1-17-05 STILL LOVE YOU
i kno it, i can feel it, in my heart, i love you.
i just can't admit it, i'm afraid It'll hurt too much when we have to say our final goodbyes, i'm afraid i'll get hurt cuz thats the way of life.
for so long i've been hiding wut i feel.
the pain still tears away at my mind and my heart.
I wonder could it al be different if i ould change the past?
would our relationship have lasted?
why does loveing you have to hurt so much?
why do i have to feel this way?
did you put a spell on me?
do u feel the same way?
i have ?'s to be answered.
i've wasted my time on you, but i can't stop loving you.
i try to date other ppl but even though i do i still love you.
i try to make myself think that i hate u.
i tried not talkin, or even lookin at you nothing seems to work.
i try to erase you from my mind.
i try to say bye.
it won't work.
I STILL LOVE YOU
1-17-05 MUSIC/FEELINGS
music and feelings they never quit.
music is the noise you hear from the birds, from the waves in the ocean, from the wind blowing leaves through the air. Music is EVERYWHERE you create it when u move, you hear it when u talk or write or even breathe. it never goes away if you listen u hear it in the quietest of places. feelings are just the same when you love you feel or even it could be in the most common things when you get hit you feel it, when someone breakups wit u u feel it, a stare from the guy u like you feel it, so you see feelings and music will be forever you just have to listen and feel it
i wrote this last year
I HAVE A DREAM
I have a dream that one day the ppl in this world would one day realize that ppl that being the same sux
maybe one day they will see that there is more than one way to solve a prob
I have a dream that the sky will turn from blue to black,
and frogs will fall from the sky and blood will run through the waters and red rosed will turn black
will finish later having a brain fart at the moment....
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visit it is so kool lol i love this website
well now my ex i going out w/one of my best friends it hurts me so bad and i rele want him back but now i kno i might not ever get him back but hey i am the one that screwed up i guess i deserve it wut i did to him was so flippin mean he never ever deserved that he was so sweet instead of calling me hot he called me beautiful well gtg bye
many <3 Angelina
hey,
i am so happy yet sad cuz i am here w/one of my best friends from last year and i miss her so much i mean i can like never see he and last night i got to spend the night w/her and i missed her so much she is rele awesome i mean she loves to surf and i want to learn and she is gonna teach me and i am so happy i wanted to learn and i wanted to see her i kno and i am sad cuz me and chad will like never be again and it hurts but u kno i screwed up and i shouldn't have but that is the price to being a jerk face biotch lol.ha well i kno i gtg still hangin out w/my friend i gtg peace and luv ya guys muy muy mucho.
Many luvs <3 Angelina
i need to get a life i swear mi friend copied a pix she took of mi and mi ex making out the last day we saw each other before he broke up wit me cuz i was out of state for a bit i rele miss him sheesh life sucks but at least we are still friends lol
i hate being sick cuz i sound like a dying goat yes a dying goat i saw mi dad kill one before so yea i love meat though and i still ate it later that day lol peace
all week end i had to work man that sounds like so much fun i had to pick up pavements and i had to stack them up and this morning when i woke ukp my damn alarm clock didn't go off man the sucks so much well i am soo sick of work and being sick i can't even breathe through my left notril lol well i also can't stand skool only reason i like first hour is because i can go on the internet when we are done wit our work well gtg bell will ring soon bye love everyone even zee ppl o zon't kno
bored oh bored i am doing enviromental club and it is fun i am studying forestry (florida's) and soil kool kool