Hey everyone...it's me-wow right? I don't write in here often but eh, thought I'd do something different. I'm just sitting here bored because there is nothing to do. Might see if I can go hang at the mall. Was supposed to go to Luz's house with Kismet but no go until tomorrow. Movie-marathon day!! Hopefully I'll get to see Kelsey too-I love her! *turns on All These Things I Hate uber loud tuning out everything else but her and her computer* Yeah so life at school and outside school is beginning to move along once again and not at a snail's pace anymore. The whole thing between Andre and I did happen-I'm not going to deny it. I wasn't being over-dramatic and obsessive. We had something and then I don't know-he let it go. But it's all good, I still want to be his friend if nothing else. I'm beginning to like a few people that are actually my age-don't know if they feel the same way but eh. When I first moved to Waco my flirting was shy and subtle-not anymore. Damn you Andre you changed that about me. You made me open up...: D I'm happy with it though. Josh and I don't talk much anymore. I have no fucking idea what happened there one day he tells me he's in love with me and the next he's practically crying tears of joy because he gets back with his x...oh well good for him. I feel seperated from people more and more everyday at lunch. Like I'm just watching everything from afar...it's odd because I don't really talk to Josh, Ryan, Brandy, and Charlie anymore and the only people I talk to under the awnings are Allante (( not even really him anymore-he's changed )), Andre ((when he doesn't avoid me)), Lizzie, and 'Ne...I'm so glad her and I are on speaking terms again. I'm so happy that the dramas in the past and that everyone's moving on. The school year is coming to a close and quickly. We only have 28 days left...OMG 28 days! WTF!! Wow time goes by quickly when you're miserable and in...not going to finish that. So yeah anyways I guess I'll stop typing cause this is long as hell. Hope you enjoyed the insight into my life. TTYl
Mealy-Amanda