if u r reading this then i finly did it iam sorry i did not say goodbye there was no time understand i was strrest liveing day to day was hard and i gave it my brest but there was nothing left for mr in this world to convinc me to stay now im long gone away dont u do that dou start them ters just rembe all the time we spend over the years never cry nevr think bad of me what is don is don that is the way it had to be i need u to be strong for say a prey for me evry day in my memary im sher its helping me to ern mr fethers to get some wings an a halo and an a harp and the jelin things even tho im gone and out of site never worry about me im alright

i am a vary vary vary vary vary vary bad prson that dos not desrve to be loved the only thing i do desreve is to die alown. and have no one at my funral

y do i all was hurt her i am not wrthy of having her but i love her so much and now i cant have her i hate myself for hurting her but if i kill myself then it hurts her more but i dont desrve to live juet like i dont deserve her i just whont to see her happy and what she whonts even if it is not with me *crys*

as i walk thro the valley of the shadows death i shall fear no evil i like that saying

i feel so alone on et b/c no talks to me but i am ues to it so i wont cry

life is a good adventure but death is a beter adventure all diffrent things to do and plase to go so dont be afrad

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart