-i have 4 tests this week. havnt started studying yet, but that might be a good idea.
-applied for a new job.
-spring break is next week (fun?).
-had a somewhat bad day. im tired and it seems like everyone is in a bad mood, which of coarse put me in a bad mood.
out.
Nobody's Fault But My Own
Beck
treated you like a rusty blade
a throwaway from an open grave
cut you loose from a chain gang and let you go
and on the day you said it's true
some love holds, some gets used
tried to tell you i never knew
it could be so sweet
who could ever be so cruel,
blame the devil for the things you do
its such a selfish way to lose
the way you lose these wasted Blues these wasted Blues
tell me that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own
that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own
when the moon is a counterfeit
better find the one that fits
better find the one that lights
the way for you
when the road is full of nails,
garbage pails and darkened jails
and their tongues are full of heartless tales
that drain on you
who would ever notice you
you fade into a shaded room
it's such a selfish lose
the way you lose these wasted blues, these wasted blues
tell me that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own
tell me that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own tell me that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own tell me that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own
tell me that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own
tell me that it's nobody's fault
nobody's fault
but my own...
i had a horrible last couple of days. found the ashtray under my table. still smelled like menthol. lots of other stuff happened too but i think that was the worse of it.
went out with my boys tonight. i was useless though, im so tired. now that im home, of coarse, im wide awake.
i need sleep.
A college teacher reminds her class of tomorrow's final exam. "Now class, I won't tolerate any excuses for you not being here tomorrow. I might consider a nuclear attack or a serious personal injury or illness, or a death in your immediate family, but that's it, no other excuses whatsoever!"
A smart ass guy in the back of the room raised his hand and asked, "What would you say if tomorrow I said I was suffering from complete and utter sexual exhaustion?" The entire class is reduced to laughter and snickering. When silence is finally restored, the teacher smiles knowingly at the student, shakes her head and sweetly says "Well, I guess you'd have to write the exam with your other hand.
tonight im going out with my girls!
im excited. but i am veeerrrry tired. and i have a test first thing tomorrow. im gonna be dead in the am. and i havnt studyed yet! its gonna suck. ive payed attention in class so that part should be ok but i havnt read hardly anything in the book. i think i read the first chapter or at least some of it.
i need to email stace that info. dinner's ready.
later.
oh and also, my spanish prof looks like colonal sanders. he makes me hungry.
Last night, I prayed that God give me peace. I knew, as soon as I said it, that His answer would not be what I had in mind. Several things happened today. He answered quickly.
I need to work on forgivness. That is how I will find peace. I know I have an anger problem. I havnt been happy lately. I think a big part of the reason why is that I have too much anger inside. I guess I'll try to work on releasing my anger and forgivness. We'll see how that goes.
just for the record---
crown and coke is my absolute favorite drink!
So Sick
by Neo
"Mmmmm mmm yeah
Dou dou do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice, anymore
(It's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walkin' round
With my head down
I'm so over bein' blue
Cryin' over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
I Said I'm so sick of love songs,
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since theres no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs,
So sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Hey, dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
(hey)
So tired of tears
(so tired of tears)
So done with wishing she was still here
(oooh)
Said I'm so sick of love songs,
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
(so sick of love songs)
So tired of tears
(so tired of tears)
So done with wishing she was still here
(wishing)
Said I'm so sick of love songs,
(so sick of love songs)
So sad and slow
(hey)
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And im so sick of love songs
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs,
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why cant i turn off the radio?"
This is that song I heard the other day. Well, I like it.
FINALLY got a pic up. Every time I try to upload one on here, my comp shuts down or disconnects from the net. Ill work on getting some more up here later. I should be doing homework or something right now. Oh, I heard a good song today. I've heard it before but today i decided to put it up here. Im very tired so i will try to work on it tomorrow or something. I thought I had extra money, but turns out I have more bills than I thought I did. I should really go read or sleep. good night.
Young Boy Blues
The Honeydrippers
Every time I kiss somebody new
I make believe I'm kissing you
But I can't kid my aching heart
'Cause my heart knows we're still apart
And each night is like a thousand years
Since I got these young boy blues
I wanna cry when I hear your name
If I cry I feel ashamed
So I let my pride be my guide
I keep those tears inside
And each night is like a thousand years
I can't lose these young boy blues
Don't know where to go
Don't know what to do
I'm so lost and lonely since I lost you
Every time I kiss somebody new
I make believe I'm kissing you
But I can't kid my aching heart
'Cause my heart knows we're still apart
And each night is like a thousand years
Since I got these young boy blues
Don't know where to go
Don't know what to do
I'm so lost and lonely since I lost you
Every time I kiss somebody new
I make believe I'm kissing you
But I can't kid my aching heart
'Cause my heart knows we're still apart
And each night is like a thousand years
I can't lose these young boy blues
Each night is like a thousand years
Since I got these young boy blues
Each night is like a thousand years
I can't lose these young boy blues
Today I FiNaLlY registered for school. got some awsome classes! I'm excited. Even got one with a couple friends of mine.
Mom's still tryin. Im not really. What happens happens, right? now a strawberry daqueri...howe
and a good night was had by all.
woo hoo! i just got home. played pool with some friends. I won 3 out of 5. better than I normally do. ...that is all.
Through With You
by Maroon 5
"Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it
And I don't trust you
Cause everytime you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think that you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all
You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that
Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you, oh
Cause I remember very well
And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you
And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two, do you?
You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that
Heartache, heartache, I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
There is nothing you can say or do
I called to let you know I'm through with you
You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that
Heartache, heartache, I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
There is nothing you can say or do
I called to let you know I'm through,
Called to let you know I'm through,
I called to let you know I'm through with you
I ain't ever coming back to you"
This is exactly how I feel.
"And I don't trust you
Cause everytime you're here
Your intentions are unclear...
I used to think that you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all"