life in tillamook oregon is so boring. all it doees here is rain and you could watch the rain fall for hours and see nothing new, just rain. no rainbows, no small spots of blue shining out of the clouds, just rain drops falling, waiting to land on your head and remind you that your mortal and distuctable. you will not last forever. the rivers here are rising and i'm bing to feel like i live on an island far from civilization. there is nothing to do, its like being straitjacketed and locked in a padded room with a leak. counting the drops that fall through until you drive yourself insane. welcome to my life,... it sucks!