Okay... Wish me some luck here guys. I went to the doctors today to find out if I pulled a muscle in my neck when I fell, which I did, but they found something else. They said that I have a mass in my throat, near my thyroid. They had me go get blood drawn and stuff. If its not my thyroid, its something else, something bad. I'll have to get an MRI or a CatScan if the test comes back negative. So please, pray for me, because to tell you the truth, I've never been more scared in my life.
Wow.... I just found out something interesting. Not only am I going to my uncle's wedding (see older diaries for more info on that)... I'M GONNA BE IN IT... as a swordholder, which I am guessing is like holding the ring? I'm not 100% sure, but its important....
Stolen from Knighty <3 lol
Centaur:
[X] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[X] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[X] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[X] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[X] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[X] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[ ] You are possessive and territorial.
Total:6 of 10
Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[X] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[X] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 3 of 10
Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[ ] You are very shy.... (at first)
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 4 of 10
Gnome/Dwarf:
[X] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[ ] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 6 of 10
Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looki
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[ ] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 6 of 10
Mermaid:
[ ] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[x] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 6 of 10
Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[ ] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you. (to be more specific, needles.. *shudders*)
Total: 7 of 10
Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair
[ ] The ability to shape shift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[ ] You like to be alone.
[] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 5 of 10
Wizard/Witch:
[] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[x] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[x] You are a nature lover.
[x] You have a strong sense of responsibility
[ ] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[x] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total: 8 of 10
Zombie:
[ ] You are pale.
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[ ] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[ ] Most of the time you or a part of you is cold.
[x] You love to eat meat.
[ ] You would resort to cannibalism if that was the only source of food.
[] You make grunts and moans a lot.
[x You enjoy learning about psychology because you study the brain.
[ ] You usually walk slowly.
[] You are not afraid of seeing a lot of blood or getting a lot of blood on yourself.
Total: 3 of 10
Satyr/Faun:
[x] You are very passionate about the things you like.
[] You like to get drunk and dance.
[x] You're very amorous.
[x] You like art and music.
[x] You enjoy feasting with friends.
[x] You love nature, but more for the animals then the trees and plants.
[x] You like getting rowdy and having a good time.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[x] You love the chase almost as much as the capture.
[ ] You wish you had horns.
Total: 8 of 10
HAHAHA! Did you know Kermit the Frog died?
Yeah.
He went down on Ms. Piggy and caught the Swine Flu.
Won't be on till about 6 my time... going dress shopping.... ugh.
UUUUUGH!!!
I hate nice days. Most of the time I'm stuck inside, usually either because I don't have anyone to hang out with (and my mom wont let me take a walk alone) or because I have to drive somewhere, and I can't get a ride. It just makes me feel cooped up and actually really sad.
Can't wait till November to when I can drive myself whereever the hell I want.
stolen from [Iruvielle] :P and [~*Crimson Rose*~]
Opening Credits: She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5
Waking up: Fly- Hilary Duff
Average day: Simple and Clean- Utada Hikaru
First date: Touch The Sky- Kanye West
Falling in love: Break the Ice- Brittany Spears
Love scene: Fairytales and Sandcastles- Lifehouse
Fight scene: Alive with the Glory of Love- Say Anything
Breaking up: Enjoy the Silence- Depeche Mode
Getting back together: Diggin' Up Bones- Randy Travis
Secret love: Won't Get Fooled Again- The Who
Life's okay: Clumsy- Fergie
Mental breakdown: Funny Farm- Dr. Demento
Driving: Panama- Van Halen
Learning a lesson: Priest- Stephen Lynch (XD)
Deep thought: Luxurious- Gwen Stefani
Flashback: Iron Man- Black Sabbeth
Partying: Simple Kind of Life- No Doubt
Happy dance: Nine in the Afternoon- Panic! At The Disco
Regretting: Black Balloon- Goo Goo Dolls
Long night alone: Switch- Will Smith
Death scene: The Kill- 30 Seconds to Mars
Closing credits: Slide- Goo Goo Dolls
To explain my mood a bit. I called my mom to pick me up from school, I was that affected by this.
We had an assembly today. Now, usually they are extremely boring, so I just work on my school work/story during them. Not this one.
A little background info. April 20, 1999, Rachel Joy Scott was the first killed in the Columbine school shooting. Her brother, Craig came to my school today to talk to us about Rachel's Challenge.
This challenge... challenges the schools of America to band together to get rid of clicks, racism, ect. Just to create a chain of kindness. The challenge has 5 steps. The fifth one was what got me. He asked us to close our eyes and think of five people closest to us, and to go home and tell them you love them. I can't do that with two of mine. I can't go up to Jessy and tell him I love him because hes not here. My second one is dead.
I am not much of a sobber, but I was litterally sobbing during the whole thing (except when Craig did his dances... that was funny. Especially when he started dancing with my principal.)
I know a lot of you on here don't know of my past. I was one of the kids that was always teased, whether it was for the way I looked, or for some other stupid reason. No matter what people did to me, I would always smile, and still forgive them. Hell, if they needed help, I'd be the first volenteer to help.
This year has been different. I haven't been as helpful and loving as I used to be, and I realised it was because of Warren. This assembly made me realise how much I have changed, and certainly not for the better.
I want to be who I was before, not who I am now. I want to be the girl who helps anyone who asks for it. I want to be kind, caring, and understanding. And I will be.
I SUPPORT RACHEL'S CHALLENGE WITH EVERYTHING I AM! I will see that it takes effect in my school, and I will do my best to apply the challenge to my own life.
Hahaha omg Wanna see how retarded me and my friends were last year (Sophmore year)? Message me on MSN, AIM or Yahoo, and I'll send you the video my friend Zach made!!
MSN: tsomethewolf@h
AIM: XxTsomexX@aim.
Yahoo: meganlovesanim
I garentee a good fucking laugh!!
This survey gets a little personal; are you still going to take it?
Yup :3 Might as well.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yup.
Are you single/taken/
Taken <3
What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd ask if you were blind.
Ever been told "it's not you, it's me?"
Yes, unfortunately >.>
Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
Yes :'(
Do you want to be single?
HELL NO!
When was the last time you used a walkie talkie?
Tell you the truth: never.
Do you like to take walks?
Always. Raining or not. As long as someone is with me of course.
Whose birthday is coming up?
Hmmm.... makin me think.... my aunts?
Do you have feelings for anyone?
Yes.
Have you pretended to like somebody to 'keep the peace' before?
Nope. If I don't like you, I'm gonna let you know <3
Think back five months ago, were you single?
No.
How do you feel right now?
Happy :3
What would you name your future daughter?
Hmmm... Elacia?
What would you name your future son?
Joshua? IDK lol
Think of the last person who said "I love you" that wasn't family, do you think they meant it?
I hope so <3
Do you think you'll be a good parent when your older?
Yes.
Ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Hell no.
Have you ever had stitches?
Yeah
Do you like the rain?
YES!
Do you think someone is thinking of you?
Yeah, more than likely lol
Have you ever taken anyone or anything for granted?
yes, and ill never do it again.
Were you single on your last birthday?
no.
Who was the last person you took a nap with?
Myself XD
What's bugging you?
I have a song stuck in my head!!
Do you get stressed out easily?
Yes...
What is wrong with you right now?
I have a bruise the size of an apple :D
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yeah
Are you someone who worries too often?
Yes.
Are you happy right now?
Absolutely :D
Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed
Do you want to get married?
Someday...
RULES;
001. Put your music player on shuffle.
002. For each question press the 'next' button to get your answer.
003. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS !
If someone says 'Is that okay' you say;
Decode- Paramore
______________
What would best describe your personality;
Say It Right- Nelly Furtado
______________
What do you like in a guy or girl;
Circle- Paramore
______________
How do you feel today;
Bohemian Rhapsody- Queen
______________
What is your life's purpose;
Enjoy The Silence- Depoche Mode
______________
What is your motto;
Edge of Seventeen- Stevie Nicks
______________
What do your friends think of you;
Feel Good Inc.- Gorillaz
______________
What do you think of often;
My Sacrifice- Creed
______________
What do you think of your best friend;
Decoy- Paramore (omg thats harsh)
______________
What do you think of the person you like;
Yellow Cat (slash) Red Cat- Say Anything
______________
What is your life story;
Missing- Evanescence
______________
What do you want to be when you grow up;
Glamorous- Fergie
______________
What do you think when you see the person you like;
Crash and Burn- Savage Garden
______________
What do your parents think of you;
I Believe- Daimond Rio
______________
How will you feel at your funeral;
ABC- Jackson 5
______________
What will they play at your wedding;
CrushCrushCrus
______________
What is your hobby or interest;
Carol of the Bells- Trans-Siberian Orchestra
______________
What is your biggest fear;
The Reason- Hoobastank
______________
What is your biggest secret;
Knockin' On Heaven's Door- Guns & Roses
______________
What do you think of your friends;
I Want You- Savage Garden
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle/Random
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
Opening Credits:------
Waking Up:-----------
First Day At School: -------- All Around Me- Flyleaf
Falling In Love: ------------- Numa Numa- OZone
Breaking Up:-----------
Prom:---------
Life's OK:-----------
Breakdown:----
Driving:------
Flashback:----
Getting Back Together:----- Holiday- Green Day
Wedding:------
Sex Scene:--------
Birth of Child:--------
Final Battle:-------
Death Scene:--------
Funeral Song:---------
Dance Sequence:-----
End Credits:------
I love doing these things XD
(x) = things ive never done
(_) =things ive done
I NEVER
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(_) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(X) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(_) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(_) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(_) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(_) I NEVER HAVE RECIEVED ORAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE GIVEN ORAL SEX
(X) I NEVER TOLD SOMEONE I LOVED THEM JUST TO MAKE ME OR THEM FEEL BETTER OR LIED ABOUT LOVEING SOMEONE PERIOD
(X) I NEVER EGGED A RANDOM CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY
(x) I NEVER BEEN IN THE BACKSEAT OF A POLICE CAR
(X) I NEVER EGGED A RANDOM HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN EXPELLED/SUSPE
(X) I NEVER CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRL
Read my short story: The Hamilton House
It is fully complete, and all fixed up, so please read it and tell me how it is! (Note: I wrote this last year... my writing skills have somewhat improved when it comes to repetition and such...)
1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Megan
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name plus izzle)
Megizzle
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav. color & fav. animal)
Green Cockatiel
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name & current street)
Caron Filmore
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name & first 3 letters of dad's name)
Hinmekev
6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color & favorite drink)
Black Mountain Dew
7. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name & last letter of your moms middle name)
Eninga
8. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name)
Ann
9. GOTH NAME: (3rd favorite color, and the name of one your pets)
Blue Ducky
Im not in the mood to rp right now guys... I'm worried about Warren, my boyfriend. He couldn't get a ride home, so he decides to WALK. I'm worried, and I pray to God he makes it home safe. I'm just a ball of nerves right now, and I don't want it to reflect in the rps, so yeah, just not tonight...
On a brighter nore, I got a new bird! His name is Ducky, and hes sooo cute!
NOTE: Okay, I found out Warren got home safe, so im okay now. But im goin to bed... my nerves tired me out...