nope... not over it.... relationship: not gonna work.

Okay.... have a boyfriend, but I'm not 100% sure on this... I'm gonna try to give it two weeks... but if I still don't feel right, I'm going to break it off... Blargh.... just need to tell him he's moving too fast... already kissed me and it hasn't even been an hour... not a good start....

Again, fuck men. Ugh, whatever. He canceled out on me. But hey... i'm more concerned with the ball I just took to the face... my nose and the right side of my face are so gonna be bruised tomorrow... damn fucking handball... i just wanna go home and sleep.

<3 hell yeah, H-block XD the most retarded (RETARDED I SAY) thing ever!!!!!!! WEeeeeeee I'm so damn hyper right now haha this is fantastic :) My friend is coming over today, and there is a possibility that we'll go out... who knows, but I hope so cause he's a really nice guy (and he's cute to boot :D)

Gonna be pretty sweet <3

At this point, I'm done with relationships. I can't take this bull anymore. I'm not over it, at all... but I guess you are. I don't know what to do anymore, so I am legit going to do nothing. Whatever. So what if I'm hurt? I don't give a shit, and no one else should either. Fuck it all. For real. I'm done.

Eeeh, he has a girlfriend *shrugs* oh well :)

omg omg omg omg omg

*non stop laughing*

Why do I like him...?

Ugh... an age old crush has come flooding back into my life... and it sucks. I had gotten rid of it for a while, but now that I have a class with him, it's back. I really like him. I'm in like with him, maybe even in love. It will never happen. Not only is he waaaay too good for me, but also, we're from two different social classes. There is no way he'd like a girl like me... I guess I can live in fantasy for a while, up until graduation... who knows? Maybe I'll get lucky? (not in the perverted way, assholes :) lol)

Anyhow... writing my feelings down, making it into a story... "The Confessions of a Love Sick Puppy"... look for a wiki soon. Love you all :) <3

Working after school today, tomorrow, and Thursday, so I won't be on long. Love you all <3
P.S. Things with me are going okay... I cried out the last of my sorrow last night, and I think I am ready to move on. In fact, I know I am. Things are good. :)

I'm taking Josh and Tristan([Blue Army54], a girl) to Senior Dinner Dance, and if I have a boyfriend by then, then I will bring him too, but I want a huge group to go. I found the cutest dress ever!! I'm so excited :)

Stole a ring from my friend Eric, haha it is made from guitar strings, (he's gonna teach me how to paly, awesome!!) :D

So yeah. Things are fantastical, though I kind of wanna smack David cause he keeps poking me haha but it's all good, he's a cool guy.

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/LillyFall925/516630/

New story by both me and [Blue Army54] :) Please read and review... there will be more to come by us... totally!! :)

Alright :) Starting today, I am going on a diet. Checked my weight for the first time in forever, and let me tell you, the scale is totally not my friend anymore. So I have a goal of losing about 40 lbs, no time limit really, but i'd like to shrink my stomach a bit before Senior dinner dance comes along June 1st. Also, I want to be altogether healthy. Hey! Wish me luck haha

I have also taken the liberty to start making a "to do" list every morning now.

I don't know... hopefully this change is for the good of everyone?

Be right back, going to the store. Don't log off dani.

Wow, inspiration to write two stories? This is awesome. (One I've been working out details, which is a pain, and the other I just dreamt of last night...) So hell yeah. Look ahead for some story shit guys. Hopefully.

Wow... just wow... I don't even know what to think right now.... I'm crying a bit... but I have to move on. I have to be there for people who need me. Jessy, if you ever do need to talk to me, please feel free, and don't feel like you have to ignore me or anything. I do still want to be friends with you, since you are probably the best boyfriend I ever had.

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Okay, so Percy jackson and the Lightning Theif: BEST MOVIE EVER!!!!! :D I loved it!! Haha the gods were hot, especially Poseidon and Zeus <3

So go see it in a theater near you <3

I have to go to the emergency/walk in clinic... for my knee... it keeps getting worse :(

I'm not gonna bother doing things for people anymore... it's always either underappreciated, or thrown back in my face. Fuck that shit.

As for everything else... we lost today :( by like 20 points, so yeah... Hopefully saturday's game against South will be better... still need that damn group picture of all the seniors on the team. (Basketball, incase no body knew)

So yeah... sick with a head cold makes me bitchy... plus my useless knee being a gimp, as usual. UGH!

Basketball gaaaame <3 Gonna try to get some mad good action shots out of this :D

Seriously...? Only at Plymouth North (my school), will Raccoons fall from the ceiling and over run the school...

<3 Digital Photography class right now. Be home soon <3