Hey yall well we baried my grandfather yesterday, I didn't cry. Im really proud at myself because I saw the body, went to the funeral, and entered a grave yard. All the things that Im afraid of when these kind of things happen. Any way Im going home tomarrow. Ill write when I get there.

hey yall,well Im not doing that good, my grandfather just died, hey hears a question, is it wrong for me to not cry when I got the news? Let me know. I think today is the day that Im going to write a poem, now this is off the top of my head but ok.
Last breath
raspy
and deep.
the end of my living dream.
heres reality
like a slap on the face.
No waking up
from this fate.
In
then
Out.
My Last breath

So yes this is my first entry, but I have been busy. By the way if any of U know a ashly Lombardo please tell me her name. any who so as U all know I live in Tucson, its hot most of the time but god right now its freezing. at least to me. I have a dream of moving to California were its hot all the time and I don't have to be cold. A wastelist dream but oh well. I should put one of my poems on but right now I feel like a lazy ass. So have fun in the real world, ill just stay in mine. E ME LOVE ME. Akilah.