UGHHHH. Of course it's a beautiful day out, but my mom being so overprotective won't let me go alone. Of fucking course, no one can go with me. Hill is at work, Steff doesn't answer her phone, and Dani has a doctor's appointment. So as usual, I'm fucking STUCK INSIDE. FML.
Grrrr damn you Kathy... you've gotten me into Glee.....
Well, it's officially vacation my friends!! :D Gonna try to get/take a bunch of pictures this vacation. I need more pictures of myself, no matter how horrible they look. All my trials and errors will be posted up this time, I don't care anymore :P
Now... plans for after highschool... I think I've figured them out. I'm going to work a little, to earn the money for classes, then I'm going to take cosmotology and photography classes, so I can A) know how to style hair and make-up and B) so I can take photos for people. I know it will be hard, but I'm up for the challenge. Seeing that I'm 18, and most people live up to 75-80, I see it as I have a lot of years left to complete my dream. Nothing will get in my way, I won't allow it.
As for highschool, I'm ready to move on. It's going to be hard... this is technically my last vacation, but you know, it's okay. I know when I'm older, I'll be able to look back at what I've done, pat myself on the back, and say "Well done Megan, you earned it." and then smile one of my huge, stupid smiles.
On another note: OMG!!!!! Clash of the Titans was fucking AWESOOOOOMEE!!
Thanks for tuning in, I haven't written one this long in a while. Peace! <3
I see myself in a dream.
In a world I could never believe.
You're here with me, by my side.
Everything right, nothing to hide.
I look up to the sky and feel
something that no one could ever steal.
I'm happy, something brand new,
something that I never really knew.
But when I wake, it all goes
and I have to wake up and face my woes.
I will never touch this dream,
almost bursting out the seams.
I wake to a world so blind
Always looking for something I can never find.
Ask me anything http://formspr
Ask me a question :D
Im tired, gonna go to bed soon. I'm going to dream a peaceful dream. Still waiting for Prince Charming to show up. I thought I caught one but he can't seem to make up his mind, and I can't wait forever... so yeah. Hopefully he'll make up his mind before someone else takes and steals my heart.
Awwww man I got fired DX This sucks, but it's their loss <3
Watching a movie with Dani, then going to bed. Gotta get up at 6 in the morning to help her with her make up and stuff, then heading to work (working from 8 to whenever I finish with laundry)
A song to describe how I feel right now :)
David Archuletta: Crush
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know
[chorus:]
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be?
Where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging,
Spending time, girl, are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this
Into something that'll last
Last forever
Forever
[chorus]
Why do I keep running from the truth
(Why do I keep running)
All I ever think about is you
(All I ever think about)
You got me hypnotized
(Hypnotized)
So mesmerized
(mesmerized)
And I've just got to know
[chorus]
Going away
Going away
Hmmmm... as I keep clicking the random button, I realise something...
ELFTOWN IS FULL OF UBER AWESOME, COOL LOOKIN' PEOPLE!! :D:D:D:D:D
Lol sorry. Tired and happy? :P LA POISSON D'AVRIL!! (The fish of April.. have a happy one! Don't know if I spelt it right...)
Was in a good mood, not so much anymore. I seriously am tired of being played with like a fucking puppet. It's getting seriously old.
I've accomplished something today: I'm over him. Today was supposed to be our one year, and I just remembered 20 minutes ago. I haven't cried, nor do I even want to. This means I am 100% ready to move on... now just to find the right guy. Happy not so 1 year Jessy, too bad we didn't make it. I will survive, I will survive, oh as long as I know how to love I know I'm still alive! I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give I will survive, I will survive, HEY HEY! :D (sorry, thought it was necessary.)
Getting new pictures up soon <3
The sooner people realise that I never lie, the better and less surprised they'll be when I actually say stuff to their face. This chick in my gym class messaged me asking if I said shit about her in gym, and I told her the truth. Yes. I'm tired of her bitching and screaming over the littlest things, when she can just sit there and keep her mouth shut. I can't stand obnoxious people like that, it irritates the fuck out of me. The only loud person I am used to is Hillary, and she's like my sister so it's okay. Hell, I even get irritated with her sometimes, but it's okay, she usually just tells me to shut the fuck up.
Obviously if I have a problem with you, you'll know about it. Simple as that. I don't beat around the bush, because there is no point.
Today made me realise: People are stupid, and always will be stupid. It's something you just can't fix.
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Gonna take a shower to get ready for the rave at my school tonight <3 Unfortunately I didn't get into Pretty Day to perform, but whatever, just goes to show how much my school SUCKS. Whatever, I'm so done with the drama and shit.
Weee happy saint patty's day!!!! :D You better be wearing your green today.
Dude I am so tired :( it sucks! Can't wait till after school though, having a girl day with mom hill and tanya.
Dressed like a slutty school girl today... spirit week... awesome.
Uhm... gotta stop home before I go to work from 3-5 today. Yay? I forgot everything at home!!!! :(
nope... not over it.... relationship: not gonna work.
Okay.... have a boyfriend, but I'm not 100% sure on this... I'm gonna try to give it two weeks... but if I still don't feel right, I'm going to break it off... Blargh.... just need to tell him he's moving too fast... already kissed me and it hasn't even been an hour... not a good start....
Again, fuck men. Ugh, whatever. He canceled out on me. But hey... i'm more concerned with the ball I just took to the face... my nose and the right side of my face are so gonna be bruised tomorrow... damn fucking handball... i just wanna go home and sleep.