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Written about Thursday 2010-04-29
Written: (5323 days ago)
Next in thread: 1115526, 1115535

Working on my storryyyyyyyyy lol it's coming out great. You should all read it... (considering the prelude only has 2 views so far... and no reviews whatsoever. ) I'd appreciate the critisizm, and take it with dignity. I'm really working hard, getting all the kinks out. And damnit, I WILL FINISH THIS ONE!!!!!!!

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Written about Wednesday 2010-04-28
Written: (5324 days ago)

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/LillyFall925/539772/

A story I'm going to attempt to do myself. It's going swell so far, writing the first chapter and working on little sketches for the characters, so it's easier to describe them later.

Man.... the days have been going by so slow. But I'm not complaining. Yesterday was horrible, today is better. The idiot is back, but whatever, I'll deal with her and her stupidity. Life is pretty much swell. I'm actually enjoying being single, though I hope it doesn't last as long as it has for my aunt. I just find it harder... much more than I did before... he really hurt me, and it has made me a lot more closed off. Oh well... there's gotta be someone nearby that'll be good for me... but no more long distances...I can't do it.

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Written about Saturday 2010-04-24
Written: (5328 days ago)

"Give Me A Sign"

Dead star shine
Light up the sky
I'm all out of breath
My walls are closing in
Days go by
Give me a sign
Come back to the end
The shepherd of the damned

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever - and ever
the scars will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

Daylight dies
Blackout the sky
Does anyone care?
Is anybody there?
Take this life
Empty inside
I'm already dead
I'll rise to fall again

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever - and ever
the scars will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun
God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever - and ever
the scars will remain

Give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood
Just give me a sign
there's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood
Just give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood

Forever - and ever
The scars will remain

1114977  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-04-21
Written: (5331 days ago)

Yaaay :D Dani is over and we are going to the waterfront, then the beach to get some awesome photos :D I'm gonna jump in the water... that'll make for a funny profile pic. Love you all ♥

And for all my perverted friends on here: You'll get to see me wet XD lol

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Written about Wednesday 2010-04-21
Written: (5331 days ago)
Next in thread: 1114964

UGHHHH. Of course it's a beautiful day out, but my mom being so overprotective won't let me go alone. Of fucking course, no one can go with me. Hill is at work, Steff doesn't answer her phone, and Dani has a doctor's appointment. So as usual, I'm fucking STUCK INSIDE. FML.

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Written about Wednesday 2010-04-21
Written: (5331 days ago)

Grrrr damn you Kathy... you've gotten me into Glee.....

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Written about Saturday 2010-04-17
Written: (5335 days ago)

Well, it's officially vacation my friends!! :D Gonna try to get/take a bunch of pictures this vacation. I need more pictures of myself, no matter how horrible they look. All my trials and errors will be posted up this time, I don't care anymore :P

Now... plans for after highschool... I think I've figured them out. I'm going to work a little, to earn the money for classes, then I'm going to take cosmotology and photography classes, so I can A) know how to style hair and make-up and B) so I can take photos for people. I know it will be hard, but I'm up for the challenge. Seeing that I'm 18, and most people live up to 75-80, I see it as I have a lot of years left to complete my dream. Nothing will get in my way, I won't allow it.

As for highschool, I'm ready to move on. It's going to be hard... this is technically my last vacation, but you know, it's okay. I know when I'm older, I'll be able to look back at what I've done, pat myself on the back, and say "Well done Megan, you earned it." and then smile one of my huge, stupid smiles.


On another note: OMG!!!!! Clash of the Titans was fucking AWESOOOOOMEE!!!! :D :D :D I recognised a prop from the original that automatically made me laugh my ass off. Makes me wonder about the 2012 theory... what if the Gods are going to get their revenge on us? Could be plausible, when you look at all the crap that is supposed to happen. Don't you think? Take a look, you'll see.

Thanks for tuning in, I haven't written one this long in a while. Peace! <3

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Written about Sunday 2010-04-11
Written: (5341 days ago)
Next in thread: 1114304

WHAT IS WITH YAOI AND CATS!?

I'm trying to find a cute picture of two guys fighting over a girl, and yet I keep finding either yaoi or fucking cat people!! DX This is getting so aggrivating....
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Written about Tuesday 2010-04-06
Written: (5346 days ago)

I see myself in a dream.
In a world I could never believe.
You're here with me, by my side.
Everything right, nothing to hide.
I look up to the sky and feel
something that no one could ever steal.
I'm happy, something brand new,
something that I never really knew.

But when I wake, it all goes
and I have to wake up and face my woes.
I will never touch this dream,
almost bursting out the seams.
I wake to a world so blind
Always looking for something I can never find.



O_______o This is why I don't usually write poems... they're dark and scary.... but hey, I felt like I should write this.... so I did.
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Written about Monday 2010-04-05
Written: (5347 days ago)

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/MegHin3
Ask me a question :D

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Written about Monday 2010-04-05
Written: (5347 days ago)

Im tired, gonna go to bed soon. I'm going to dream a peaceful dream. Still waiting for Prince Charming to show up. I thought I caught one but he can't seem to make up his mind, and I can't wait forever... so yeah. Hopefully he'll make up his mind before someone else takes and steals my heart.

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Written about Friday 2010-04-02
Written: (5350 days ago)

Awwww man I got fired DX This sucks, but it's their loss <3

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Written about Friday 2010-04-02
Written: (5350 days ago)

Watching a movie with Dani, then going to bed. Gotta get up at 6 in the morning to help her with her make up and stuff, then heading to work (working from 8 to whenever I finish with laundry)

A song to describe how I feel right now :)
David Archuletta: Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know

[chorus:]
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be?
Where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging,
Spending time, girl, are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this
Into something that'll last
Last forever
Forever

[chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
(Why do I keep running)
All I ever think about is you
(All I ever think about)
You got me hypnotized
(Hypnotized)
So mesmerized
(mesmerized)
And I've just got to know

[chorus]

Going away
Going away

1113542  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2010-04-01
Written: (5351 days ago)

Hmmmm... as I keep clicking the random button, I realise something...

ELFTOWN IS FULL OF UBER AWESOME, COOL LOOKIN' PEOPLE!! :D:D:D:D:D

Lol sorry. Tired and happy? :P LA POISSON D'AVRIL!! (The fish of April.. have a happy one! Don't know if I spelt it right...)

1113470  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2010-03-30
Written: (5353 days ago)

Was in a good mood, not so much anymore. I seriously am tired of being played with like a fucking puppet. It's getting seriously old.

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Written about Monday 2010-03-29
Written: (5353 days ago)
Next in thread: 1113387, 1113403

I've accomplished something today: I'm over him. Today was supposed to be our one year, and I just remembered 20 minutes ago. I haven't cried, nor do I even want to. This means I am 100% ready to move on... now just to find the right guy. Happy not so 1 year Jessy, too bad we didn't make it. I will survive, I will survive, oh as long as I know how to love I know I'm still alive! I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give I will survive, I will survive, HEY HEY! :D (sorry, thought it was necessary.)

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Written about Friday 2010-03-26
Written: (5356 days ago)
Next in thread: 1113273

Getting new pictures up soon <3

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Written about Wednesday 2010-03-24
Written: (5359 days ago)

The sooner people realise that I never lie, the better and less surprised they'll be when I actually say stuff to their face. This chick in my gym class messaged me asking if I said shit about her in gym, and I told her the truth. Yes. I'm tired of her bitching and screaming over the littlest things, when she can just sit there and keep her mouth shut. I can't stand obnoxious people like that, it irritates the fuck out of me. The only loud person I am used to is Hillary, and she's like my sister so it's okay. Hell, I even get irritated with her sometimes, but it's okay, she usually just tells me to shut the fuck up.

Obviously if I have a problem with you, you'll know about it. Simple as that. I don't beat around the bush, because there is no point.

Today made me realise: People are stupid, and always will be stupid. It's something you just can't fix.

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Written about Saturday 2010-03-20
Written: (5363 days ago)

Add my instant messanger names if you haven't already!! :D

MSN: tsomethewolf@hotmail.com

Yahoo: meganlovesanime4ever@yahoo.com

AIM: MeganH950@aim.com

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Written about Friday 2010-03-19
Written: (5364 days ago)

Gonna take a shower to get ready for the rave at my school tonight <3 Unfortunately I didn't get into Pretty Day to perform, but whatever, just goes to show how much my school SUCKS. Whatever, I'm so done with the drama and shit.

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Written about Wednesday 2010-03-17
Written: (5366 days ago)
Next in thread: 1112643

Weee happy saint patty's day!!!! :D You better be wearing your green today.

Dude I am so tired :( it sucks! Can't wait till after school though, having a girl day with mom hill and tanya.

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