So, I get high alot now anyone whos listening.........but I have stopped drinking for the most part, whicn is good but then again I stared smoking again.....It's hard to get a hold of me so I hear and I work all the time.......I dont have money problems anymore cause I have nothing to spend it on........So thats me latly for anyone who wants to know but I havent really resonped to....

Nothing new, working, eating, sleeping, shiting, bathing, dreaming, wishing, wasting, away.

It's funny how I spent so much time missing the old days last year and now that time has passed and those too are just the "old days" and I find myself missing those times even more than the ones I missed before........ so confusing the mind of a teenager with adult responsibilities..... my parents told me about this......the whole adult world and missing being a kid, but it's not that I didn't believe them it's that I knew it would come for me all to soon....

Damn, I think I'm normal....

Afternoon Delight, Cocktails, and Moonlit nights while embracing the tropical contact High....

I Come from the water, where our love is pinned down and abused for being strange....

So walk with me in Hell and fall in love with dieing....

New messages

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NEW MESSAGES

We can't all be born beautiful......some of us will have to strive for the things in life that we really want and take it from those who once took advantage of it......

these are some of my lyrics i've been writing for Ghost Tonic......no one be offended....these are about no one in perticular....here goes........

(chorus?)
I miss you,
I miss you,
I hate you,
You hate me,

I kill you,
You kill me,
We all die,
Completely!

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CONFLICT,HATE,SEX,LOVE<....GO!
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If i hate then you control,
we are controlled by the ones we hate,
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And hate we do the ones controlled,
trapped in hate....completely normal,
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(Repeat Chorus)

Gaze into the mirror to lick my lips,
I see a face, a Devil's Kiss,
SHE fucked, and fucked me hard,
The face is mine, I ate her heart,
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(Bridge)
our knid we are,
the concealed weapon,
confide in me,
we'vw lost control,

pain or pleasure,
we're lost not noticed,
are you lost?
we've lost control.
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(Repeat Chorus)
forecast my life,
cloudy with a sure chance of pain,
nothing to lose,
for loss means you had to gain,
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my scars not a lust for blood,
but for my want to kill some one,
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i slice at veins,it's not for you,
but just to have some fun,
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every day you don't make up your mind your life becomes that much more stressful.....