Everything... everything is going wrong this week for me... Abby dies, I get sick, injure my hip doing fuck knows what, Tony is dying....


I really hope nothing else goes wrong or I might go insane.

I have to go to work tonight... dunno how I'll be.

I might as well throw myself in traffic -_____- ugh fml.

She's gone. We tried to keep her alive, but to no avail. Nature sucks.

*sigh* despite our trying, Abby isn't doing too good. My mom is in denial I'm starting to think. It sucks, you know? We just lost Princess not too long ago, and now we're losing Abby. (Or at least its starting to look that way). Ugh.

208 odd dollars later, Abby is on antibiotics for a bacterial infection.

Ugh -___- Today just seriously sucks.

Bringing Abby to the vet, since she isn't looking too good, and hasn't been for the past few days. Called into work since I'm sick myself. Ugh.

The only thing that seems to be keeping me going is what is happening in 9 days. I get to meet Jessy for the first time in person. :)

Had to make a whole new deviant art. AGAIN. fucking thing...

Finally got those damn halloween pics up!! They're up on my page if you wanna take a look.

Okay, update on nana (years later)

They are keeping her overnight to monitor her. They dunno what caused the chest pain.

*sigh* just my luck, I swear. My friends that know her, Nana is in the E.R. with chest pains. Going to the E.R. now, dunno what's going on. I'm wicked worried though... if something happens to Nana, I don't know what'll happen... I know I won't be the same.

Wow. I just got stabbed in the heart by one of my really close friends. Really hurt right now.

:D I MADE A JACK-O-LANTERN!! For my first time, like, EVER. My dad always did it, but I did it this time :D I'm so happy it came out right!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND Dani, Jessica, and Hillary are all coming over (though we're going in two seperate groups) It's gonna be so awesome.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!

P.S. I decided on being a zombie....

Okay... so right now I am America... but I think for Anime Boston I might be Germany :S lol who knows right now. Dani says I look like America, but Hillary thinks I look like Germany. All I really need is the army pants and a black tank top to be Germany... (with a wig of course, if I want, idk.)

I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I am tired, and just plain exhausted. What I do is never good enough for you. Maybe I should just agree with everything you say? I don't know anymore. I kind of just give up at this point.

What the fuck facebook, what the fuck.

Re-add me on facebook, please :) <3

Character designs for a possible comic coming up :)