My brains thought process when I'm exhausted:

... you know how when someone isn't feeling good, they say they feel like Shit? I mean, I do it all the time.... here's a little thought. If Shit could feel, what if it was happy Shit? Like if Shit loved life and wanted to go skip on rainbows? Wouldn't be the first time humans messed up with their sayings.

Just a thought.

Day 4: 6/16/12

Todaaaay:

Breakfast sandwich: ~350
Turkey Club- 600


Total so far: 950

Day 3: 6/15/12

Yaaay a day off! Usually my worst for food though.

Thus far:
500- grilled cheese sandwich
250- small bowl of chops to munch on
250- ramen
~500 for walmart chicken

Total so far: 1500

Day 2: 6/14/12

Had to do some research...... buuut

110 cracker thingy again.
250 Greek salad
~350 breakfast sandwich.
600 hot dogs and chips

Total so far: ~1310






Aaaand I'm gonna cut out the push ups, since I'm doing the arm curls and that's making my arms sore as it is. I gotta watch what I do. Knee gave out on me at work and sent me to the floor. In front of a passenger. Ugh. Now my knee hurts.

This is gonna be hard...

Starting today, I'm on a diet/exercise plan, and my progress will be recorded here, one entry per day. So you all can keep track at me and yell at me if I slack off, since I'm on Elftown at least everyday.

What I'll be doing:
*Not eating more than 1600 calories per day.
*Taking nothing but stairs. (I.E.; No elevators and escalators)
*Every saturday, walk from the Garage to the Terminal (about a 40 minute walk, about 30-35 if I mix jogging in)
*Do 20 pushups, increase by 10 every month.
*Do 20 sit ups, increase by 10 each month
*Do 100 arm curls with salad dressing bottle per arm. Increase weight each month until at about 50, I start to feel it.

Any more suggestions, please let me know and I'll consider them! I want to mostly tone, but losing weight won't be a bad thing either.






Day 1: 6/13/12

260 calorie Starbucks Frappachino.
600 calorie turkey club.
110 calories cheese and cracker thingy.
~530 calories lasagna.

Total so far: ~1500 calories

Means I'll get to have a good dinner.

Doing a major character re-design for my comic I want to do; Valesca Chronicles.

Gaaah. The character that is changing the most is the main one. Like a complete do-over for her. The one who is probably going to change the least is Kenta. He's a dick and I love him :3

Just one of those days again. Fuck.

...As if this week couldn't get any worse... fml.

Cleaning? Yes.

Unfortunately, this describes my reactions to a lot of things.

Pissed. Ugh.

Oh God... I have a new hobby; Making jewelry.







If I become any good at it, there might be a request page going up soon. AND: I will be discussing fundraiser options with my adopted aunt for her daughter who has IDIC15. More information will be put up once I figure things out :3

God. Mom is in the hospital. Long night ahead.

<3 Gotye. Omg <3

Aaaaand I have today and tomorrow of, so you know what that means....

Yup. Cleaning time.

A motherfucking owl would start hooting near my window as I'm about to go to sleep. Wtf.

Close to New York.... I think? Frackin' traffic.

*gigglefit*

I don't give a fuck anymore. No matter what I do, I cannot please you or make you upset. I'm going to choose him over you, and for once, I'm not going to change my mind to make you happy. THIS IS MY LIFE. I can't keep letting it revolve around you anymore. I need my life to revolve around ME.