud that i saw EVERY SINGLE friends episode! ^O^
Last one was so sad ;o; *Won't tell what happend* I loved it ^^ And i cried ;o;.
Anyways, buh bye! ^^

I KNOW WHO STOLE MY ORANGE THINGIES!!!
it was...Buffy! Yesh! Can you believe it?! The basterd also stole some of my Christmas bread yesterday! *He acctually begged till he cracked her and she gave him some* *Though that doesn't take away that he tried to snatch it :P*
And here's the picture of the thief!

Hey everyone!
Like the strangest thing is going on between my cat's O_O I think they switched places! ACK! It's like soooo scary! Tibbie is doing the stuff that Buffy useally does, en Buffy doing the stuff Tibbie useally does!
Hmmm.. Perhaps i don't have a life *Nods* That's why i'm watching really intrested what my pets are doing *Sweatdrop* I woke up sooo late @_@ I so love to keep on dreaming! ^O^. Though when i wake up i realize just how weird they are since some stuff can't even happen that way -.-. 
I don't know what to do today, proberbly nothing acctually. Watching some anime, talk with other people, draw and clean the house *Nods*. I don't think i got something better to do...Perhaps i should sleep some too today, *Thinks* Yeh that would be a good idea, just a lil nap. Meh, we'll see how it goes.
You're still reading this?! O_O This weird stuff i'm babbling about? XD. Okay i'll stop writing for your own sake ;).
Love yous all!
-Shinobu.

I didn't hear you leave,
I wonder how am I still here
I don't want to move a thing,
It might change my memory

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep,
I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide,
I cannot be, until you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends,
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed,
Risk forgetting all that's been

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep,
I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide,
I cannot be, until you're resting here with me

(c) Dido - Here With Me

Blackmore's Night - Wish You Were Here

Wish you were here...
Me, oh, my countryman,
Wish you were here...
I wish you were here...
Don't you know, the snow is getting colder,
And I miss you like hell,
And I'm feeling blue...
I've got feelings for you,
Do you still feel the same?
From the first time I laid my eyes on you,
I felt joy of living,
I saw heaven in your eyes...
In your eyes...
Wish you were here,
Me, oh, my countryman,
Wish you were here...
I wish you were here...
Don't you know, the snow is getting colder,
And I miss you like hell...
And I'm feeling blue...
I miss your laugh, I miss your smile,
I miss everything about you...
Every second's like a minute,
Every minute's like a day
When you're far away...
The snow is getting colder, baby,
And I wish you were here...
A battlefield of love and fear,
And I wish you were here...
I've got feelings for you,
From the first time I laid my eyes on you...
Wish you were here,
Me, oh, my countryman,
Wish you were here...
I wish you were here...
Don't you know, the snow is getting colder,
And I miss you like hell...
And I'm feeling blue...

(Really pretty song! I found it cause i downloaded an anime clip ^^ Be sure to look for it!)

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!
Thanks so very much you guys for all your happy bdays to me ^O^.
You guys are the best and make me feel soooo much better!

Cause i got home late yesterday, and now as a punnishment my mom is ignoring the hell out of me. *Sighes sadly* Not even saying a word to me ;.; I don't exist to her.
But i don't really mind ^^ I have you guys! YAY!

I CAN DO THE HANDSTAND IN THE AIR TOO!!

*coughes*

Well i needed to sport a lil bit so i decited to practise my handstand against the wall a bit more ^^. Turns out that i can do it in the air too O_O.
I'm sooooo proud!
Though i got a slight headache now and i don't feel too well ^^;
but still! I can do it! ^O^

Hey everyone!
I'm doing well ^^ Made so many new friends! Yesh! But i'm not feeling to well ^^;. Nyaa, [T_K] i miss ya lots!
Next week i'll be 15! Old ne? X3.
I got a new job! I have to poste folders yahoo >_>. between the 600-700 XD. But it pays well ^^. Let's see how long i can manage it ;). *Drinks some tea* Ahhh ^^;.
Btw i almost fainted last Thurseday O_o;;; If you want to know the story behind that ask me. But i learned my lesson about eating more i think.^^;;
Nyaaa, meanwhile my cat has blattergrind ;.;. Though he's doing fine ^^. I'm at my dads house now ^^ This weekend my sweet lil hamster is moving from daddy to mommy :P. So people will see him next saterday at my bday O_o;;;. Scary ^^;
I hope [Hellcatje89] holiday was good ^^. Thee hee, miss ya sis!
My dad gave a lecture yesterday, bunch of people came ^^ (like 60-70). It was about the lights in the nature, it was cool ^^. Only one thing...He showed a picture of me on the screen with my cat Buffy! I was soooo embarresed! >_< Though everyone liked the picture ^^;. But it still was so embarresing as hell X3 And mean! Nyaaaa XD.
Well this is bout it ^^.
Luf ya! *huggles tightly*
so much love,
Shinobu. ^^