I should call this diary entry: Stress and Drama: They both SUCK and fuck up my life

*sighs* im just under so much goddamn stress right now... first off, im sick, and it sucks. 

The next issue (and the most stressing) is that my grandmother got rushed off to the hospital... again, and its sad, because she just got out of the home to live with us... and the captain of the firepeople said that we need to get the house cleaned up or we'll get it taken away. Now I do enough in the household as it is, I had to take care of both mom and grandma, now down to one. I have to do whatever my grandfather is too tired to do, like dishes, and I get nagged on my room every single day...

Stress is piling up and im just sick of it... I have to deal enough with school in September... Its the last thing I need during my one and only vacation.

And, Ill be happy once the drama stops. I fucking hate drama. D is being rude, and just plain unsociable. She only wants to be friends with Jason and his friends instead of me and Dani, even though we're true friends. Its pissing me the fuck off because shes acting older than I am and looking down on me just so Jason will fucking like her, and its truely starting to eat at my nerves, because shes only 12!! Shes wasting her life as a kid, and Im jealous because I had no choice but to waste it, because of my mother and grandmother.

what would you do if:
[1) I committed suicide:]
[2) I said I liked you:]
[3) I kissed you:]
[4) I lived next door to you:]
[5) I started smoking:]
[6) I stole something:]
[7) I was hospitalized:]
[8) I ran away from home:]
[9) I got into a fight and you weren't there]

what do you think of my:
[1) Personality:]
[2) Eyes:]
[3) Face:]
[4) Hair:]
[5) Clothes:]
[6) Mannerisms:]

general stuff:
[1) Who are you?]
[2) Are we friends?]
[3) When and how did we meet?]
[4) How have I affected you?]
[5) What do you think of me?]
[6) What's the fondest memory you have of me?]
[7) How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?]
[8) Do you love me?]
[9) Have I ever hurt you?]
[10) Would you hug me?]
[11) Would you kiss me?]
[12) Would you make love to me?]
[13) Would you marry me?]
[14) Emotionally, what stands out?]
[15) Do you wish I was cooler?]
[16) On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?]
[17) Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. ]
[18) Am I loveable?]
[19) How long have you known me?]
[20) Describe me in one word.]
[21) What was your first impression? ]
[22) Do you still think that way about me now?]
[23) What do you think my weakness is?]
[24) Do you think I'll get married?]
[25) What about me makes you happy?]
[26) What about me makes you sad?]
[27) What reminds you of me?]
[28) What's something you would change about me? ]
[29) How well do you know me? ]
[30) Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? ]
[31) Do you think I would kill someone?]
[32) Are we close?]
[33) Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?]

Meh, I might as well put it on...

Hahahahaha!! I've got a pet squirrel and a pet turkey in my backyard!!! I name the turkey bob, and the squirrel rocky

Well, im sick with something like a headcold >< and it SUCKS!! *sighs* oh well, at least I have internet <3 lol too bad I have to use my dads puter... but good news: I may be getting a new laptop soon <3

I may be off for a while because my damn birds chewed the wire for my laptop (which is the only computer I have, Im on my dads so I can let everyone know.... well until he gets home that is) so ill try to get on every now and then so I dont get lost in the rps ^^' hopefully it wont be long, but for now, IM SCREWED! ><

Candy's Pretty Ugly Picture

TELL THIS WOMAN THAT SHE IS PReTTY AND GET IT THROUGh HER THICK SKULL (though I think the same... i dont think im all that pretty either)

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What is my stereotype??


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Whats Your Stereotype?
____________
•HIGH CLASS:•
____________
•[] You go/have gone tanning.
•[] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
•[] You love Starbucks.
•[x] You have been called a brat.
•[] You have tons of shoes.
•[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
•[x] You have a laptop.
•[] You love shopping.
•TOTAL: 2
________
•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[x] You wear chains.
•[x] you like heavy metal.
•[X] you've shopped at hot topic
•[x] You have worn black lipstick.
•[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
•[x] You own a pair of Tripp pants
•[X] u have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
•TOTAL: 8
_______
•PUNK:•
_______
•[] You can skateboard.
•[X] You like plaid.
•[X] You have/love Converse.
•[] You hate mtv.
•[x] You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
•[X] You love mohawks
•[X] You LOVE Music.
•[X] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
•TOTAL: 6
______
•EMO:•
______
•[X] You are depressed sometimes.
•[] You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
•[x] You cry easily.
•[X] You like emo music
•[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
•[] You have written a sad poem.
•[] you have dyed your hair
•[] You're sad when you're drunk
•TOTAL: 4
_______
•GHETTO:•
_____
•[] You like rap
•[x] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
•[] You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[] You have had a freestyling contest.
•[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
•[] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
•[] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
•[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
•TOTAL: 1
___________
•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[x] You like loud music.
•[x] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
•[X] You have slip-on shoes.
•[] You like Norma Jean.
•[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
•[] You love to "hardcore" dance
•[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot.
•TOTAL: 5
_______
•PREP:•
_______
•[] You LOVE/like The OC.
•[] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
•[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
•[] u like buying shoes A LOT.
•[] you shop at Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
•[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[] You have big sunglasses
•[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
•TOTAL: 0
__________
•ATHLETIC:•
__________
•[X] You watch the Superbowl.
•[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
•[x] You own jerseys.
•[x] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[x] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
•[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
•[x] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
•[x] You practice a sport at least 3 times a week
TOTAL: 8
_______
•SCENE:•
_______
•[] You like putting little bows in your hair
•[x] You have mini-skirts.
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
•[x] You think polka-dots are way cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
•[] You've been called scene before.
•[] You have dyed you hair a bright neon color
•[x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts
•TOTAL:5
__________
•REDNECK:•
__________
•[x] Gone four wheeling.
•[x] Went hunting.
•[x] Own a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
•[x] Like to go fishing.
•[x] Eat beef jerky
•[x] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[x] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
•[x] Know who Bocephus is.
•TOTAL: 8
___________
•METALHEAD:•
___________
•[x] You wear band shirts alot.
•[] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
•[x] You HATE emos.
•[] You love Black Sabbath.
•[] You have gone to Ozzfest.
•[] You like to headbang.
•[x] You don't like rap.
•[x] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
•TOTAL: 2

•The 1 that you have the most X's under will be your title!!•
Repost this as "whats ur stereotype?"

OMG LOL I guess im Gothic/Athletic/Redneck! What a combo that is!! XD

[Take a man and put him alone,
Put him twelve thousand miles from home.
Empty his heart of all but blood,
Make him live in sand, in mud.
This is the life I have to live,
This the soul to God I give.
You have your parties and drink your beer,
While young men are dying over here.
Plant your signs in the side walk cracks;
"Lets get our soliders out of Iraq".
Use your signs and have your fun,
Then refuse to use a gun.
There's nothing else for you to do,
Then I'm supposed to die for you?
There is one thing that you should know;
And that's where I think you should go!
I'm already here and it's too late.
I've traded all my love for all this hate.
I'll hate you till the day I die.
You made me hear my buddy cry.
I saw his leg and his blood shed,
Then I heard them say, "This one's dead".
It was a large price for him to pay,
To let you live another day.
He had the guts to fight and die,
To keep the freedom you live by.
By his dying, your life he buys,
But who gives a damn if a Soldier dies...]
[If you give a damn repost it and let ppl know you do.
Also, did you know only 2% of Americans in their whole lives would even enlist in the military and the police force? something to think about..]

thats just sad and discusting... i feel bad for them, and I completely hate bush... how can he sleep at night, knowing how many lives he's shed and taken away? Its discusting... war is just discusting...

Found this on Kenji's diary so im gonna try it! XD


So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle/Random
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits:------------ Dance, Dance- Fall Out Boy
Waking Up:------------------- Sunday Morning- Maroon 5
First Day At School: -------- This is Halloween- Marilyn Manson
Falling In Love: ------------- Kryptonite- 3 Doors down
Breaking Up:----------------- Going Under- Evanescence
Prom:------------------------- When I'm Gone- 3 doors down
Life's OK:--------------------- The Ghost of You- MCR
Breakdown:----------------- Vertigo- U2
Driving:----------------------- Scream- Misfits
Flashback:-------------------- In The End- Linkin Park
Getting Back Together:----- I'm Not Okay (I Promise)- My chemical romance
Wedding:----------------- Thnks Fr Th Mmrs- Fall out boy
Sex Scene:------------------- My Immortal- Evanescence
Birth of Child:---------------- Camisado- Panic! At The Disco
Final Battle:------------------ Skulls- Misfits
Death Scene:---------------- Welcome to the black parade- My chemical romance
Funeral Song:---------------- Pain- 3 Days Grace
Dance Sequence:----------- Hey Ya!- OutKast
End Credits:----------------- 138- Misfits

You can find all these songs on the playlist on my myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/meganhinshaw

Mood:

You've got to love all of the stupid fuckers in the world who think they are the Shits. Well guess what losers, YOUR NOT! I mean goddamn sons of bitches are fucking losers and need to go find something to do in their goddamn lives! I mean Jesus Christ some fuckers are completely ignorant and they're older than I am! Jessy knows EXACTLY who this is directed to. Fuckers need to learn to be mature, i mean hell theyre like 16-18!! GROW THE FUCK UP YOU COCK SUCKING DICK WEEDS!!!

*smiles* I feel so much better after this little rant, i'm pmsing BIG TIME so I needed someone stupid to come along and do something to get me going. <3 Jessy I love you so fucking much!! <3<3<3<3<3!!!

-Meg (who apparently has the title "Biggest Bitch on Elftown") XD

meh.... thats my mood, and will be for a while... damn english

Dude, my myspace looks so cool now that I redid it! Check it out!:

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Mood:

♥ = What I am ^^

|B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|

People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.

|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S|

People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet/stay with the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

|H|A|Z|E|L| |E|Y|E|S|
People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart.

♥|B|R|O|W|N| |E|Y|E|S|♥
People with brown eyes are either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. EXTREMELY good kissers. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days.







Holy shit that thing is accurate!! thats scary <,< but on another note, im happy happy hyper hyper XD

http://www.zooreka.com/photo-326112.html

Mood:

sorry guys lol i had a major pms moment XD i'm mostly sorry to [Iruvielle] cause I made her feel like shit.... I'm sorry everyone *huggles* I have you can forgive me!!!

Mood:

Okay! The funniest thing world!! My dogs, muggles and gem are AFRAID of Jello!! lol it was the funniest shit in the world