i really fucked up this time. i normally dont cuss at all, but i gusse ya'll going to have to deal with it right now. i am the biggest asshole around. i just lost the love of my life. really i shoulnt of deserved her for the 5 months we where together. dont get me wrong i'm not saying it was bad. it was the best thing that could ever happen to be being with her. i love her so much. its ok i gusse. hope she finds someone alot better then me. i bet she will also.
anybody would be better than me.

well thats all for now more later

i'm missing my girlfriend so much, but its ok i gusse she's having fun and thats whats important. but cant stop thinking how much i miss her and havent really talked to her now its been bout 2 weeks.

like i said before shes having fun so its ok

g2g ttya'll laters

man the weather has been wired the past week. we started out at bout 70 degrees and nice and warm and then it went from that straight to 20 degrees and it snowed. then in the same day it warmd back up t 50 and then we had a thunderstorm. and that night with-in 3 states had bout 101 tornadoes. very wierd weather. 

butall that really doesnt matter. the only thing i been thinking bout is my girlfriend. we havent spoken to each other for bout a week. hope every thing is ok with her. this whole wee has felt like the worst week in my life. cuz iwe havent spoke.

well i'll better get going

talk to ya'll later

i know i havent wrote in here for a while.
I ended up finding the most amazing girl in the whole world.
today we will be going out for 2 months.

i'll let u all know who it is a lil later

ok now seems like i'm 0-2

i'm doing good now

haha

2 girls that i thought really liked me gusse they dont

so ok

some more

well, this is going to be thelast entry about the girl that i like [larry bot!]

turns out she doesnt really like me as i thought

its ok i understand 


but dont worry i'm not going to stop writing in here i'll talk about other stuff 2

well dreams do come true

the girl i was telling ya'll about that i like so much just found out she likes me to

and nothing is going to change that

i'll let ya'll know more when it happens

messege me with ur answer of what u think i should do

man this girl is so amazing

i dont think there is any way i wont be able not to like her

not that i want to not like her

i like her alot and i'm thinking, but i'm not sure but i think she feels the same about me

what should i do?

I know this girl and she is so cool, she is funny, sweet, she makes me smile every time i see that she is on.

every thing she says just makes me want to be with her more

i met this wounderful girl yesturday at my firends house. i like her alot. we spent about an hour and 45 min talking and hanging out. we have so much in common u cant beleave it. but she has a bf. :( 

i told her after i found out that she had a bf that i still would like to be good firends with her and she said ok.

its going to be hard just to be friends with her since i like her alot but got to do what u got to do.

im not going to leave her for nothing. i'm going to try my best and just be her freind and dont know some thing might happen

but dont get me worng the last thing i want is her and her bf to break up cuz i dont want to see her hurt

i'll keep ya'll informed on what happens