(well i keep clicking this page an seeing the poor book that says "The diary is sad and empty" so its possiable that i will regularly do a entry i suppose)


Dear Dia...Journal,

  The Hell i live in, is almost over. only a few more mounths, i understand you might not realize the seriousness of this. You havent been here threw it, i havent written about it, but none the less its painfull, i dont know how much longer i can keep my sanity, im so very close to loseing it....day in day out, "it" is there.... always there, watching me... Listening to what i say... what i type.. even now the beast is there.... i only hope i survive the night.... to make it one more day.... wish me luck.. i will write again soon