Okay, update on nana (years later)

They are keeping her overnight to monitor her. They dunno what caused the chest pain.

*sigh* just my luck, I swear. My friends that know her, Nana is in the E.R. with chest pains. Going to the E.R. now, dunno what's going on. I'm wicked worried though... if something happens to Nana, I don't know what'll happen... I know I won't be the same.

Wow. I just got stabbed in the heart by one of my really close friends. Really hurt right now.

:D I MADE A JACK-O-LANTERN!! For my first time, like, EVER. My dad always did it, but I did it this time :D I'm so happy it came out right!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND Dani, Jessica, and Hillary are all coming over (though we're going in two seperate groups) It's gonna be so awesome.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!

P.S. I decided on being a zombie....

Okay... so right now I am America... but I think for Anime Boston I might be Germany :S lol who knows right now. Dani says I look like America, but Hillary thinks I look like Germany. All I really need is the army pants and a black tank top to be Germany... (with a wig of course, if I want, idk.)

I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I am tired, and just plain exhausted. What I do is never good enough for you. Maybe I should just agree with everything you say? I don't know anymore. I kind of just give up at this point.

What the fuck facebook, what the fuck.

Re-add me on facebook, please :) <3

Character designs for a possible comic coming up :)

*SNORT GIGGLE GIGGLE*

:D I just saved a cute little possum from the garbage can outside!! He was kinda cute, and I got a pic before I set him free... buuuuut now he is in my garage. I do like having company over, but I hope he leaves to get back to his family soon. The pic of him shall be up as my drawing.

Sunday: King richard's Fair with Dani :3 I will be buying batteries for my camera. Gonna be awesome!!! <3

I have a new thing... making wands out of sticks found in my yard.... i'm gonna keep working with wood, it's fun...

All I have to say: Hetalia.

I want a tattoo... any suggestions? I am thinking something with a sword and flowers... hell could someone maybe design me a tattoo? That'd be awesome.

Busy busy busy >___< ugh.`

Got a job at the local Target, I think it is full time, so I do not know how much I will be on...

Okay, so not only are my college plans on hold due to money issues, but my car fucking broke down. My street is VERY busy, and has a dangerous curve. Well, I take that curve and BOOM! Right half-shaft breaks.... in the middle of the road, my car is fucking immovable. Luckily a lady was nice and stopped to lend us her cell phone, and another man stopped to help direct traffic. Well... we wanted to use AAA, but because it was a wait, the police officer called in their own tow truck. 120 bucks, just to tow the damn car one street over. FUCKING ONE STREET. I don't get it, but I'm hoping to get reimbursed by AAA. So I had to ride in the back of the cop car with my mom.... just to draw out the money in order to pay the towguy (who felt really bad about the whole situation. I don't blame him, I blame his boss, who I know, and who is a DICK.) Soooo yeah.... a really bad start to my day.

Fave LOTR quotes:

"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by frost..."

"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. There are some things that time can not mend. Some hurts that go too deep... that have taken hold."

"Frodo: I wish the ring had never come to me. I wish none of this had happened. Gandalf: So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us."

"I like half of you half as well as I should like, and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve!" - Bilbo Baggins

"The Road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began,
Now far ahead the Road has gone,
And I must follow if I can,
Pursuing it with eager feet,
Until it joins some larger way
Where many path and errands meet.
And whither then? I cannot say."

"Do not meddle in the affairs of wizards, for they are subtle and quick to anger."

"I am sorry: sorry you have come in for this burden: sorry about everything. Don't adventures ever have an end? I suppose not. Someone else always has to carry on the story."

"Despair is only for those who see the end beyond all doubt. We do not."

"He stood upon the bridge alone
and Fire and Shadow both defied;
his staff was broken on the stone,
in Khazad-dûm his wisdom died."

"'Time does not tarry ever,' he said; 'but change and growth is not in all things and places alike. For the Elves the world moves, and it moves both very swift and very slow. Swift, because they themselves change little, and all else fleets by: it is a grief to them. Slow, because they do not count the running years, not for themselves.'"

"I will not forget it, nor fail to reward that which is given: fealty with love, valour with honour, oath-breaking with vengeance."

"It is useless to meet revenge with revenge; it will heal nothing."

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