Me : member..when we first imitted taht we loved each other..wehn i gave you taht copy of jesse mccartneys cd..and i was lik i like all his songs..i think theyre all really pretty..and i wish a guy would sing them to me.. and you were like who?? and you kept pushing to try to get an answer out of me..were u tryin to get me to say you?
Rico<3 : your right i waz
Me : lolz..cuz i thought u were..and thats why i never told u then that it was u..
Rico<3 : but waz it me?
Me : yeah lozl
Rico<3 : i know it
Me : lozl..we cant lie to each other.
Rico<3 : i know

funny...:D

so..me brooke david alex kieth josh and abby were at mcdonalds yesterday..eatiin talkin...havin fun..

davy- gosh this is an intelagent table..*shakes head*
Abby- gosh davy! brooke kick him!
Brooke- yall dont know about me! *she kicks him*
davy- OH GOOD GOD WOMEN! *he like falls out of he's seat. we all start krackign up*
Josh- dang are you about to cry! *still kracking up*
*davy walks up to the table. grabs a piece of ice and rubs it on his foot.*



so..me and brooke baked edrique ricos lil bro a cake. it was already done cooking...and..well here

Brooke- its too hot..*feels the pan* we cant forst it yet.
Me- why dont we just take it out....
Brooke- ok. *she gets another pan*
*she places the long pan ontop of the small one with the cake in it. she flips it over. it wont come out. brooke starts banging on it.*
Brooke- it wont come out *she picks the pans up a lil bit and the cake falls out in like 4 huge pieces!*
Me- WE BROKE THE CAKE!!
Brooke- crap!
Me- LETS GLUE IT BACK WITH FROSTIGN!


so..we did..then it looked all lumby..funny

then we took it to him after church...and we got him trick candles..it was sooo funny cuz he wouldnt stop until they were out..it was great.

theyre dad- who made that cake
Brooke- us..*points to me and her*
dad- oohh i gotta try that..
edrique- im kinda scared..*after we told him of the cake story*
brooke- good we rub in the grass and in dog crap..oh nad we put some laxids in there
*we walked out*


before church
we were at mcdonalds. me johnny and rico and sarah..me johnny and rico had cd players..sarah didnt..
Sarah- blah blah blah
Me- what! *push pause*
Sarah- i got a boy friend!!!
Me- ok*push play*
Sarah- blah blah blah
Me- what!
sarah- forget it!

randomness........

Chelsea :D: they call it killing the fly
me: hwatttttttttttt
me: ya foo
Chelsea :D: yup
Chelsea :D: its talking about you]
me: what is....
me: im confused
Chelsea :D: your dog is one of them man
me: lol
me: O.o
chelsea :D: yeah tell me critter them beans be smoking
me: and that cheesey llama
Chelsea :D: yep making dirttyyss
me: lolz. u knmow it..with the purple cactus'
me: and the walkin toes..O.o
Chelsea :D: not them they will eat my heart man
me: i know dude..thye got bobs already
Chelsea :D: ummm mumm mummm mummm mummm
Chelsea :D: im telling on them
Chelsea :D: skeeters
Chelsea :D: they are bad
me: yueah..
Chelsea :D: haha
Chelsea :D: they are swimming around the cat and the cat is swimming around them man
me: i know..and the liger is eatin it.
Chelsea :D: yup yup
Chelsea :D: sucks for the flys and they are dirty deeds
me: i know dude..if they would just turn from theere evil ways..O.o
Chelsea :D: yeah it would save us all
Chelsea :D: and tensome
me: poor bob..
me: whos bob???

yeah..




Blaire Ludwig: RICO!
Rico visser: BLAIRE!
Blaire Ludwig: ! I LOV YOU!!!!!!!!
Rico visser: I LOVE YOU TOO
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: YUOR IN A GOOD MOOD
Blaire Ludwig: yeah i know we went to mcdonalds..i laughed soooo hard
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: y?
Blaire Ludwig: cuz we sat by davy..it was just sooo funny
Blaire Ludwig: he thought i was always older than me
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: wat he do?
Blaire Ludwig: llz..and didnt belive that i was 13
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: he started mess with brooke..and she kicked him..and he goes good god women!
Blaire Ludwig: it was soo ofunny
Blaire Ludwig: gsoh
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz..my tummy hurts from laughin soo hard
Rico visser: sonds like you had fun w out me:(
Blaire Ludwig: im sry it would of been even funner if u were there..cuz i would of gotten to see ya more..and maybe play on the playground
Rico visser: ya
Rico visser: :(
Blaire Ludwig: im gald ed liked his cake..
Rico visser: ya
Blaire Ludwig: its ok..we get to hang out tomorrow..and frida "D
Blaire Ludwig: friday
Blaire Ludwig: and saturday..and sunday
Blaire Ludwig: so S
Rico visser: when sat?
Blaire Ludwig: carwash
Blaire Ludwig: /garage sell
Rico visser: ummm..idk i have cheerleding
Blaire Ludwig: oh..
Rico visser: ya but she hasent caled me so i dout we will have it
Blaire Ludwig: oh
Rico visser: ya
Blaire Ludwig: /
Blaire Ludwig: waves of mercy waves of grace everywhere i look i see ur face ur love has captured me!
Blaire Ludwig: yay
Rico visser: lol\
Blaire Ludwig: i like dat song
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: jealous
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: jk
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser's status is now "<33 JESUS AND BLAIRE!!! GOSPLE MUSIC "ROX MY SOX!!!" IN THE WORDS OF BLAIRE...IN A GOOD MOOD...FEEL LIKE DANSING". (6/15/2005 10:56 PM)

Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lol u know its the words of me
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: i dont get it?
Rico visser: oo ok
Rico visser: ya my thingy
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: im tired
Blaire Ludwig: lolz.
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: im gonna go t bed early tongiht
Rico visser: go to bed then
Rico visser: ya me too
Blaire Ludwig: lolz..cuz i gotta get up at 8
Blaire Ludwig: 7**
Rico visser: yame too
Rico visser: ya me*
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz..im totaly not staying up til 1
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: ya me too
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: i went to sleep like 1:30 2 ish
Blaire Ludwig: yeah..i went in my room and played my game for a lil bit..then one of my sisters friends called so..yeah
Rico visser: i just lade there
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz nice..
Rico visser: y?
Blaire Ludwig: cuz..i donno
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: i dont even member who it was
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: nice
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: yeah i know
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: i have a head ache.. i hate head aches..
Blaire Ludwig: but oh wellz
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: me too
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz.
Rico visser: i think i ate to much cake
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: LOL NIXW
Blaire Ludwig: NICE
Blaire Ludwig: nice**
Blaire Ludwig: lol did u like it?
Blaire Ludwig: ??
Rico visser: ya it waz good...but the ising...its sweet....
Blaire Ludwig: wow..i forgto my name for a min there..i was like..rico loves blaire..that sounds familar...oh..wait..thats me righ..lolz.
Blaire Ludwig: lolz yeah..we had to use alot
Blaire Ludwig: lozl.
Rico visser: lol...nice
Rico visser: uy?
Rico visser: y?*
Blaire Ludwig: cuz it broke..
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz.
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: well.im glad u liked it..
Rico visser: ya
Rico visser: i only had 2 pesis
Blaire Ludwig: ncie
Blaire Ludwig: loz..i had a happy meal..
Rico visser: nice
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: you alwaz do
Blaire Ludwig: yeah..all ive had to day..was fries..and 4 pieces of chicken.
Rico visser: nce
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: y?
Blaire Ludwig: Yah i know..
Blaire Ludwig: cuz i fasted breakfast..didnt have time for lunch..and had a small diner.
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: nice
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: yeah..
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: i droke 1 of my rubber bands
Blaire Ludwig: good job..
Rico visser: ya i know
Blaire Ludwig: lolz.
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: it like droke 4 no reason...
Blaire Ludwig: nice..lolz.
Rico visser: i know
Blaire Ludwig: lolz........
Blaire Ludwig: 
Blaire Ludwig: lolz jk
Rico visser: i waz like MAN THAT SUCKS!
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: and its all down hill from here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blaire Ludwig: lolz.
Blaire Ludwig: song
Rico visser: nice
Blaire Ludwig: lozl
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: im gonna go to bed at 11 30
Rico visser: ow old is david?
Rico visser: how*
Blaire Ludwig: thats my time..now u have to keep me acountable
Blaire Ludwig: like.15.i think
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: no hes not
Blaire Ludwig: yell at me if u need to
Blaire Ludwig: or 14 i think..
Blaire Ludwig: im not sure
Rico visser: ya hes 14 cuz im older than him
Blaire Ludwig: oh..ok
Rico visser: i can tell
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz.........................
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: im startin to get in a random mood again..
Blaire Ludwig: oh great
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: bad blaire! no
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: you need to get in a sleepy mood
Rico visser: ll
Blaire Ludwig: lol i know right..lolz..but then i talk crazy
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: lol*
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: i!
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: (:\
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: ][]][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: ()()()()()()()()
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: {}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}
Rico visser: ooooooooooooooo
Blaire Ludwig: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~lolz
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: *******
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: um..yah
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/
Rico visser: lol\
Blaire Ludwig: |\|/|\|/|\|/
Blaire Ludwig: ;p;z
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: |0|
Blaire Ludwig: <(^.^<) <(^.^)> (>^.^)>
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: lol..mine is better
Blaire Ludwig: ok..
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: **
Rico visser: are you watching me?
Blaire Ludwig: yeah,,kidna
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: are u wathcing me?
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: no
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig: u liar!
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: creepy
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Rico visser: im watching you
Blaire Ludwig: O,o
Rico visser: AUAUAUAUAUAUAUAU
Blaire Ludwig: lol.. no im scared
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig: *hides under table and banket*
Rico visser: LOL
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: ('
Blaire Ludwig: (:
Blaire Ludwig: (:
Blaire Ludwig: gtt
Blaire Ludwig: grr
Blaire Ludwig: (:
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: dank you!
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: *craps rico* im scared..............
Rico visser: LOL
Rico visser: ?
Blaire Ludwig: lolz...........
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: \./
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser: LOL
Blaire Ludwig: *spins rico aroudn..and dances*
Rico visser: LOL.....
Rico visser: *SRAWLS INTO A BALL AND ROWLS ON THE GROWND CRYING MOMY*
Blaire Ludwig: 
Blaire Ludwig: *sits in corner and cries*
Rico visser: LOL...J/K
Blaire Ludwig: rico hates me
Rico visser: i dont hate you
Rico visser: i love you
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig: aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Blaire Ludwig: love ya tooooooo
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: ya jerk
Blaire Ludwig: lol jk
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig: rico hates me agaiN!
Rico visser: i dont hate you
Rico visser: i love you
Blaire Ludwig: but u were sad at me
Blaire Ludwig:
Rico visser:
Blaire Ludwig: >:<D
Blaire Ludwig:
Blaire Ludwig: me and chelsea are bein random..
Blaire Ludwig: oO
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: O.o
Blaire Ludwig: lolz
Blaire Ludwig: O.o
Blaire Ludwig: O.O
Blaire Ludwig: o.o
Blaire Ludwig: o.O
Rico visser: lol
Rico visser: brb
Blaire Ludwig: okie dokie
Rico visser: back
Blaire Ludwig: i see dat..O.o
Rico visser: lol
Blaire Ludwig: lozl
Rico visser: i got my report card
Blaire Ludwig: realy
Blaire Ludwig: cool
Rico visser: i know
Rico visser: i pased
Blaire Ludwig: good job
Blaire Ludwig: *pants on the back*
Rico visser: lol

O.o random..

Me- ur ugly
marissa- ur mom
me- :( my mom died
me- 5 years ago..:(
Marissa- are you serious?!?!
me- yeah...:(
Marissa- IM SO SORRY! :(( :((:((
me- DUDE! i was like totally kindding :)) :D
Marissa- dont do that i am a very emtional person
me- lolz

so my cuzin sarah stayed the night last night..and we were trying to stay up the whole night..so..i was palyin my inuyasha game..and she went into my closet and found my old pokemon toys.
Sarah- You are misty and rico is james. I am jesse and edrique(ricos brother/ her x shes still obesssed with) is ash.
now this is what she said through the toys
Rico- Blaire will you marry me?
Blaire- ok
Ed- sarah will you marry me?
Sarah- ok lets go have sex!
Rico- we're not going to have sex. cuz we're blaire and rico. and blaire and rico dont have sex til theyre married.

I started kracking up it was sooo funny!

well me and rico talked and im no longer depressed! but then i got sick! just my luck! i stayed home from school..and slept alot..rico called in the morning and at his lunch..so it was coool..

depressed..first time in life..i cant eat..sleep..and if i do sleep..i cry my self to sleep..*sigh* this sux..

well..im still not my self..and me and rico talked..we're gonna stop "loving"..who the heck knows what that means..well..i feel like im loosing him..and i cried myself to sleep..tehn i had a bad dream..and woke up crying..im not my self..and it sux..ill try to put a smile on for yall at school..but'll be fake..

i havent felt my self in a long time...like 3 days..i think its cuz on sunday..what dom said..and now me and rico dont talk as much..johnny says in his vissions that we will be together..but im doutign..and im pretty sure..we'll always just be friends..my heart is breaking in 2..i feel like crying..and 2 ppl noticed..rico..and nicole..thanks guy..

well..i guess im better than yesterday..me and rico are still talking..its kinda awkward..but..we still say i love you...its weird..but..yea...

gohs! im so confused now! we went to my church for a serman on dating or waiting..and now i feel like im gonna loose waht i had with rico..now we probably wont hug or say i love you or nothing..rico was the joy in my world..and now it feels like my life is gonna come crashign down on me..but i wanna do gods will..so i cant continue wiht him..and it sux..cuz i love him so much..and i have to make a choice..and i cuz its gonna be...were gonna have to stop being this close until were ready to court..adn that wont be until were like 18..life sux..im confused...and i feel liek crying..and i could use a friken hug..but no..no ones here...so..ttylz..

today was fun! we went to funtime with rico..and he's brother broke up with his g-friend..and rico was talking to her..i was so jealous..i dont even knwo why..were not going otu..or anything.but...i got a head ache and sat out for a while..and rico kept starin at me funny..he kept doin it czu i told him it was creaping me out..adn he said to look at him..he needed to tell me something..i looked up and he said "your so beautiful" i just laid my head on his sholder..i love him so much!

friday i had school..then after school me and my cuz sarha weent to the skate park and she let me barrow her sucky skate board and i tired to go down a ramp and landed on my sholder! it hurt soooo bad! tehn we came home adn watched spice world and fell asleep. then saturday we woke up and ate at ihop..then we droped sarah off and i went shoppin for ashlieghs b-day present..tehn i came home and waited until she came and got me.. we went ice skating..and magic happend and now her and my other friend(guy) are goin out. theyre such a cute couple.then i went home and me sarah and rico (<3) went to see fever pitch. sarah got all jealous! Lolz! then we went to my house and went swimming. it was super cold so we ran up stairs and got ricos shorts(not swimming kind) and a blanket. then we went dwon stairs to wait for his dad and me and rico cuddled cuz it was cold. then his dad came and me and sarah ran up stairs and watched spice girls once again..then we woke up and had to go to early church..and we picked rico up..then me brooke and my daddy went to kruville to see my family. it was so boring..all we did is sat and talked..it was awkward..well..now im home...

so i had a choir constert tongith..and i asked rico to go..he told me he probably couldnt..but i was super sad when he didnt..now im all sad and crap...yay im not leaving town until sudnay :D:D:D yay! then i get to skip school mondya and sleep hekc yes

weel tongiht was one of those church nights when you cry..and i mean alot! i cried and cried and cried about alot of things..rico came and prayed over me while i was crying and praying..he prayed in african! it was os cool! then i went and prayed with tonya and jeselle in the bathroom of all places! but there so awesome..then i came back out to pray and rico came and huged me while i prayed and cried...and time seemed to stop totally..i love him soooooooooooooo much! i thank god for him everyday..

My sister and dad are fighting...here's the story..
My sister got home from school..she assummed my dad would let her use his truck to take her friends out to a game..he got mad and said no..so me adn my dad ended up going out to eat..we just got there not even out of the truck yet and my ssister calls saying that shes gonna go to Heb with her friends..my dad asked why she said cuz she couldnt drive..and she ended up hanging up and sayig f u twice. then my dad got pissed and we turned around and didnt get to eat at all..tehn we got home and theyre fightign..but my dad just told her that she can take the truck to the game after he gets me something to eat..this was a stupid pointless fight...gosh..idioit family..im hungry :(

he knows what im gonna say allllllll the time!!!!

rico called me sweetY^.^ he's so cute :D :D :D <3

gosh me and rico think too much alike its weird...lol but cool...lol :D :D:D :D i <3 rico with all my heart :P :P:P :P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P!

you know when you have the certian person who thinks the exact same thing you are at the same time..and you say it..well..me and rico have been doing it alllllllllllllllllllll night..we think alike so mcuh its starting to scare me..lol <3

so today was when we get our machanical babies for school..and i got a girll..but they were no more white ones...so i got a black one! allison did too! lol here's part of our conversation:
Blaire lol yeha i adopted from africa
Alli :D Like rico!
Blaire: lol he's from africa..but he's not black!
my babies both :P
Blaire :-P