i dont think i am getting enough vitamins i have to go to whole foods and get some i have had a headache for like 3 days no joke i feel crapy and tired..... awwww it hurts like super bad.....ouch

hahahahaha

@ funny thought@
have you ever masterbated like and it felt so good that you were shaking after....dont answer that i dont wanna know...really man that is so AWSOME when that happens though really

feeding wires from my stomache to my mouth wires that work on the ends of your finger tips and toes telling you how to live again.....

i am so happy with myslef..i am losing a lot of weight i was never over weight but i am perfect...i was looking in the mirror naked after getting out of the shower and i look sexy my hips are awsome the go great with my petite body they are just the right size..i am not full oif shit into myself i just think im beautiful...like really so thats good for me my boobs look good to...i dont know what it is but i lookk goooooood

god this feels good poem...

i fucking hate ppl they suck.......you like try and try and try and it just doesnt work out its like why even bother its like huddling in a corner waiting for shit to happen..........and it doesnt.........so you die with the regret of doing nothing helping no one........future less and more fucked up if thats what you want.....its like i havent written a poem with something in it that stands out in about a month this shit keeps clogging it and forcing farther and farther into my lungs that i had to scrap out all the apathy in the last 2 years of high school so i coulkd breath again....stringing vials of what seems like blood from the core of neck so i remember the pain that reveberates across the walls and empty glasses raise a fist in this moments glory goddamit no ones here to listen you have hitler with a paintbrush digging a deeper hole asking him self what color should "i" paint my soul.? ........point proven
proven innocence till told your guilty....ever wonder why god invented gravity its a push in the right direction
senceless cotastrophes....waving white flags with the letters stained w-e-o-w-e-y--o-u tapping morse code with my fingers on the side of a bombshell direct the dust in the path of it's finder and read......GREED...like the guy who wanted his damn sons name put on the bomb like slaughtering ppl isnt already a big enough problem we shatter the skulls of those who pray for our shitty country TO JUST FUCKING STOP his fucking name running through air whatch out as it pounds through you scalp and you feel like radiation on kemo day the I.V says no lie when the heart moniter stops and you left to die mass graves dont seem so scary when your second from the top and already dead.
Bagdad e.r rushing 18 year olds....from the waiting room to the o.r feeding in tubes from his stomach to the catheter from the venilator to the pulse moniter so craddeld up in bloody hospital sheets and wires gonna go stitch his face up in red white and blue thread........



will write more later

so yeah i asked this girl what her fav song was byt the ramones she said hey ho lets go...........hahahahahahahahahahahaaha.......thats a good one.....but she really did say that.......lol * snorts*

HAHAHAHAHAHA malled by her pet labrador HAHAHA and thats what they put on the 5:00 news these days

thats fucked up like other shit isnt happening in the world.....

ok i got kicked out of french class today it was AWSOME i put my desk in the center of the hall and was like talking to everybody........i dont know how my friends knew but they were like all....."going to the bathroom" at the same time.........so we were chillaxin in the hall.....my french called me a retard and said some shit french i dont know what thje fuck he was saying so i laughed at him..........then he laughed and kicked me out ......so yeah it was a kickass day......i dont even know what i was doing...... i dont think i was. doing anything that a retard would do and that pretty fucking mean...... why not mentally challenged or........stupid head.........but god retard.........? can you even say that in schools?
hahahaha hes chill as fuck though

i like it when guys were cut off shirts.......its like grab my ass kind of hot.................

*eats a cream egg* ewww the cream looks like cum...............yummy jk jk lol i love that white stuff though in the middle of the egg its good

josh morgan is going to hell because he is stupid and ignorant and just fucking stupid dont talk about cirb checking anyone unless you know what it is dumbfuck

i hate people that are so stupid its labled ignorance thats sad and pathetic...............................................im down with the drunkness but not at a poetry slam were im preforming and were others are preforming your a faggot...........................and i hate you so stop staring at me in class like you want me or something cause its creepy..............fuck face hope you see this.....

go fuck your head under a tree

i went to party and forgot the present.............wow

i was playing marco pollo today and burnzy one of my nazi friends (i know its weird me being tottaly against that.....hes not really nazi just the stuff he says to me makes him one)
so anyway i was like fucking in the water yelling like a dumbass MARCO (who the fuck is that guy anyway) and burnzy says mexi-jew
then i say "eva should......"
burnzy says "get in the oven"
then i say "oven" like really loud and the whole pool compacity could here
Burnzy says "eva isnt good enough for a conventional oven she needs to get into the easy bake oven" HAHAHA
thats some fucked up shit!
but i laugh then his girl friend jamie starts punching him over and over and over again
then i dunk burnzy and basicly mall his head which means to attack
it was funny as hell
so for my b-day that was just here feb 21 im gonna get a easy bake oven from burnzy well next year and its probbly not gonna happen.........but that would be choice if it did lol