[Aimée-Anthráx]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-12-17
Written: (6550 days ago)

"When it comes time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the
fear of death, so when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more
time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song,
and die like a hero going home."
(Chief Aupumut (1725), Mohican.)
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Written about Sunday 2006-12-03
Written: (6564 days ago)

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

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Written about Sunday 2006-09-03
Written: (6655 days ago)

EVEN MORE EViLER THAN SKELiTORRR!!™

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Written about Monday 2006-04-03
Written: (6808 days ago)

Mr.perfect would say yes.. If I cried, Would you still hold me? If I jumped, Would you still catch me? If I cut, Would you still stop me? If I left, Would you still follow me? If I shot, Would you still calm me? If I killed, Would you still protect me? If I lied, Would you still believe me? If I betrayed, Would you still trust me? If I lusted, Would you still touch me? If I cried, Would you still hold me? If I died, [Would you come with me...?]


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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-22
Written: (6820 days ago)

Dear Boy...
My
Heart
Melted Today,
When I Heard you Call Her

Beautiful.


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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-22
Written: (6820 days ago)


I'll draw you a picture,
I'll draw it with a twist,
I'll draw it with a razorblade,
on my .w.r.i.s.t.
And if you draw it correctly,
a fountain will appear,
to wash away my sorrows,
to chase away my fears.


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Written about Monday 2006-03-20
Written: (6822 days ago)


From Here To Eternity,
I'm Asking You To Share Your Life With Me
Now And Forever I Guarantee
I'll Always Stay By Your Side
I Promise My Love To You
I'm Willing And Able And Ready To
Whatever You Need I Am Here For You
And I'll Always Be..
From Here To Eternity.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-08
Written: (6833 days ago)

So slice open my veins and let the [.RomancE.] bleed away..

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Written about Sunday 2006-03-05
Written: (6837 days ago)


[]♪-It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself..

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