Was in a good mood, not so much anymore. I seriously am tired of being played with like a fucking puppet. It's getting seriously old.

I've accomplished something today: I'm over him. Today was supposed to be our one year, and I just remembered 20 minutes ago. I haven't cried, nor do I even want to. This means I am 100% ready to move on... now just to find the right guy. Happy not so 1 year Jessy, too bad we didn't make it. I will survive, I will survive, oh as long as I know how to love I know I'm still alive! I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give I will survive, I will survive, HEY HEY! :D (sorry, thought it was necessary.)

Getting new pictures up soon <3

The sooner people realise that I never lie, the better and less surprised they'll be when I actually say stuff to their face. This chick in my gym class messaged me asking if I said shit about her in gym, and I told her the truth. Yes. I'm tired of her bitching and screaming over the littlest things, when she can just sit there and keep her mouth shut. I can't stand obnoxious people like that, it irritates the fuck out of me. The only loud person I am used to is Hillary, and she's like my sister so it's okay. Hell, I even get irritated with her sometimes, but it's okay, she usually just tells me to shut the fuck up.

Obviously if I have a problem with you, you'll know about it. Simple as that. I don't beat around the bush, because there is no point.

Today made me realise: People are stupid, and always will be stupid. It's something you just can't fix.

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Gonna take a shower to get ready for the rave at my school tonight <3 Unfortunately I didn't get into Pretty Day to perform, but whatever, just goes to show how much my school SUCKS. Whatever, I'm so done with the drama and shit.

Weee happy saint patty's day!!!! :D You better be wearing your green today.

Dude I am so tired :( it sucks! Can't wait till after school though, having a girl day with mom hill and tanya.

Dressed like a slutty school girl today... spirit week... awesome.

Uhm... gotta stop home before I go to work from 3-5 today. Yay? I forgot everything at home!!!! :(

nope... not over it.... relationship: not gonna work.

Okay.... have a boyfriend, but I'm not 100% sure on this... I'm gonna try to give it two weeks... but if I still don't feel right, I'm going to break it off... Blargh.... just need to tell him he's moving too fast... already kissed me and it hasn't even been an hour... not a good start....

Again, fuck men. Ugh, whatever. He canceled out on me. But hey... i'm more concerned with the ball I just took to the face... my nose and the right side of my face are so gonna be bruised tomorrow... damn fucking handball... i just wanna go home and sleep.

<3 hell yeah, H-block XD the most retarded (RETARDED I SAY) thing ever!!!!!!! WEeeeeeee I'm so damn hyper right now haha this is fantastic :) My friend is coming over today, and there is a possibility that we'll go out... who knows, but I hope so cause he's a really nice guy (and he's cute to boot :D)

Gonna be pretty sweet <3

At this point, I'm done with relationships. I can't take this bull anymore. I'm not over it, at all... but I guess you are. I don't know what to do anymore, so I am legit going to do nothing. Whatever. So what if I'm hurt? I don't give a shit, and no one else should either. Fuck it all. For real. I'm done.

Eeeh, he has a girlfriend *shrugs* oh well :)

omg omg omg omg omg

*non stop laughing*

Why do I like him...?

Ugh... an age old crush has come flooding back into my life... and it sucks. I had gotten rid of it for a while, but now that I have a class with him, it's back. I really like him. I'm in like with him, maybe even in love. It will never happen. Not only is he waaaay too good for me, but also, we're from two different social classes. There is no way he'd like a girl like me... I guess I can live in fantasy for a while, up until graduation... who knows? Maybe I'll get lucky? (not in the perverted way, assholes :) lol)

Anyhow... writing my feelings down, making it into a story... "The Confessions of a Love Sick Puppy"... look for a wiki soon. Love you all :) <3

Working after school today, tomorrow, and Thursday, so I won't be on long. Love you all <3
P.S. Things with me are going okay... I cried out the last of my sorrow last night, and I think I am ready to move on. In fact, I know I am. Things are good. :)

I'm taking Josh and Tristan([Blue Army54], a girl) to Senior Dinner Dance, and if I have a boyfriend by then, then I will bring him too, but I want a huge group to go. I found the cutest dress ever!! I'm so excited :)

Stole a ring from my friend Eric, haha it is made from guitar strings, (he's gonna teach me how to paly, awesome!!) :D

So yeah. Things are fantastical, though I kind of wanna smack David cause he keeps poking me haha but it's all good, he's a cool guy.

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/LillyFall925/516630/

New story by both me and [Blue Army54] :) Please read and review... there will be more to come by us... totally!! :)

Alright :) Starting today, I am going on a diet. Checked my weight for the first time in forever, and let me tell you, the scale is totally not my friend anymore. So I have a goal of losing about 40 lbs, no time limit really, but i'd like to shrink my stomach a bit before Senior dinner dance comes along June 1st. Also, I want to be altogether healthy. Hey! Wish me luck haha

I have also taken the liberty to start making a "to do" list every morning now.

I don't know... hopefully this change is for the good of everyone?

Be right back, going to the store. Don't log off dani.