Mood: Worried

I'm really about my little bird, Baby. She flew into the fan a few days ago and we think her wing is broken, and if it is she wont be able to fly ever again....

My mood:

Well, I am starting of a fine day. I woke up at 4:30 AM.... earliest I have woken up in a LONG time. My ears are both throbbing, but I can't go to a doctor because my insurance hasn't kicked in yet. ;__; It was so bad that I had to put warm oil in both ears... so i'm typing with tissue in my ears XD. I also am very tired, which doesn't help matters.

But anywho, my 1 year anniversary with Jessy is coming up soon!! Well, 10 days to be exact... XD yaaaaay!!

I'm also going through an artist block, which makes me very sad because I want to draw something!! I feel creative, but my hand isn't letting anything come out right :(

I also want to ramble about... well... anything.... so give me a topic we can ramble on together about XD Don't be afraid to message me!! I will talk to you!! Please? I'm lonely.

Thanks for reading!
_Megan_
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*purrs* oh, I'm not Shikamaru obbsessed... http://www.myspace.com/meganhinshaw

Me and my friends [Piercedskull] and [Tony Stark] are making a new story:

Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2007), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows, and Pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me...My child, what can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message"...God smiled and answered...Request granted. If you believe this message, put it in your diary, or somewhere where your friends will read it.
By doing this you have succeeded in praying for your friends today

Yaaaay Im not EMO anymore!! God that scared me... and me and steff made up

Mood: Depressed

I want to die.. .I just lost my best friend, because I was an idiot... god im in so much pain... i hate my life, and im a terrible person...

Steffani if you read this, please forgive me! Im an idiot.. and i dontwant to lose you as a friend...

Im better... watched a movie (Though im still being ignored...) but whatever.... nothing I can do...

Im really fucking hurt right now...

I feel like I have no friends where I live because almost everyone of my so called friends (Give or take a special few) have ignored me all summer, and I just feel like I have no one...

One of those friends i'm deathly worried about, and i just feel betrayed... right now I really hate my life and just want to die.

Please comment! This is the prolouge to a story i'm writing...

Its a world full of battle between vampires and humans: come join the newest rp that me and [Iruvielle] have made!!: Underworld Wars

You Are 10% Fake 

Fake doesn't even come close to describing you.
You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are! 

lol aint that the truth!

take it here: http://www.blogthings.com/areyouafakegirlquiz/

I got my laptop back so ill be on more <3

I should call this diary entry: Stress and Drama: They both SUCK and fuck up my life

*sighs* im just under so much goddamn stress right now... first off, im sick, and it sucks. 

The next issue (and the most stressing) is that my grandmother got rushed off to the hospital... again, and its sad, because she just got out of the home to live with us... and the captain of the firepeople said that we need to get the house cleaned up or we'll get it taken away. Now I do enough in the household as it is, I had to take care of both mom and grandma, now down to one. I have to do whatever my grandfather is too tired to do, like dishes, and I get nagged on my room every single day...

Stress is piling up and im just sick of it... I have to deal enough with school in September... Its the last thing I need during my one and only vacation.

And, Ill be happy once the drama stops. I fucking hate drama. D is being rude, and just plain unsociable. She only wants to be friends with Jason and his friends instead of me and Dani, even though we're true friends. Its pissing me the fuck off because shes acting older than I am and looking down on me just so Jason will fucking like her, and its truely starting to eat at my nerves, because shes only 12!! Shes wasting her life as a kid, and Im jealous because I had no choice but to waste it, because of my mother and grandmother.

what would you do if:
[1) I committed suicide:]
[2) I said I liked you:]
[3) I kissed you:]
[4) I lived next door to you:]
[5) I started smoking:]
[6) I stole something:]
[7) I was hospitalized:]
[8) I ran away from home:]
[9) I got into a fight and you weren't there]

what do you think of my:
[1) Personality:]
[2) Eyes:]
[3) Face:]
[4) Hair:]
[5) Clothes:]
[6) Mannerisms:]

general stuff:
[1) Who are you?]
[2) Are we friends?]
[3) When and how did we meet?]
[4) How have I affected you?]
[5) What do you think of me?]
[6) What's the fondest memory you have of me?]
[7) How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?]
[8) Do you love me?]
[9) Have I ever hurt you?]
[10) Would you hug me?]
[11) Would you kiss me?]
[12) Would you make love to me?]
[13) Would you marry me?]
[14) Emotionally, what stands out?]
[15) Do you wish I was cooler?]
[16) On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?]
[17) Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. ]
[18) Am I loveable?]
[19) How long have you known me?]
[20) Describe me in one word.]
[21) What was your first impression? ]
[22) Do you still think that way about me now?]
[23) What do you think my weakness is?]
[24) Do you think I'll get married?]
[25) What about me makes you happy?]
[26) What about me makes you sad?]
[27) What reminds you of me?]
[28) What's something you would change about me? ]
[29) How well do you know me? ]
[30) Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? ]
[31) Do you think I would kill someone?]
[32) Are we close?]
[33) Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?]

Meh, I might as well put it on...

Hahahahaha!! I've got a pet squirrel and a pet turkey in my backyard!!! I name the turkey bob, and the squirrel rocky

Well, im sick with something like a headcold >< and it SUCKS!! *sighs* oh well, at least I have internet <3 lol too bad I have to use my dads puter... but good news: I may be getting a new laptop soon <3

I may be off for a while because my damn birds chewed the wire for my laptop (which is the only computer I have, Im on my dads so I can let everyone know.... well until he gets home that is) so ill try to get on every now and then so I dont get lost in the rps ^^' hopefully it wont be long, but for now, IM SCREWED! ><