To explain my mood a bit. I called my mom to pick me up from school, I was that affected by this.
We had an assembly today. Now, usually they are extremely boring, so I just work on my school work/story during them. Not this one.
A little background info. April 20, 1999, Rachel Joy Scott was the first killed in the Columbine school shooting. Her brother, Craig came to my school today to talk to us about Rachel's Challenge.
This challenge... challenges the schools of America to band together to get rid of clicks, racism, ect. Just to create a chain of kindness. The challenge has 5 steps. The fifth one was what got me. He asked us to close our eyes and think of five people closest to us, and to go home and tell them you love them. I can't do that with two of mine. I can't go up to Jessy and tell him I love him because hes not here. My second one is dead.
I am not much of a sobber, but I was litterally sobbing during the whole thing (except when Craig did his dances... that was funny. Especially when he started dancing with my principal.)
I know a lot of you on here don't know of my past. I was one of the kids that was always teased, whether it was for the way I looked, or for some other stupid reason. No matter what people did to me, I would always smile, and still forgive them. Hell, if they needed help, I'd be the first volenteer to help.
This year has been different. I haven't been as helpful and loving as I used to be, and I realised it was because of Warren. This assembly made me realise how much I have changed, and certainly not for the better.
I want to be who I was before, not who I am now. I want to be the girl who helps anyone who asks for it. I want to be kind, caring, and understanding. And I will be.
I SUPPORT RACHEL'S CHALLENGE WITH EVERYTHING I AM! I will see that it takes effect in my school, and I will do my best to apply the challenge to my own life.
Hahaha omg Wanna see how retarded me and my friends were last year (Sophmore year)? Message me on MSN, AIM or Yahoo, and I'll send you the video my friend Zach made!!
MSN: tsomethewolf@h
AIM: XxTsomexX@aim.
Yahoo: meganlovesanim
I garentee a good fucking laugh!!
This survey gets a little personal; are you still going to take it?
Yup :3 Might as well.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yup.
Are you single/taken/
Taken <3
What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd ask if you were blind.
Ever been told "it's not you, it's me?"
Yes, unfortunately >.>
Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
Yes :'(
Do you want to be single?
HELL NO!
When was the last time you used a walkie talkie?
Tell you the truth: never.
Do you like to take walks?
Always. Raining or not. As long as someone is with me of course.
Whose birthday is coming up?
Hmmm.... makin me think.... my aunts?
Do you have feelings for anyone?
Yes.
Have you pretended to like somebody to 'keep the peace' before?
Nope. If I don't like you, I'm gonna let you know <3
Think back five months ago, were you single?
No.
How do you feel right now?
Happy :3
What would you name your future daughter?
Hmmm... Elacia?
What would you name your future son?
Joshua? IDK lol
Think of the last person who said "I love you" that wasn't family, do you think they meant it?
I hope so <3
Do you think you'll be a good parent when your older?
Yes.
Ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Hell no.
Have you ever had stitches?
Yeah
Do you like the rain?
YES!
Do you think someone is thinking of you?
Yeah, more than likely lol
Have you ever taken anyone or anything for granted?
yes, and ill never do it again.
Were you single on your last birthday?
no.
Who was the last person you took a nap with?
Myself XD
What's bugging you?
I have a song stuck in my head!!
Do you get stressed out easily?
Yes...
What is wrong with you right now?
I have a bruise the size of an apple :D
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yeah
Are you someone who worries too often?
Yes.
Are you happy right now?
Absolutely :D
Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed
Do you want to get married?
Someday...
RULES;
001. Put your music player on shuffle.
002. For each question press the 'next' button to get your answer.
003. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS !
If someone says 'Is that okay' you say;
Decode- Paramore
______________
What would best describe your personality;
Say It Right- Nelly Furtado
______________
What do you like in a guy or girl;
Circle- Paramore
______________
How do you feel today;
Bohemian Rhapsody- Queen
______________
What is your life's purpose;
Enjoy The Silence- Depoche Mode
______________
What is your motto;
Edge of Seventeen- Stevie Nicks
______________
What do your friends think of you;
Feel Good Inc.- Gorillaz
______________
What do you think of often;
My Sacrifice- Creed
______________
What do you think of your best friend;
Decoy- Paramore (omg thats harsh)
______________
What do you think of the person you like;
Yellow Cat (slash) Red Cat- Say Anything
______________
What is your life story;
Missing- Evanescence
______________
What do you want to be when you grow up;
Glamorous- Fergie
______________
What do you think when you see the person you like;
Crash and Burn- Savage Garden
______________
What do your parents think of you;
I Believe- Daimond Rio
______________
How will you feel at your funeral;
ABC- Jackson 5
______________
What will they play at your wedding;
CrushCrushCrus
______________
What is your hobby or interest;
Carol of the Bells- Trans-Siberian Orchestra
______________
What is your biggest fear;
The Reason- Hoobastank
______________
What is your biggest secret;
Knockin' On Heaven's Door- Guns & Roses
______________
What do you think of your friends;
I Want You- Savage Garden
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle/Random
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
Opening Credits:------
Waking Up:-----------
First Day At School: -------- All Around Me- Flyleaf
Falling In Love: ------------- Numa Numa- OZone
Breaking Up:-----------
Prom:---------
Life's OK:-----------
Breakdown:----
Driving:------
Flashback:----
Getting Back Together:----- Holiday- Green Day
Wedding:------
Sex Scene:--------
Birth of Child:--------
Final Battle:-------
Death Scene:--------
Funeral Song:---------
Dance Sequence:-----
End Credits:------
I love doing these things XD
(x) = things ive never done
(_) =things ive done
I NEVER
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(_) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(X) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(_) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(_) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(_) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(_) I NEVER HAVE RECIEVED ORAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE GIVEN ORAL SEX
(X) I NEVER TOLD SOMEONE I LOVED THEM JUST TO MAKE ME OR THEM FEEL BETTER OR LIED ABOUT LOVEING SOMEONE PERIOD
(X) I NEVER EGGED A RANDOM CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY
(x) I NEVER BEEN IN THE BACKSEAT OF A POLICE CAR
(X) I NEVER EGGED A RANDOM HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN EXPELLED/SUSPE
(X) I NEVER CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRL
Read my short story: The Hamilton House
It is fully complete, and all fixed up, so please read it and tell me how it is! (Note: I wrote this last year... my writing skills have somewhat improved when it comes to repetition and such...)
1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Megan
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name plus izzle)
Megizzle
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav. color & fav. animal)
Green Cockatiel
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name & current street)
Caron Filmore
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name & first 3 letters of dad's name)
Hinmekev
6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color & favorite drink)
Black Mountain Dew
7. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name & last letter of your moms middle name)
Eninga
8. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name)
Ann
9. GOTH NAME: (3rd favorite color, and the name of one your pets)
Blue Ducky
Im not in the mood to rp right now guys... I'm worried about Warren, my boyfriend. He couldn't get a ride home, so he decides to WALK. I'm worried, and I pray to God he makes it home safe. I'm just a ball of nerves right now, and I don't want it to reflect in the rps, so yeah, just not tonight...
On a brighter nore, I got a new bird! His name is Ducky, and hes sooo cute!
NOTE: Okay, I found out Warren got home safe, so im okay now. But im goin to bed... my nerves tired me out...
OAO
Omg... I am watching Encore (the movie station on the tv) and omfg!! I look up from typing my story and all I see is a bunch of men dressing in women's clothes and putting on make up... VERY DISTURBING FOR A TEEN!! Especially when its only 9:45 in the morning!!
Edit: The movie name is: To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything, Julie Newmar...
I will never look at Patrick Swayze and Wesley Snipes the same again!!!!!
EditEdit: http://en.wiki
They even have... Robbin Williams... as a gay guy... omg...
(Note: I am not racist or anything... this just really disturbed me....)
Y'know... I've been on Elftown for 3 years now... and I know it in and out pratically... I have a new poll up, so please vote: Should I join the ELFTOWN CREW?
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Life Lessons has an update: Chapter 0 (or more commonly known as the prelude) and Chapter 1 are up and complete. I am working on Chapter 2... I love comments, so please leave some on the wikipage
Also, the ART CHALLENGE is still up and running, so please enter!! :D I'm making it so there is a different pic for each character (6 different characters means 6 different artists...) I already have 2 :D Images that don't make it will be put on the art page, Note: All credit will go to the artists.
All you need to do is message me, and I'll either give you each description at a time (like I give you the first one, you draw it, then I give you the second one) or I can just give them to you all at once...
My artist friends...
I have a challenge for you. I have 6 characters that need to be drawn seperately... for my story Life Lessons. No matter how I draw them, they aren't coming out right. I would really appreciate this. The ones I like the best will be used for their character biographies, the others that do not make it will be put on the fanpage. (ALL CREDIT WILL GO TO THE ARTIST!! I WILL MAKE SURE YOU GET YOUR CREDIT!!)
Woohoo! I stumbled upon an old story, so I'm gonna restart it :P change a few things and stuff. Please take a look and read it (of course, once I get stuff up...) Life Lessons
I'm currently working on character biographies...
A shell of what I once was
Something I dont want to be.
The pain creeps and tears me away
as if I cant see.
I try so hard and all I get is pain
I fall and fall and theres no one to blame
but myself for not trying hard enough
to blast it all away.
It hurts me everyday
to see you suffering
I cant come up with anything to say
To try and stop it.
I cant replace what you have lost
and it kills me inside to admit it
ill never be able to take it away
and that makes me feel lower than shit
What else is there that I can say
to try and make this pain go away?
I'm sorry never cuts it
I'm sorry is all I can say
I don't want to hurt you anymore
Put your blame, and shame on me
For I want to be there...
As a hollow, empty shell of what I once was.
So you can put your pain on me,
just put it all on me
Sorry if I am not my chipper self... I'm just worried about my mom. She has to get some kind of scan done, then needs to go to a neurologist to get a cyst on her head checked... if the tests come back negative, which I actually pray to God not... she has to get tested for Systemic lupus erythematosus or commonly known as "lupus"
This scares me... my aunt died of it...
http://www.hol
XD OMG MY FRIEND PJ IS SUCH A SPAZ!! XXD
Hes at the end of the video (the interview) if you wanna know what I'm laughing about :P (I'm from North, of course :P)
Want a chance to see me on TV?! XD well, not offical TV, that I know of at least.
Go to http://www.hol
So excited!! I'm hoping to get some kind of job at the studio :D