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1117542  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2010-06-03
Written: (5265 days ago)
Next in thread: 1117609

I've decided on a course for my future, if I get accepted... Army National Guard. I know you all probably won't like it, but it's my life. Don't worry :) if you want me to keep in contact with you, just give me an address, and I'll make sure I have it. (This is all if I get accepted of course.)

1117465  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2010-06-01
Written: (5267 days ago)

FUCKING CUNT MS.ALLEN!!!
Fuck you! UGH!! Okay, so our night was pretty much fucked up by that fat piece of shit of a whale. Of course the lard can't fucking hear us, even though we repeated the money suituation 4 FUCKING TIMES!!!! Still manages to fuck it up, then screw me and Hill over. Well fuck you lady! I'm enjoying some wine, eating some food, then playing tennis.

I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON A CHICKEN BONE YOU FAT BITCH!!!!!

1117364  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2010-05-31
Written: (5268 days ago)

Talking to him as if nothing happened between us... it's killing me inside. But I still want to be friends, and I pray and hope that maybe, just maybe, something sparks between us and we can try again? I've never felt like this about any of my ex's... this one is just killing me slowly.

1117255  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-05-29
Written: (5270 days ago)

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over

1117198  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2010-05-28
Written: (5271 days ago)
Next in thread: 1117202, 1117211

Done with Formspring. Sorry I am not "feminine" or "pretty" enough for you all, but I like myself, and the way I am. So you can all fuck off if you've got a problem.

1117054  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-05-26
Written: (5273 days ago)

My mask is my best friend,
it keeps me safe and warm.
Nothing can harm me while I'm in it's grasp.
I don't worry others,
so it's a win-win.
Let me be to my peace
of lonliness for eternity.
A heart so scarred it can't breathe
lives here in my chest of stone.
Lonliness for Eternity,
that sounds so sweet.
It's better than where I am now,
and where I ever was.
It's cold in here,
and it's my safe little haven
from all those who have betrayed me
I lay away, forever hiding.

1117051  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-05-26
Written: (5273 days ago)

"Nice guys always finish last"
A quote to seriously live by. I hate this so much, I was really falling for him, and he basically stomped on my heart as if it was a fire going out of control. "Pressured him"? He's the one that asked me out, I didn't pressure him into shit. I hate my life right now, and feel like I'm dying. I'm not good enough for anyone, and never will be. Love is seriously just a lie and an illusion.

1116792  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-05-22
Written: (5277 days ago)
Next in thread: 1116848

I want you all to leave a part of a song that reminds you of me and explain why you chose it <3

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Written about Saturday 2010-05-22
Written: (5277 days ago)

NATE IS COMING OVER <3

Omg... okay, I'm cleaning for legit probably the first time in my life. For once, mom is helping ME clean, and you know what, it feels goooood <3

1116760  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2010-05-21
Written: (5278 days ago)

Okay, so I was SUPPOSED to have a get together with one of my olddddd friends... from like 5 years ago........ and he's now a marine, and still hot as ever......

but now I might have to deal with my JACKASS UNCLE!!! >< Not looking forward to it if I have to, believe me. I wanted to see Nate sooo much more :'( It's a reconnecting thing right now, but I'm kinda hoping it becomes a little more to tell you the truth.... I haven't been this happy in a very long time.... I actually can think of him now and not cry, but look back with a smile on my face... I promised myself I wouldn't go out with anyone in the service ever again... but for Nate, I would really consider it.... and he doesn't even care about the fact that I dated his brother Todd(it was a two week not so serious type thing.... he dumped me out of the blue in front of all his friends, so I broke Todd's nose. Nate laughed about it :))

I really kinda hope it works out? I'm tired of being alone, and feeling envy everytime I see a couple hugging or sucking face.

1116248  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-05-12
Written: (5287 days ago)

http://www.formspring.me/MegHin3

Just in case any of you want to rant about me to my face, but put yourself as anonymous so I can't tell who you are. Hell... people are trying to insult me, and it's kind of funny to see what people truely think. I know who I am, and who my friends are, so what people post don't bother me. Have a go :) lol

1116151  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2010-05-11
Written: (5289 days ago)

VOTE!! <poll:77208>

I need to figure out what the fuck I'm going to do lol

1115988  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2010-05-07
Written: (5292 days ago)

Woohoo hanging out with Dani and Magikarp later :D gonna be fun lol at least I hope. I have to totally take pictures for digital photography, so I will be trying to get those two to go with me. Wish me luck?

And oooo there is a freshman that flirted with me yesterday... it was kinda funny to tell you the truth. He's a cute kid. Heyyy jesse is coming up soon!!! :D (Not the one on here, my mom's friend that is near my age.)

Maybe I can get a chance with him? Idk... que sera sera at this point. Whatever will be will be and whatever won't be won't. HELL YEAH!!

1115912  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2010-05-06
Written: (5293 days ago)

I really hate this school now... 16 MORE DAYS!! Kinda dissapointed that they disected cats without me... damnit, I was looking so forward to that (It sucks.)

Buuuut I had a great time yesterday... so it's all good.

1115695  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2010-05-03
Written: (5297 days ago)

Staying home. Fuck it. It was supposed to be Senior Skip day, but it's probably changed AGAIN. I can't stop sneezing... i'm just gonna take it today..and stay home. I just wish I could stop sneezing!! :(

1115646  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2010-05-02
Written: (5298 days ago)

To bed... goodnight <3

1115579  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2010-04-30
Written: (5299 days ago)

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/LillyFall925/541413/

CHAPTER ONE IS DOOOOOOOONEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D WHOOHOOO!!!!!

Now on to Chapter 2......

I will try to post this to Elftown later on for those who don't want to go to WritersCafe (though it isn't a bad site :( )

1115454  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2010-04-29
Written: (5300 days ago)
Next in thread: 1115526, 1115535

Working on my storryyyyyyyyy lol it's coming out great. You should all read it... (considering the prelude only has 2 views so far... and no reviews whatsoever. ) I'd appreciate the critisizm, and take it with dignity. I'm really working hard, getting all the kinks out. And damnit, I WILL FINISH THIS ONE!!!!!!!

1115395  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-04-28
Written: (5301 days ago)

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/LillyFall925/539772/

A story I'm going to attempt to do myself. It's going swell so far, writing the first chapter and working on little sketches for the characters, so it's easier to describe them later.

Man.... the days have been going by so slow. But I'm not complaining. Yesterday was horrible, today is better. The idiot is back, but whatever, I'll deal with her and her stupidity. Life is pretty much swell. I'm actually enjoying being single, though I hope it doesn't last as long as it has for my aunt. I just find it harder... much more than I did before... he really hurt me, and it has made me a lot more closed off. Oh well... there's gotta be someone nearby that'll be good for me... but no more long distances...I can't do it.

1115124  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-04-24
Written: (5305 days ago)

"Give Me A Sign"

Dead star shine
Light up the sky
I'm all out of breath
My walls are closing in
Days go by
Give me a sign
Come back to the end
The shepherd of the damned

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever - and ever
the scars will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

Daylight dies
Blackout the sky
Does anyone care?
Is anybody there?
Take this life
Empty inside
I'm already dead
I'll rise to fall again

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever - and ever
the scars will remain
I'm falling apart
Leave me here forever in the dark

God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun
God help me I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun

I can feel you falling away

No longer the lost
No longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive
If you show me the way
Forever - and ever
the scars will remain

Give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood
Just give me a sign
there's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood
Just give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood

Forever - and ever
The scars will remain

1114977  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-04-21
Written: (5308 days ago)

Yaaay :D Dani is over and we are going to the waterfront, then the beach to get some awesome photos :D I'm gonna jump in the water... that'll make for a funny profile pic. Love you all ♥

And for all my perverted friends on here: You'll get to see me wet XD lol

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